The Details of Her
Name: Bola
Allias: Bella
Age: 19
D.O.B: December 26th
Zodiac: Capricorn
Location: Montreal, Quebec
Status: Single, Not looking
Loves: Michael, Buffy the vampire slayer, WB Shows (except 7th Heaven), Food, Internet, WebGraphic Designing, Being in Love, Clear Blue Skies, Stars, Kisses, beautiful summer days, Privacy and Solitude and More!
Hates: Ignorance and Stupidity, Icky Grass, Hilary Duff
Music: Coldplay, Sigur Ros, Sade, Holly McNarland, Sarah McLachlan, Thievery Corporation, Portishead, Sneaker Pimps, Massive Attack, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Radiohead and more.
Fetishes: Cigarettes, Alcohol and Smoking the herb!

My I-mood ---> The current mood of blue_dress at

Tuesday, February 1st/04
Blog time. I've been sitting here since I woke up and all I've been doing is downloading songs...I'm loving it though. Lots of Jimi Hendrix, War - Low Rider and Sublime - Doin' Time...I'm thinking of burning a I can sit in my room and listen to the songs, anyways, Went over to Michael's yesterday with my sister and Jonathan...hung out and smoked a joint, then went to get some McDonalds...I think it's been two days in a row now since I've had McD's...which isnt really a good thing. I'm gonna die fat one day. I know it...Anyhow, I'm suppose to call Sarah today, to try out that survey place...I'm really usual...Anyways...I have to go cook for my daddy and for myself...I'm hungy! Toodles people.
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Thursday, January 27th/04
Okay, so Michael told me to listen to this song called Dub Driving from the movie Lost anyways, I found a link to all the songs from the soundtrack. Very good ear candy. Anyways go check them out if youre down, here's the link bitches! LOST HIGHWAY SOUNDTRACK!!...Toodles!
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Wednesday, January 26th/04
Recap? I Went to Thursdays on friday. Took some pictures, I'll post 'em up soon when I get the chance. I had a blast that night. Told all the boys to fuck off. It was good.

I met up with Michael last night for coffee. We went to Tim Horton's and had a nice long talk. I've never been more in love with him, and I always will be, regardless if we're together or not. I need him in my life...he keeps me stable. It was really good seeing him again. He looked sexy as always. Anyways, we're still going to need time to resolve some issues...but the time will be worth it. Anyways, I LOVE YOU.

I'm going back to Thursdays in two weeks. Make way Marco! [edit]

Okay I put up the pictures. So go HERE...Enjoy!
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Sunday, January 16th/04
Oh what a night. I'm starting to find myself starting my blogs off like that normally. "Oh what a night"...

Anyways, Travis, had a party at his place before the arrival of school. Everyone was wasted. I got a bit tipsy, but I was the only one not drunk and not on drugs!! So yay for me.

I'm pretty sure that there were bad things caught on that videotape, but it was all out of good fun. The night had its ups and downs...but it all ended good anyways, I slept like a baby.

I met some great people...who I wont forget...anyways, gotta go. Toodles.

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Tuesday, January 11th/04
Oh what a night. Ramen I love you bitch, you make all my nights worth remembering!! I'm gonna fuck you...Hard! One day. hahaha.

I met some cool people these past two days. Ramen and Lorena, threesome...Beautiful girls. Love 'em. Anyways, I dont know what to write exactly...I just wanna say that I had an amazing night last night. WOO HOO!!! Okay...Time to go, bye.
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Wednesday, January 05th/04
...Me and Michael have agreed to stop seeing and speaking to each other. It's been the hardest and longest hours of my life. I'm trying to be strong, but it's hard to not be with or speak to the person you love. I'm proud of myself too, because when it's times like these, I usually run to Ecstacy and pop and make myself feel better...and It's pathetic, even I know it, so I'm trying to use a different mind state to lift myself up and make myself feel better...well I've made it through one day...And more to come!! Yeeeesh.

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Sunday, January 2nd/04
Oh man, lots to blog, but only one word to describe it, WOW. Anyways, Ramen, my sister and I went out Saturday night, to Thursdays. Had a great time. Lots of boys...too old for my liking anyways. I requested a shit load of Depeche Mode...I'm sure the DJ thought I was "harshing his mellow" Anyways, we stayed there till closing.

Cool part, we were dancing, and then some Californian boys from Orange County showed up. They were cool, we hung out with them for a bit...One of the guys I talked to was an actor, or aspiring actor if you will. He was very cute. Todd *Drools* lol, which is his name will be starring in an indepedant film comming out soon on blockbuster called Eamon's Look for that. *giggles*...Unfortunately they had to leave today. I hope they'll be coming back.

Anyways, next weekend or sometime soon, Thursdays again!!....Alright, toodles people!
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Friday, December 31th/04
My birthday was last Sunday, on Boxing day. Recap?...CACA! That's pretty much what it was, it was crappy. I got to see Michael and had a nice night with him, he got me cute little undies. I adore them. I didnt do drugs!! WOOhoo! Yay, I'm proud of myself, I've been clean for more then 2weeks now.

So anyways, It's New Year's Eve today...what am I doing?...Nothing, I'm on the computer blogging about how I'm doing nothing. This year's gonna suck. I wanna go out dancing, we called this place called Eletric Avenue, and they're more space. God Damnit...anyways, blog later...Sorry for non-updates, to those who read my blogs, which I'm sure is the minority of the population. Okay, Toodles.
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Friday, December 17th/04
"Think for yourself
Question authority

Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities, the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable, open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself.

Think for yourself.
Question authority"

"see, I think drugs have done some *good* things for us, I really do. And if you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a Favor: go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all Your cd's and burn em!. cause you konw what? the musicians who've made All that great music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years... Rrrrrrrrrrrrreal fuckin high on drugs."

TOOL - THIRD EYE This is a song suggestion. Download it people. Feed your brain.
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Wednesday, December 15th/04
Oh wow, what a weekend. There's nothing left to be said anymore. Now I'm happy. Partially.

I'm going back to school, and that's a fresh new start.

Newlayout, I figured I would create a layout that sort of explains the dark recesses of my mind...and then this was produced. Enjoy.
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