today hurts.
tomorrow will burn -
and leave a scar.
yesterday was killing me,
but somehow i managed to fall asleep.

you are the heroin in my veins,
even though incoherent, my life it sustains.
what is this addiction you have released into me,
it has me bemused, yet chained, wishing not to be freed.

chapped lips
slit wrists
scarred fists
i missed

ill soon be dead, gone, lost somewhere in the air you are breathing,
don't wait for me too long ... i can't contain this virus within me.
i can still feel the razor-like sharpness of your eyes,
that cuts through the flesh, the love my soul denies.

ashes to ashes
as my mind crashes
gasping for air
still feeling you everywhere
[go back]