opportunities of a destructive nature

anger dies away
         with new pleasures
                  bestowed upon me
                          capturing the attention

longing forgotten, new ones presented
         my body, a temple
                  of great release
        
Straining, provocatively I creep
         past the window to the door
                  looking at the reflection, of a past

not so distant I can still feel
         the tremors, coursing, feeding through the veins
                  posioning this un-wholly being

recklessly turning from that mirror
         that shines so brightly upon my soul
                  Shattering it to the ground

as I walk away, desperately trying not to step on the shards
         Somehow getting caught between toes of inhibitions
                  blood oozing from those cuts onto glistening white floors.

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