There is a moment in each
person's life where they truly understand the meaning of happiness. For
some, the moment is just that, a moment. For others, the moment lasts a
lifetime. After what seemed like an eternity, dina received not only one moment,
that being the moment Master put His collar around her neck and took
ownership of her. But also the moment Master changed His girl's name from sweetslave to dina. The words You spoke to her as she knelt before You, tears of joy streaming down her face. Oh Master, those words touched dina so deeply she can't even begin to explain what they meant to her! Those two moments will always be remembered, will always be cherished, and will always live in her heart. Tucked away in the heart that will always belong to You, Master, along with every other memory You have given her.
dina
will be forever grateful
to Yahoo chat because that is where she met You. A simple
"Greetings" from You, followed by a conversation that forever
changed her life. she was 35, and divorced. Like many others, the craving
and need to serve burned so deep, she accepted a collar from a Master that
controlled through fear rather than knowledge, trust, and
understanding. she served this Master because she feared Him, she feared His
wrath should she displease.
Not long after being released
from her first Master, she met You. The difference was like night and day.
You listened, understood, and captivated. Through patience, wisdom,
disciplines, and punishments that taught valuable lessons, her submission to
You deepened, her love and trust in You reaching levels she never knew
existed. Never before had she felt such freedom in her submission. dina could hardly believe that her dreams were finally
coming true.
One year after we met online,
dina moved so she could be closer to You, leaving family and friends behind
to embark on a new part of her journey, guided by You. You have since
controlled every aspect of dina's life. she has become Your kajira.
Everyday decisions are made fully knowing and understanding what You expect
of her. And because of Your trust in dina, she strives with every fiber of
her being to insure that she follows those expectations. You are not One Who
sets outrageous rules, nor do You expect from Your property that which can
not be done. Never have You set dina up, just to watch her fail.
Over the course of time, she
has learned from You, Master, completely opening her up, in every way
possible. You have opened up her soul, her desires, demanding that she never
keep any secrets.. ""Nothing is ever held back from
Master!"". The walls that dina had built around herself as
protection, finally came down, and that is all in thanks to You, Master.
Now as
dina looks back, she
can see the difference You have made in her life. No longer does she have
nightmares that wake her up in the middle of night. For the first time since
she was a small child, dina feels safe, secure, and cared for. You are the
only Person Who took time to get inside of dina's head, to look into her
soul, to bring out what she had always longed to be.
Becoming Your kajira did not
happen over night. It took her some time to let go of what she felt she had
to hang onto. Now though, dina can honestly say that she has willingly and
with eyes wide open, completely and totally surrendered to You. You are
Master, dina is kajira.. .. .. she is, Your dina girl.
dina
has been blessed with
One who guides her. One Who has the forethought and ability to keep her own
hindsight to a minimum. One Who has the strength to protect her, even if at
that moment she doesn't realize it. One Who has true knowledge and
understanding of her, Who listens with His heart, then guides with His mind.
One Who has released her deepest desires, sending her to levels of ecstasy
higher than any level she ever dreamed possible. dina's surrender to Master
is of the deepest level in her mid, heart, body and soul, because she loves
Him with every fiber of her being.
dina
is dedicating these
pages to the deep love, respect and surrender she has to Master Quiet Storm.
You are everything to her.
