Cindy...
You mean so much to me
That you'll never know
You have touched my heart
You have touched my soul
In so many words
And so little time
It's hard to express
How I'm feeling inside
This much that I can say is true
I love you Sis
And all that you do
I hope you have the best birthday you can
Love ya Cindy
Always...Jenn
As I Long...
As I long to hold you in my arms...
I promise you I mean no harm...
As I long to kiss you lips...
maybe put my hands apon your hips...
As I long to touch you body...
I never meant to hurt nobody...
As I long to hear your voice...
sorry if I made a wrong choice...
As I long to watch you sleep...
don't mind me if I start to weep...
What is this thing you hold over me...
why do you make me see...
That your the only one I love...
Whole In My Heart
Why must I hate life now that you gone...
please tell me what is was that I did wrong...
I try to avoid you with all my might...
I give it my best to put up a fight...
I know you love another now...
did I let you down somehow...
you say that your happy with your new love..
I try to fight my feelings from below and above...
I loved you like no other...
yet it seems that was not enough...
there is nothing I can do now to keep you in my heart...
I only think of anger now and how you ripped me apart...
does it make you happy to see me in so much pain...
I will never look at another in quite the same way...
I'm now furious and enraged...
to find that your new love was my old flame...
but who is at fault...
where can i place the blame...
why must it be my old flame...
was there no other were you could have gone...
I still love you and hate you at the same time...
what did i do for you to be so unkind...
I now hate life even more...
and fear that our friendship is no more...
You lied to me why I don't know...
you told me we had a bond but I must let go...
If I can't trust the one I love...
then there is no reason for the charades to go on...
Yet I have a whole in my heart...
for it's been ripped apart
Normally this is the part where I say "email the author for permission before taking the poem". However, I dinna want anyone taking it and I KNOW the author dinna want it copied either so please just read it and leave it as it is kay? Thank you very much!!
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