| Chapter 1 |
| -Kevin- It would probably shock some people if they ever discovered what is really going on in our lives. Sometimes I wonder what a reporter would do if I responded to one of their questions about us being single, “ Well, actually Nick and Brian have been screwing each other for years and Howie and AJ only found each other about a year ago, but they fuck like rabbits too. Oh, and as for me? I join in on the fun every once and awhile, just with Nick though. I guess he likes to keep it in the family. Although I like to keep my options open” Haha , sometimes I crack myself up. Of course it’s not all just screwing that’s going on. Well, OK, mostly, cause that’s all I hear about. First of all of us have a good set of lungs being the outstanding singers we are, well these boys sure like to put their vocal cords to work while they are fucking each other…and people think we rent out entire floors in hotels just for security reasons…I can barely get any rest! Even when I do manage to get some sleep, or have someone to keep me busy in my own bed, I still hear about it. Nicky telling me how good Brian was, Howie moaning about how sore he is, not to mention the constant hugging and kissing … but lately, the comments about their sex lives have been a little more interesting. Like the other night when Nick wandered into my room for a quick fuck, stating that Brian was still at home in Kentucky. I could tell by the look on his face and the way he threw me onto the bed that he was horny as hell. Brian knows that Nick is one horny 21 year old and thank God for me is understanding. After a goddamn good fuck, we got to talking about our sexual fantasies. I have to say I could have told him whom he was thinking about before he even said it, God they had been hanging out together more often for weeks. Wasn’t a big surprise to me! -Nick- “Yes.. ugh fuck yes… Damn Kevin… thanks…” I really do love Brian, God do I love him. But damn Kevin to hell, he can always fix my itch for a good fucking. Whew. Yeah, that’s what I needed. I can hardly consider Kevin a quick fuck though. He’s been one of my closest friends for years, even though we used to fight a lot. Thought he could boss me around…well who’s boss now Kev, huh? I chuckled to myself. Of course he demands to know why I’m laughing. “ Oh nothing old man, just amused that you want me so bad when you used to pick on me in our younger years.” I looked over at his sweaty body, his skin gleaming and his hair pulled back out of his face, damn that man is so goddamn beautiful. “ I want you? I’m not the one who was on the phone practically begging for me to shove my dick up your fine ass.” Dammit, there he goes again, he knows it turns me on when he talks like that, and his hand sliding down to my ass really doesn’t help things out. I lean over and kiss him roughly, making sure to drive him crazy with my lower lip…mmmm he tastes so good. “Well baby, I didn’t hear you complaining when we happened to kiss for the first time during that spin the bottle game when we were bored…or when we have our little times together when Brian isn’t here with me.” I made sure to whisper this closely into his ear, letting my tongue graze his lobe. Even though Kevin is one great screw when I need it, I do miss Brian… a lot. He is so understanding. He knows how much I love him and is secure enough to let me be with Kevin sometimes. It really only happens every once and awhile, but I really couldn’t help myself after that kiss. I remember I looked at Brian for reassurance but it looked like he was going to enjoy watching us as much as I was going to love slipping my tongue past Kevin’s lips into his hot mouth. Well that was one night I’ll never forget. We got back from the party and Kevin showed up at mine and Brian’s room. Brian of course wasn’t about getting with his cousin, but he didn’t mind watching! Kevin interrupted my reminiscing with a rather odd question. -Kevin- “Nick, what is your sexual fantasy?” I knew I would catch him off guard by the question, but it had been on my mind for the past couple weeks. “You mean like being with 2 guys or two guys and a girl, or being tied up?” “Jesus Nick, didn’t ask for details, just one person who you’d like to screw just for one night if you had the chance.” I was curious if my guesses were right. It was obvious to me; guess I just wanted to hear him say it. He raised his head up off my chest and stared into my eyes for a moment, looking unsure of if he should tell the truth or not. I rested my weight on my elbow, raising my eyes to meet his. “Sorry Nicky, just a question, you don’t have to…” “Howie” He blurted out. Yup, I was right. I must have cracked a smile cause he got all pissy and defensive. “What? What are you laughing at?” He smacked me on my bare shoulder. “Nothing…I so knew Nick, you can’t hide anything from me.” -Nick- Damn him. Ever since I was little he was like my dad always saying he knew when I was lying and I could never keep any secrets from him. “Whatever Kevin, you had no idea.” I played it off , never wanting to give Kevin the satisfaction of knowing he was right. “Nick, please. You’ve been spending a ridiculous amount of time with him and don’t even think I don’t notice the way you look at him on stage. And that one time when you actually kissed him on the cheek in front of the audience? Bitch please.” Kevin knew he was right and so did I. Guess I was kind of obvious. I told Brian about it a while ago, of course, we share everything and he recognizes that Howie is hot too. I guess when AJ went into rehab Howie needed a lot of help, he was blaming himself, and didn’t know what he would do without AJ. I understood completely, remembering Brian’s heart surgery. So I started taking him out to clubs to get his mind off of things, we hung out a lot and I would wonder sometimes what it would be like to kiss him, hold him, be with him. I looked back down at Kevin and the bastard had already fallen asleep while I was daydreaming about Howie. I have the nerve to wake him up and ask him his fantasy…guess I’ll get to that later. Brian’s coming back tomorrow and I can’t wait, I miss my angel. -Kevin- Ha ha, he thought I was sleeping when really I was probably doing the same thing that he was; dreaming of Howie. Yeah, that’s right, I would love to get my hands on that fine, tight, tan ass of his. When we work out together, it’s so hard for me not to run over to him and slide my hands up and down his muscular, sweaty chest. The thought of having him all to myself is already making me hard, but now that Nick wants him too… I think we’re going to have to do something about this. We’ll of course have to clear it with AJ, but if what Brian has been telling me is true…we won’t have any problem satisfying AJ at the same time. |