You
Unconscience state of mind. At a loss for words. The hardest thing to swallow. How could you let yourself get like this? Why did it have to be you? Anger Fills my heart. Painful twisting of my stomach. I had to face my greatest fear. I had to see you laying there. Emotionless, lifeless, breathless. My shy eyes, will never be seen again. Those sweet kisses I will never taste. Your touch I will never embrace. I sit in my bed and I feel so alone and empty. I feel that I robbed you of a life of happiness four years ago. I know you never forgave me. Before all this, at least I still had you. Now you were so wrongly taken from me, from all of us.

--11.19.03 -wrote for sjc.