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220501 » i love you
this
journal entry is dedicated to one of the most
special people in my life.
we
have been having lots of silly arguements lately
and probably haven't been treating each other
with the same love and respect that we usually
do.
i know i abuse your friendship from time to time.
i think much of the reason for this is because i
get so frustrated that you are so far away when i
need you. i also know you will always be there
for me. it is much easier to get angry with
someone you know will forgive you. i know how
much this must hurt you, so i am going to try
really hard to stop doing this.
i love and care for you much more than i think
you probably realise. my life would mean so much
less if you weren't in it. i don't think anything
could ever diminish the love i feel for you.
being near you makes me smile. i feel so safe
when you hug me.
just because i might get annoyed from time to
time, it doesn't mean i don't care. out of all
the people i know i think you get me worked up
the most, but you are also the person i can never
stay angry at.
yes, you are melodramatic. yes, you are stubborn
at times. you also act so much like a typical male sometimes! but these are qualities that i would
never wish you didn't have. for all the
frustration they might bring me, they are part of
who you are and are also reasons why i love you
so much.
i have been worried by the fact that we don't
seem to talk like we used to. it makes me so sad
to not feel as close to you as i once did. i'm
just really confused and i need to be reassured
and have you tell me you care. i know you love
me, but i guess i need to be told.
sometimes i miss you so much it makes me ache
inside.
i love you...
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