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A Friend I May Never Keep

A friend I may never keep.
The feelings we shared were too deep.
He made me laugh, made me smile.
I was not sure the staircase was getting to steep.

I wake up in the morning and all I would do is cry.
Sometimes I would wish I'd die.
We took it too far.
Now all I can do is wonder why?

I realize what I lost.
It was not worth the cost.
I would take back my actions if I knew he was not sure.
I would not have allowed our friendship to be tossed.

I'm still in love with you.

It has been 3 years.
The feelings have not disapeared.
No matter what I do.
I still think of you.
All I want is for us to shine again.

You made me smile.
I have not had that in a while.
Once upon a time I would always cry.
I look back and wonder why I didn't try.

I realize that I keep dwelling in the past.
Everything just seems to go by so fast.

I need to go on.
I need to realize what we had is gone.

I just wanted to let you know
that our love was very true
And I'm still in love with you

I wish that I could love,
All I can see is broken hearts everywhere.
I wish that I could focus,
All I can see is him dancing and smiling.
I wish I could see my future,
Everywhere I turn I see dead end signs

1/29/2002 3:34p.m.