ABOUT ME
Well wot can i say??.....Ive wrote this page so many times now I either sound like a right miserable sad cow or a complete lunitic......I hate it when somebody finds out about my life and you see that change in there face the one where they start to feel sorry for you ......I dont want sympathy or someone to tell my how brave I am ........II'm just a ''normal'' person trying to survive the crap life throws at you..........I'm 31 years old (doesnt sound to bad if I say it quick)......I have a 13 year old daughter..'B' and Ive been with my partner 'H' for just over 7 years .........we dont live together anymore .......my depression soon put paid to that one lol......Living with depression is so hard..but livivng with someone who has depression must be even worse..........I live a very ordinary boring life nothing exiting has ever happened to me and probebly never will .......
Why do i have derpression???............I havnt a clue.......I gave up looking for the cause a long time ago now.....When people say'' why are you depressed'' I  just reply ...because I am.......maybe one day I will right down all the things that have happened to me that could have caused it ....but for now I'll keep them locked inside my head its so much safer that way.......reasons
Why I am fat??...........now this is an easy one.......because I eat to much...or rather I did ........I no longer blame my circumstancies ......As soon as I stopped making exuses for my wieght I started to loose it .......To be honest I satarted to loose my exuses and didnt have the energy to find new ones............exuses i made
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