Brian slid his hands down my sides and squeezed my hips. His lips found their way over my chin to my neck and then lower going down over my chest, stopping to suck at each of my nipples along the way. I writhed under his touch, my fingers tangled in his sandy blonde hair. He continued his trail of kisses over my stomach and hips before I felt his hot breath on my straining erection. I moaned loudly and shut my eyes when I felt his tongue dart out to lick the tip of my cock. "Brian…" I gasped, desperate to feel his mouth on me.

"Kevin, look at me," he asked in a low voice, his fingers still running over my hips. Slowly I managed to lift my head from the pillow and look down into his face. His eyes were bright blue with lust, anxious, it seemed, to give me what I so desperately wanted. "Don’t look away or I’ll stop," he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper. The authoritative tone in his words made me even harder and all I could do in response was nod my head. Eyes fixed on each other; he moved his right hand to the base of my cock and closed his fingers around it. I bit down on my lip and almost let my head fall back on the pillow until I remembered that he’d stop. He grinned wickedly at me, knowing exactly what I had almost done. But seconds later it became even more difficult to comply with his demand.

He took the head of me into his mouth smoothing his tongue across the tip and sucking me softly. Then he went further, taking me deeper into his warm wet mouth, not stopping until I hit the back of his throat. "Oh fuck," I hissed, struggling desperately to keep my eyes on his so that he wouldn’t stop. My fingers tangled in his hair and held him there as I thrust slowly into his hot mouth. When I felt his tongue swirl over my flesh even as he continued sucking, I lost my small edge of control. I couldn’t help it; I had to shut my eyes. My head fell back on the pillow and I whimpered desperately when I felt his mouth leave me.

He slid slowly up my body, kissing various hot spots along the way until he was at my mouth again. He lowered his body onto mine and took my face in his hands. We kissed each other deeply, wanting to taste every corner of each other’s mouths. "Brian, please…" I begged against his mouth. I ran my hands through the soft hair I couldn’t stay away from and looked into his eyes. "Yes Kevin?" He teased, the corners of his mouth turning up in a tiny grin, though his eyes conveyed that he was just as desperate as I was.

"Brian…I want you inside me…please," I said, nipping at his lips between words. His response was another drugging kiss as he reached for a pillow and slipped it under my hips. I bent my knees, pulling my legs back as he ran his hands down my thighs. His fingers dug into my skin as he began pushing inside of me. His hard throbbing cock slid into me slowly until he was filling me completely.

"Kevin…oh fuck," he moaned in a deep voice, biting down on his already swollen lower lip. I moaned his name, the mix of pain and pleasure from his entry driving me wild. He pulled out slightly, thrusting back in again, deeper, harder. I pushed upwards to meet him each time as he slammed into me over and over. "Oh fuck Brian more…yes, just like that," I moaned as his cock hit into my prostate. I lifted my hips and wrapped my legs around his back as he slid his hands up my chest to my shoulders, leaning down onto me. He continued to thrust into me as he moved my arms over my head. He ran his hands over the length of them until our hands were linked above my head, his face inches from mine.

He covered me like a blanket, and our lips met in a fiery kiss as I pushed my feet into his back and forced him deeper inside of me. His hands stayed linked with mine over my head as he kissed a path to my neck. He bathed the skin there with his tongue before sinking his fangs into my neck. I moaned loudly, squeezing his hands as he drank from me. I couldn’t take much more. The feel of him buried inside me, filling me and grazing my prostate with every thrust was unbelievable. Combined with the soft skin of his stomach rubbing against my erection and his mouth on my neck was too much.

"Brian, I can’t last, I…oh fuck you feel so good, I…" He pulled back, his lips and chin wet with my blood and he crushed his mouth to mine. He sucked my tongue into his mouth where I tasted my own blood as he thrust deeply into me once more. He bit down on my lip as he came, squeezing my hands in his own. I fell off the edge seconds later, cumming between our bodies and moaning his name.

When we had both rode out our orgasms, he finally let go of my hands and slid his fingers down my arms to my face. I let my legs drop from his waist as he pulled out of me slowly. We kissed one another softly, running our hands through each other’s hair. "That was amazing Brian," I whispered, planting small kisses on his cheek as I held him close. He pulled back and looked into my eyes, nodding his agreement. Again, that strange sense of familiarity washed over me, causing me to wonder what it was that seemed to connect us. I think he felt the same thing, and he leaned forward once more to press his lips to my forehead.

I turned around then, looking for Alex and Nick. I found them together on the chair. Brian spooned me, wrapping his arm around my waist and kissing my shoulder. When Alex looked over at me I gazed deep into his brown eyes, thrilled to see that the feelings I felt for him seemed to be mirrored in his eyes. A few moments later, Alex and Nick disentangled themselves from each other and walked over to us. I broke away from Brian and eagerly reached for my lover. He kissed me sweetly, pushing strands of hair off of my forehead and pulling me close. It was on the tip of my tongue to tell him that I loved him, especially when I could hear Brian and Nick murmuring those very words to each other. But I held back, noticing a pleading look in his eyes to be patient with him.

I turned around in his arms to face the two blondes, noting contentedly the love that now existed between all four of us. Brian and Nick smiled back at me, Nick’s arms wrapped securely around his lover, their fingers entwined. I felt Alex lean closer to me and he whispered, "Forever baby." I shut my eyes and took a deep breath, feeling his lips on my shoulder as his arms tightened around me.

Those two words and the tone of voice he spoke them in sent shivers of happiness all over my body. I could tell how hard he was trying to give himself to me completely, struggling against something in his past that held him back. And so I made a promise to myself then and there as the four of us drifted off to sleep that I would try with everything I had to help him overcome it. Because I love him and I want nothing more than to make him completely happy. "Forever baby." I sighed, hearing those words again and again in my head as I drifted off to my daytime sleep with a smile.

-Kevin
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