WHY

Do I have Aerosmith’s CD in my car…?

I am not really a big Aerosmith fan and I don't usually listen to the songs as you might have guessed already. Then why do I have the CD?

Well, there is one song I like to listen to under the special circumstances. That’s when I have a crush on someone…. I keep listening to "cryin'" over and over until I finally get tired of it or get over it. I don't know why, but I just feel like listening to the song.

SYMPTOMS OF CRUSH

You might call it a love at first sight, or love sickness, but I know it's not love. I call it flu because the feelings doesn’t last forever. It usually goes away soon or later, or when I run into another crush. Some of the symptoms are similar to the flu also; fever, watery eyes, loss of appetite, loss of concentration, heart- ache and so on. When I am only physically interested in the person, it's not so bad. The worst case is when I am mentally attracted to the person. That's almost fatal. And that's when I can't stop listening to the Aerosmith.

TRAGIC FANTASY

I have this fantasy about a tragic death that I would die in a fatal car crash before I get too old.  You think it's sick?  well, it can be.  But hey, you never know what happens tomorrow, or even the next minute.  Life's short anyway.  I do whatever I want to do whenever I want to do, so I wouldn't be regreting about things I didn't do the moment I die.