Chapter Ten
Mon Mothma stared
at the white walls of the medical centre's hallway. The unbroken white expanse was starting to hurt her eyes, so she
looked down instead, and saw that she was literally wringing her hands. And I thought people only did that in
novels, she thought, separating her hands from each other and then
wondering what to do with them.
She jumped in
surprise as one of the assistant medical droids appeared around a corner,
whirring toward her. "Do you
require anything?" it asked metallically, for what must be at least the
fifth time.
"No," she
said, "I just want to wait here.
Is Admiral Piett's operation still going on?"
"The operation
is continuing. You will be informed
when there is any change." The
droid paused, and Mon Mothma had the impression that if it had lips, it would
be pursing them in disapproval.
"You are sure you do not wish to return to your quarters?"
"Yes. I'm sure.
I'll wait."
The droid reversed
course and departed, and Mon Mothma leaned back against the wall, putting her
hands to her face.
She had to call
someone. If she didn't talk to someone,
she was going to go insane.
She took a deep
breath. At least the medics had
summoned her when Piett was brought to them.
She wasn't sure whether they'd done that because she was officially the
highest ranking member of the Alliance and so ought to be kept informed of
everything, or because they had already heard the rumours about her and Piett
that were sweeping the base. She didn't
really care. She would have been
furious if she'd only found out about this later. Not that there was anything she could do to help him.
Call someone now, she told
herself. It won't do anyone any good
if the Head of State turns into a gibbering maniac.
There was a com
panel just down the corridor. The question
was, who should she call? It was the
middle of the night. Who did she know
well enough that she could drag them out of their beds to come babysit a
terrified Head of State?
Well, Dodonna or
Rieekan, of course. But somehow she
felt hesitant about calling them. They
certainly wouldn't resent it if she did, in fact, they would probably be angry
with her when they found out she hadn't called. But she just didn't think she could face
their concern right now. They would try
too hard. She didn't need that, she
needed ... someone who would understand, but who wouldn't make things worse by
trying to mother her. If Admiral Ackbar
were here, she wouldn't mind talking with him, but he was still with his troops
in the Baxtri sector.
There was, she
supposed, always the "Admiral Piett fan club". At least with one of them, she wouldn't have
to have to explain why she was so distraught over the fate of an accused
traitor.
Not General
Calrissian. He was a good man, she was
sure, but he was just too perpetually cheerful. She had never felt totally comfortable around people who looked
that happy.
Not Captain Needa,
she didn't know him at all. She knew he
was a friend of Piett’s, Piett had told her they were at the Academy together
and served for a while on the same star destroyer. But she didn’t know him and couldn’t bring herself to turn up on
his doorstep in tears.
Certainly not
General Veers. Somehow he did not
give the impression that he liked having co-workers cry on his shoulders.
That left Wedge
Antilles.
She was at the com
panel, looking up the code for his quarters, before she had time to change her
mind. In Piett's cell, Antilles had
said that he would do whatever he could to help. Maybe this wasn't what he'd had in mind, but she definitely
needed help now.
When Antilles
answered, he didn't sound like he had been asleep. Two minutes later, the x-wing commander was hurrying down the
hallway toward her. She vaguely noticed
that he was wearing a short-sleeved reddish tunic and khaki trousers, and she
thought that she had never seen him dressed so informally. But then, why should she? When they encountered each other, they were
either in meetings and he was in uniform, or he was about to go into battle,
and wearing the standard orange flightsuit.
Orange, she thought, whose
stupid idea was that for a uniform colour?
And then she wondered, why am I thinking about this?
Antilles, after an
instant's hesitation, took her hands, and it was only when he did so that she
realised her hands were shaking.
"How is
he?" the Commander asked.
"They're
operating on him now," she told him, startled at how faint her voice
sounded. "Dr. Tomczyk says he
should make a full recovery, but if it had taken any longer to reach him -- if
he hadn't managed to summon help before he blacked out -- it could have killed
him."
"Did they tell
you what's wrong with him?"
She nodded. "It's a perforated duodenal
ulcer," she said slowly.
