April 5th, end of Night

I lay there in Brian’s strong arms for almost a half-hour. My mind drifted in and out of a dream as his heartbeat was like a soft lullaby. I loved the feeling of his smooth skin caressing my face, his soft breath against my skin, and his strong yet gentle hands running through my dark hair. I was completely lost in the moment until I felt someone’s tongue licking softly at my ear. Their soft, wet lips gently kissed the lobe before licking it seductively. I moaned slightly and turned away from Brian’s comfortable arms to greet who was teasing me. Fluttering my eyes open, I see Brian’s lover, the man who receives all of the angel’s attention, and looking up at his glowing face and beautiful yet messy hair in the soft candlelight I can see why. His dark blue eyes stare down at me with a flicker of passion and desire. He places his hand on my still sweaty chest and runs it down just below the sheet that covered my lower half. He stops just before my most sensitive area, causing me to nearly gasp for air. He closes the space between us, stopping when his sensuous, plump lips are only inches away from my own. " Alex…" he hisses like a snake just about to claim its prey. His tongue flicks out and traces along my lower lip before his mouth devours my own. His tongue is quickly in my mouth, massaging my own tongue as his hand circles around to my back, gripping tightly onto my ass. I open my eyes quickly to see Brian’s reaction, his eyes focused on Nick’s tongue sliding in and out of my mouth, a small smirk as he massages the back of Kevin’s head that is now placed at his neck. I knew Kevin wanted him after seeing us together, and I’m ready for Nick.

I turn my attention back to him, placing my hands around his neck as I pull his mouth closer, his tongue going deeper with every searching kiss. His hand slides further under my back and I feel his other hand support my shoulders. He slowly lifts me up to him, positioning my legs around his waist. I become hard once again as I squeeze my legs, tightening my grip on his waist, my arms wrapped around his neck as we continue to kiss. Nick moans in my mouth as he moves backward toward the black chair in the nearby corner. He guides us slowly down onto the chair and breaks our kiss for a moment. " Stand up…please Alex…" Nick’s face looks as if he wants control, but is perhaps afraid of just assuming it. I know he as seen the level of control that I have in my relationship with Kevin, and the way things are going tonight, I have no problem letting go to satisfy what Nick wants. I reluctantly remove myself from his lap and stand in front of him, vulnerable and willing to follow his command. " Touch yourself Alex…pretend that your hands are mine, searching your body, smoothing over every inch of your soft skin." I pause for a moment, surprised at his request. I automatically thought he would want something done to him, but I will definitely take care of that later. My deep dark brown eyes keep complete eye contact with him as I lick my lips and slide my hands up my naked hips, up my stomach and slowly reach my nipples. I bite my lip as I take each between my fingers, massaging them. I see his eyes burning with desire, his large cock swelling as he watches me. As one hand slides up around my neck, releasing my stimulated nipple, my other circles around my hardening cock. I massage the inside of my thighs, my lower abdomen and around my shaft...everywhere that is making me harder. My eyes are still fixed on Nick, his breathing is rapid and I can almost hear him gasping for air when I hear him growl, " Alex…fuck…please touch it." I watched as he slid his own hand over his erect shaft, breathing a sigh of relief. My fingers lightly brushed the base of my shaft, teasing myself slightly before wrapping my hand around my thick cock and sliding it up and down my shaft. Slowly and rhythmically my hips grinded into my hand. My head fell backwards, my eyes flickered shut and my hand gained speed, furiously stroking my throbbing cock. I was nearing ecstasy when I heard Nick moaning loudly. I open my eyes to see his still fixated eyes on me, his cock throbbing with pleasure. I stopped, moaning immediately at the loss of my own touch and straddled the char he was sitting in with my own legs. I pulled his hands away from his dick and placed them on my ass, resuming control. My cock was only inches away from his awaiting mouth as I placed a hand on the back of his head and guided myself down his throat. He took me in completely, sucking and licking eagerly while gripping tightly onto my ass. I grinded into his mouth slowly, wanting to bring myself just to the edge. Just as I was about to explode, I yanked his hair back and pulled away. I looked down at his face, his eyes burning with lust, his breathing heavy and his lips swollen with heat. Slowly, I lowered myself down to meet his stare. I hovered just above his cock, teasing him to the last moment. " I want you buried inside me, fuck me Nick." I demanded. His desirable stare turned into a devilish smirk as his hands, still holding tightly onto my ass, guided me down onto his erect shaft. I moaned loudly at the entrance and held onto the back of his neck to hold myself up. The pleasure was surging through me as I slid up and down his thick shaft. His hands guided my hips up and down on him as he thrusted deeper and deeper into me, slowly stroking my prostate with each thrust. He began nibbling at my neck, licking and sucking the area before licking up to my ear. Without warning, his fangs dug deep into my ear lobe, piercing the skin. I began to grind faster onto him, my swollen cock rubbed the skin between us as he stroked my prostate and drank my blood, his tongue sucking at the sensitive area, bringing me so close to climax. I pulled his head closer and reached between us, growing with desire, and took my cock into my own hand, screaming loudly as I came between us. My body shook with pleasure as Nick continued to pound into me, becoming rougher and faster as the blood continued to stream down his throat from my ear. He was now forcefully lifting me up and down onto his shaft as he quickly released my ear and silenced my orgasm with a passionate kiss. My blood remained on his lip, which I quickly bit down on. He moaned as if he was asking for it. I sucked on him violently, using what energy I had left to bring him to an incredible climax. As I sucked hard and squeezed my ass, he exploded, groaning loudly in my mouth and gripping even more tightly onto my ass. I slowed my intake of his blood as he rode out his orgasm, kissing him more softly and sweetly as he relaxed.

We slowly let go of each other and I continued to sit loosely on his lap, our foreheads pressed together, our breathing labored as I stroked his muscular arm softly. "Alex, that was…" "Incredible." I stated myself, surprised at how hot our encounter was. My plan that night was to have Brian, and now I found myself completely satisfied in Nick’s arms. He smiled sweetly at me and kissed me lightly on my forehead.

I looked over at the bed to see where Kevin had ended up with his new conquest and found him facing me on the bed, Brian spooning behind him. There was a comforting and satisfied look in his eye, that even after everything that happened that night, we were still partners. He is mine and I am his, no matter what. Regardless of how hot sex with other people can be. I looked back at Nick and he nodded as I stood up and walked towards the bed, Nick following me and walking to the other side where Brian lay. I lay next to Kevin, stroking the hair off of his sweaty forehead and kissed him sweetly on his lips. My hand slid behind his back and grasped onto Brian’s free hand while Nick was holding him tightly and kissing him softly on his lips. Kevin turned to face them as well, each of us laying with our lovers, admiring the love we shared. I leaned into Kevin’s ear and said lovingly , "Forever, baby." I didn’t know quite else how to tell him how I felt, the strong feelings even more real now. I kissed him on the shoulder and held him tight. I was still struggling with letting myself go, completely vulnerable to being hurt again. It is something I will have to battle against…a human past that still has a hold on my immortal heart.

-Alex
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