Outside


"Friends" at school make me disgusted
One thing I've learned is to distrust them
I know each one behind their lies
Now all I ask myself is "why?"
I aimed myself to get rejected
I'll live my life out unprotected
There's nothing left for me to say
So I'll shut up and go away

So don't be sad, I won't be there at all
I'll be waiting here, staring at my wall
Why did I give up, yet why did I try
I'm too mad to yell, I'm too numb to cry

I look at them from the outside
Finding every flaw they hide
They walk on by, without a care
You see me here, just standing there
They got so blind, so ignorant
They chose to be, it's time to quit
I need outside, where I can rest
I won't regret, I did my best.

So don't be sad, I won't be there at all
I'll be waiting here, staring at my wall
Why did I give up, yet why did I try
I'm too mad to yell, I'm too numb to cry

-12/06/03 by Clarissa
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