I'm tired of feeling this way
So all alone, so lonely
I'm tired of not having anyone special
Someone I can confide in
My heart is heavy with despair
I'm tired of feeling this way
I 'm not sure of what to do
At times I feel so helpless so useless
I feel as if I'm not good enough
For anything or anyone
I'm tired of feeling this way
I feel as if I'm just taking up space
I wish someone would understand
I need someone to talk to, to hold me, to tell me its ok
Is there a shoulder out there for me to cry on?
I'm tired of feeling this way
I want these feelings to stop and go away
I wish there was someone out there to care for me
Someone who knows what I need before I know it myself
I need someone to just be there and let me be me
I'm tired of feeling this way
I want to go back to yesterday
But that won't help, it goes back further than that
No one can go back in time anyway, too bad
I'm tired of feeling this way
So I escape into my books and whatever it takes to forget
I try to keep so busy that I have no time to think or to feel
I don't want any time to feel, I push myself until I collapse
Obliterating the reality of being alone....I escape and smile.
