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Consoled

The chance to be consoled
when I hurt so bad
given away for love
I thought we both had
the road I chose
I didn't look back upon
until it was shown to me
where things went wrong
The choices we make
in life everyday
may hurt the people we love
in some small way
our actions speak louder than words they say
so when you say I love you
I look the other way



She loves you
and you don't see
that look in her eyes
she can't fool me

You lead her on
make her think you care
as she awaits a chance
for you to be there

You say that the love is one sided
I see it differently
the difference is
the way you look at her
and then me
it burns my soul
to hear her name

Why cant you love
me the same


Wishes

The soft touch the way you caress saying I love you
are things I miss
You in my arms holding you close
Love in my heart things I miss the most
The look in your eyes
The sound of your heart
The cut of your lies
The feeling of being torn apart
The hateful stare
The painful words
The hurtful things I wish were never there



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So soon you say those words
with feeling like I've never heard
I sit and wonder
Is it coming from your heart?
If its not I'll be torn apart
To say "I love you" is so powerful
The way you say it so meaningful
I hear it and I feel so wanted..so needed
Indeed am I loved truely from your soul
or am I here just to fill a hole
If you seriously love me
let me know that you need me before I go



This is dedicated to my loving aunt who was my sister at heart...

To the queen of the snoopy sno cone machine

I got the call
All I could do is bawl
I didnt believe it
I said it was lies
Then I saw you
All I could do is cry
Oh how I miss you
Twisting my hair
This is the reason people say Life is not fair
If I could turn back time I would prove to you
You are loved
And things are fine
Now that you are gone I feel as though I have done you wrong
But I know deep inside
That where you reside
You are happy
Next to my mom and grammy
Just one last thing I love you Jody,

LOVE, STRINGBEAN

JODY KAY CURRELI July 12, 1970 ~ August 12, 1996



Things Were New

When things were new
the love was there
somehow it was lost
hidden in despair
lustfully driven
the thrill of being caught
the hurt aside
a lesson taught
broken trust
not easy to attain
lost from lust
a soul to regain
diminished the spirit
from one lustful act
now I must try
not to look back



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When Ineeded you most
you weren't there
Makes one wonder
did she care
I pray to you
Do you hear
I look for signs so sincere
I feel your presence night and day
Why if you loved me did you go away
I hear your voice inside my head
I feel you hold me when I go to bed
Then I close my eyes and see your face
You aren't here, some other place
If you could see me now would you be proud
Could you even pick me out of a crowd
I know the love had to be there
But I still wonder did she care



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