it's neither waking nor sleeping...
but somewhere in between...
like lucid chaos...
aware but mindless...
fragmented...
flashfire...
a maelstrom of pure sensation...
pain is pleasure...
and pleasure is pain...
it's shattering into an abyss where there is no bottom...
it's platinum screams that don't have a voice....
it's base begging whimpers that keen silent and endless...
it's sobbing cries felt rather than heard...
it's raw agony....
it's sheer torment...
it's driven need...
it's blind desire...
it's passion elemental...
holding body, mind and soul helpless...
in a surreal iron grasp...
there's no escape...
only implosion...
and complete collapse...