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TRUE FRIENDS

    I remember the day we met, it's still so very clear.  You came into my life when I had no hope left.  We said hello and things started to happen.  You brightened my face with a smile and unlocked the doors to my heart I had so long ago put a deadbolt on.

     You showed me how to let people in and that it was ok to be me.  Something I hadn't done for so long.  I tried to be strong and fight what I was feeling, but you were just alittle stronger.  Talking with you  came so easy, that it actually scared me at times.  We were very connected, you and I.  I knew from the beginning you would become someone very special to me.

     Our friendship grew and grew until we felt we were one.  We had many obstacles along the path, though I am sorry to say.  I could feel when you were happy, I could feel when you were sad.  You were the first to have this much control over me ever, so I don't know or will never understand how I let it happen.  I was so out of control it frightened even me.

     Then one day I felt it happening.  I was sitting back watching as our friendship was slipping away as it had slipped in.  I started to miss you so very much.  The tears flowed, the pain I felt.  Sometimes you knew, and sometimes you didn't, for I would hide behind this screen and tell you "yes I am fine."  When what I really wanted was to be by your side.  To be so close I could reach over and touch you.  I just watched though as we drifted apart, and my dreams faded into the night as quickly as they came to the light of day.

     So again I will close that part of me for construction not knowing when it will reopen.  My time with you was so very special and I have no regrets now or will never.  It was always so calm and fulfilling.  It brought a sense of peacefulness which made me overflow with love for you.  I hope there were times I did the same for you.

     I wanted to be the angel in your pocket.  Someone to help you through the day, to make you smile, to wipe away your tears, and to take away the pain, but again there were obstacles in the way.  I will always love you and you will remain in my heart for forever and a day.

I love you so I am setting you free.
You  know the rest  as I have told you many times.


This page is dedicated to someone so very special to me in vp.  He will hold the key to my heart forever.

  

    

This page created by sunshine38_4u_
June 14 2000