"They say he's probably had the ulcer for years, but tonight it
must have broken through the outside wall of his stomach ... I mean, his
duodenum ... and it's spilling stomach acids into the rest of his -- his
abdominal cavity..." Her voice
broke off, and she put her hands up to her mouth until she could regain some
kind of calm. She had only barely
stopped herself from bursting into tears.
She brought her
hands down, crossed her arms in front of her, and said with an unhappy little
smile, "I must be a bad luck curse.
Someone sleeps with me, and he gets accused of treason and perforates
his ulcer."
Wedge Antilles
smiled back encouragingly. "I'm
sure he'll forgive you," said the Commander. "What's a duodenum?"
"I think they
said it's the -- the bit that connects your stomach to your
intestines." She looked away, a
guilty realisation once again threatening to make her tears start. "Oh, Heavenly Light," she
murmured, "I should have known.
He's complained about his digestion, I should have made him see a doctor
about it --"
"Hey,"
said Wedge, "you couldn't know.
You're not a doctor. If Piett
didn't realise how serious it was, how could you?"
After a moment, she
nodded. Before she could say anything
else, she heard the sound of footsteps behind her. She turned. Dr. Tomczyk was
walking toward them. There was a broad
smile on the doctor's face, and his scaled skin was a heartening shade of rust,
not the pale amber it would be if he were worried.
"Doctor --
" Mon Mothma began.
"The
operation's finished," Tomczyk told her.
"He should be fine. We've
got the ulcer closed up, and the acids out of him. We'll need to put him on a course of antibiotics, but after that
there's every chance that the ulcer won't recur."
"Can we -- can
we see him?"
"It'll be
better if you wait, till he can know you're here. We'll keep him under for the first day, and he'll need plenty of
sleep for several days after that. He's
going to be in a lot of pain for the first few days, as well. We'll probably keep him here for at least
five days." Dr. Tomczyk saw the
hesitation on Mon Mothma's face, and he said, "I promise, we'll call you
as soon as he's awake."
"All
right," Mon Mothma sighed. She
suddenly felt even more useless than before.
At least while the operation was going on, she could worry about him. Now, she couldn't do anything but wait.
"You should
get some rest too," said Dr. Tomczyk.
Go back to my room
and listen to the rain? Not bloody
likely.
"Why don't you
come back to my place?" suggested Commander Antilles. "It's not very luxuriant, but it does
have two chairs. You'd be
welcome."
"I don't want
to be any bother -- " she began.
"You're
not. Let's go."
The Commander's
room was two levels above the medical centre.
Mon Mothma sat perched on the edge of his desk chair, identical to every
other chair in the base, and ruefully thought that her reputation was really
going to go to hell if anyone had seen them walk in here together. Two nights in a row, she had made visits to
the quarters of two different male colleagues.
Well, let them gossip. She
thought, if Madine dares to make any snide comments, I'll rip out his
vocal cords and strangle him with them.
Wedge Antilles had
located his kettle, filled it with water from the bathroom sink, and was now
rummaging on a shelf which held several food packets as well as some
promising-looking bottles.
"Sorry," he said, "I don't have any coffee. Or anything with caffeine, actually. I've got some berry tea, if that's all
right. Or, there's some kahy."
Her first thought
was, I really shouldn't touch any alcohol tonight, and her second
thought was, to hell with that. She said fervently, "the kahy would be wonderful."
"Right." Wedge found two glasses, went back to the
sink to rinse them out, then poured into each of them a sizeable measure of the
glowing, reddish liquor. "Cheers,"
he said, handing her one of the glasses.
Mon Mothma smiled,
took a sip from her glass, and reflected that she had definitely picked the
right shoulder to cry on. She put the
glass down on the desk, next to a small fluffy toy which, she saw on closer
inspection, was a quizzical-looking dewback with a stormtrooper riding on its
back. Stormtroopers, she decided,
didn't look all that intimidating when their armour was made of fur.
"Ah,"
said Wedge, with an embarrassed grin, "that's Dewey the Dewback and Steve
the Stormtrooper. A friend of mine sent
them to me, she thought it'd be funny for a member of the Rebellion to have a
stuffed stormtrooper." Wedge sat
down on the edge of his bed and took a swig of his kahy.
