| In what I knew was partly an attempt to fight those feelings and partly an attempt to teach me more about my nature, he took me to New York, to a club. He explained that it wasn’t like the one he owned, it was darker than that, more about expressing one’s desires than just going out for a good time. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t excited to go. I wanted to learn more, to discover everything it meant to be a vampire. I wanted to explore and experiment freely. I knew that Alex understood this, and also that he was proud of me. His teaching could only go so far, but I needed to see more, to do more, to truly learn and accept what I had become. But as eager as I was to experience all I could in the club that stood before us, I was also nervous. Alex seemed to sense my feelings as he drew near and cupped my cheek in his soft hand. “I’m here with you baby, all night. Feel safe with me and let yourself explore,” he whispered protectively. My heart melted with his words, loving the fact that he cared enough about me to sense my anxiety and to calm me. I turned my head slightly and kissed his palm, rubbing my cheek against his smooth skin. He ran a hand through my hair, down my arm and linked his fingers with my own. I squeezed tightly to his hand as we turned and went inside. Alex stopped briefly to greet the owner of the club, his friend Anthony. I still gripped tightly to his warm hand and let my eyes scan the room before me. People everywhere, vampires…engaged in all sorts of erotic activities. The newness and exoticness of the situation alone was enough to make me hard. Alex led me to the dance floor and we immediately pulled each other close, needing the touch. As the loud music flowed through my body I settled into a pleasing rhythm against him our hips pressed tightly together. I shivered when I heard him moan. “Look around, take it in,” he whispered to me. My eyes didn’t look long…all I really wanted to do was concentrate on Alex, but I quickly found a sight so intriguing that I couldn’t seem to look away. Not far from where we stood in a small corner of the club were two men, two vampires, engaged in a steamy kiss. The smaller man sat on the other’s lap, his legs wrapped around his waist. Their hands were everywhere they could touch each other; the passion and desire they seemed to hold for one another was so evident in their kisses, their caresses. Their bodies moved roughly against each other as their tongues tangled and anxiously tasted one another’s mouths. I gripped tighter to Alex, the sight before me arousing me considerably. I couldn’t help grabbing his hair in my fist and kissing him deeply. I sucked on his tongue, traced his lips with my own before biting down on his bottom lip and piercing the flesh. I drew his hot blood into my mouth, the sweet taste of it giving me a rush of power. Out of the corner of my eye I could see the two blondes still wrapped up in one another. I drew back from Alex and pulled him with me so that we were standing right in front of the light-skinned couple. Close enough to hear their moans, to see their passion…. I could tell Alex was enjoying their display as much as I was. I pulled his back against me, gripping tightly to his smaller body, somewhat surprised that he was letting me take control. But I couldn’t help myself. I pressed my hips tightly to Alex, my erection pushing firmly against his ass. It wasn’t even that I was incredibly attracted to either of them. No one could get me hot the way Alex could. But it was the way they looked together, the way they kissed, moved, touched…. From what I could make out of their faces, neither of them seemed to fit the picture of the brooding, melancholy vampire. They reminded me of cherubs, of innocents who almost resembled teenage boys, eager and anxious to learn everything they could about the other. I could tell from their familiarity with each other that they hadn’t just met. There was more to their hungry desire than just lust, and the way they moved together was as beautiful as it was sexy. “It’s so hot Alex….” I whispered as the two before us each let out another passion-filled moan. I needed him so badly right then that I couldn’t wait. He seemed to feel the same way, and he eagerly wrapped an arm around my neck and pulled me down for a kiss. As we broke apart and I opened my eyes I nearly gasped at the sight before me. The cherubs were shirtless now, pants unzipped and fingers laced around their aching erections. They grinded against one another hungrily as the smaller man sank his teeth into the other’s neck and began sucking zealously on his blood. The larger man wore a look of pure ecstasy as he threw his head back in pleasure. I was struck by how beautiful he was and once again how angelic they both seemed to look. Needing desperately to do more than just watch, I slid my hand over Alex’s torso to the bulge in his leather pants. I cupped his hard cock through the material and began to stroke him. I worked him harder, faster as I felt him push back against me, his ass grinding into my own throbbing cock. The pair before us suddenly reached their climax together. The smaller man threw back his head in ecstasy as they came against one another, their cries of pleasure being drowned out by the loud music around us. I couldn’t help the moan that escaped my lips at the sight before me. Alex’s hands had found their way to my ass and he pulled me even closer as I leaned down and sank my fangs into the hot flesh of his neck. I slipped my hand into his pants and rubbed vigorously at his aching cock as I continued to draw his blood down my throat. I felt his body tense and he pushed closer to me. His hands pulled my head back as he came hard, his moans of pleasure swallowed by the rhythm of the music. He grinded back into me quickly, forcing me to ecstasy. I leaned down to capture a drop of blood that had escaped my lips. He turned around swiftly and captured my mouth in a passionate, almost sweet kiss, his arms wrapping around me and holding me close. There was something more to his embrace than just our shared pleasure. Again I felt that rush of hope run through my veins, and I had tasted it on my lips. The fact that he let me take control, dominate him just this once was another source of proof. He had enjoyed it, that I knew, but I knew it would never have happened if he hadn’t truly wanted it. As we broke our kiss I noticed the two cherubs were watching us with a look of curiosity as well as one that I imagined mirrored our own. The larger man wrapped his arms possessively around the smaller one who sat in happily in his lap. The larger man wore a smirk that seemed to define his whole personality, and the other just watched us both with curious and surprisingly kind-looking eyes. It appears that we’ve found friends. -Kevin |
| March 10, 2002 cont |