"Ah,"
echoed Mon Mothma, picking up her glass again and taking another drink. She looked seriously at Antilles, all
thoughts of fluffy stormtroopers vanishing from her mind. "Commander," she began, "do
you really believe Admiral Piett is innocent?"
"Yes," he
said, without hesitation.
"Why?"
Wedge frowned
slightly. "I've worked with him on
the Executor. We've been in
combat together. I think he's a decent
man. And an honest one. Anyway, he works with Lord Vader. If he'd been a traitor, he couldn't have
kept it secret. Vader would have
known."
"Unless you
believe that Vader is a traitor too."
"No. That's crap. He's fought too hard for the Rebellion. And Luke means too much to him, he wouldn't do anything to hurt
Luke."
Mon Mothma
sighed. "How can we know
that?"
Wedge
shrugged. He said, "as a pilot you
learn to, well, trust your instincts.
Maybe we trust them too much sometimes.
I guess that's what makes us pilots, not politicians." He looked at her challengingly. "Do you believe Piett's innocent?"
"Yes,"
she said quietly.
"On
instinct?"
"Yes." She took another gulp of kahy, a larger one
than she'd intended. She put the glass
down and gazed for a moment at Dewey the Dewback and Steve the Stormtrooper. "Did you mean what you said," she
asked, "about wanting to investigate?"
Wedge nodded. "I don't know how much good it'll do,
I'm not a detective. But we can't just
leave it like this."
"No," she
said, "we can't." She shook
her head. "If Vader hasn't betrayed
us, then the traitor probably isn't anyone who's worked closely with him, or
Vader would have sensed them. Not that
that narrows it down much. Do you have
any ideas?"
"Well ... we
should find out whether there've been any similar power drains before that
message. Maybe this isn't the first
time our traitor's struck. Maybe they
used some computer other than Piett's, or sent a message when Piett couldn't
have sent it. I guess it won't get us
much of anywhere trying to find out who could have gotten his code, just about
anyone could have."
"If it was
through the security cameras as he suggested, though, it sounds like it was one
of the ex-Imperials ...?"
"Don't count
on it," said Wedge. "We've
been working together for a year. The
crews of the Star Destroyers are pretty thoroughly integrated. Anyone could have found out about the
cameras, and I bet it wouldn't be that hard to get access to them. I don't think the ex-Imps' security's so
tight anymore, now they don't have to worry about being sent to the spice
mines, or strangled."
"Great,"
sighed Mon Mothma. "So it could be
anyone who's stationed on the Executor or would have had a reason to be
there. Assuming that's even how they
got the code."
"Yep,"
said Wedge. "So that gives us an
initial selection of 37,000 suspects.
Or so." He eyed her empty
glass. "Want another drink?"
Mon Mothma said,
with feeling, "oh, yes."
The rosy,
blond-haired doctor beamed at Leia, and said, "it's been lovely meeting
you, Your Highness. If you have any
questions or concerns before your next appointment, please call me at any
time."
Leia nodded,
forcing a thin smile onto her face and thinking that Dr. Mala Vindini was
pushing her bedside manner a bit too far.
No one should look that cheery when they worked in the Imperial
Palace. Or when they were facing the prospect
of eventually delivering the babies of a Traitor to the Empire. Though, Leia admitted, it would probably be
as much as Dr. Vindini's life was worth not to be nice to Leia, since
Palpatine himself had escorted her to the doctor's office and ostentatiously
announced that the pregnant princess was under his special protection.
Great, Leia thought, this
woman probably thinks Palpatine's the father.
I'm going to be sick.
With great effort,
Leia stopped herself from asking again whether her babies were all right. Dr. Vindini had already insisted several
times that there was absolutely no sign of anything being wrong, and Palpatine
had assured her, in his odious avuncular way, that his "future
apprentices" had come through his attack on them unscathed. Leia didn't know what to think. Had Palpatine even attacked them at all, or
had it all been a bluff, to make her think the babies were at risk, and stop
her from fighting him? If they had
suffered damage -- and oxygen deprivation certainly couldn't be good for them
-- could Palpatine have already healed them?
And if it was their brains that had been hurt, would she even know it
until after they were born? Was there
any way Dr. Vindini and her machines would be able to tell?
For that matter, if
the babies were "strong in the Force", it probably wasn't good for
them to have their mother committing murder during pregnancy, either.
Wonderful. Stay away from alcohol, have just the right
vitamin intake, exercise regularly and practice your breathing, and don't use
the Force to tear people's limbs off with.
Leia thanked Dr.
Vindini as civilly as she could manage, and left the doctor's office, to be met
outside the door by the two soldiers who'd been detailed to escort her back to
the guest quarters. Their faces were
carefully blank. Leia supposed they had
probably seen weirder things in their time than Emperor Palpatine escorting an
outlawed princess to the obstetrician's.
Palpatine hadn't stuck around while Leia had her appointment, and she
wondered whether that was him respecting her privacy, or whether pregnancy just
wasn't among his favourite topics of conversation. She wouldn't have been at all surprised if he'd wanted to be
around for every step of this process.
Her babies, after all, were his future apprentices.
Dream on,
Palpatine. They are not your
apprentices, and if you think you're going to be anywhere near me while I'm
giving birth, you can just bloody well think again.
In the lift on the
way back up to the top floor of the palace, with the two soldiers standing like
statues on either side of her, Leia forced her thoughts away from her unborn
children. If Palpatine had hurt them,
there wasn't anything she could do about it now. She had other members of her family to worry about.
She left the
soldiers at the door to the guest quarters, and went straight to Luke's
room. For form's sake, she pressed the
entry bell, but as she'd expected, she did not get any response. The droid, which had been standing switched
off by the dining table, revived itself and announced in what seemed to be a
more subdued voice than usual, "Mistress Leia, Master Luke is in his
room. The medical droid departed
approximately fourteen and one half minutes ago, and left these pills for you
to administer. They are sedatives and a
fever-reducer."
"Thank
you," Leia said warily, accepting the packets of pills that the droid was
proffering and wondering whether she dared give Luke anything that had been
left by Palpatine's medical droid.
Although it was probably too late to worry about that now, since another
of the Emperor's doctors had already administered one sedative to Luke shortly
after Palpatine's attack.
Leia opened the
door and walked into Luke's room. Luke
was huddled on the bed. He wasn't under
the covers, but at least being on the bed was a step in the right direction. Before the sedative, he had been crouched on
the floor instead, trying to hide behind the bed. He hadn't said anything, but the fear on his face, Leia thought,
had been more disturbing than any fevered ranting.
Leia put the pills
down on one marble bedside table, and clambered onto the huge bed to sit beside
Luke. He was facing away from her, and
when she tentatively put her hand on his shoulder, he winced further away,
putting one arm up to shield his face.
"Luke,"
she said quietly. "It's me. It's Leia.
It's all right, Luke, I'm here."
He whimpered,
"don't."
"Don't
what?" she asked, cautiously taking her hand away again.
His muffled voice
replied, "don't sound like her."
She was thoroughly
confused now, but she tried again.
"I just want to help -- "
He moved, sitting
up abruptly and crawling over the pillows to get away from her. When he'd reached the head of the bed and
couldn't go any farther, he turned back like a trapped animal and yelled at
her, "you're not my sister!"
Leia stared at
him. Slowly she held out her hands,
palms up, but the gesture wasn't non-threatening enough for Luke. The instant she started to move, he grabbed
one of the pillows and clutched it in front of his body like a shield. Then he moaned again, "don't, don’t
..."
"I won't hurt
you," Leia began. She didn't try
moving any closer to him. His fear was
rolling out of him into her, and it took all her strength not to give in to it.
What had Palpatine
done to him? What was he seeing,
instead of her?
"Luke,"
she asked patiently, "if I'm not your sister, who am I?"
He shook his head,
and his face crumpled like a little child's as he started to cry. "You're not here," he said,
clutching the pillow tighter.
"You're not real."
"Luke, I am
real. I'm Leia."
"No," he
insisted, hugging the pillow as if it was the last real thing in the
universe. "Leia's gone."
He couldn't move.
No, I take that
back. I can just about manage to turn my head.
That was it,
though. He was flat on his back and
lying on some hard surface, and if he was interpreting the sensations
accurately, his wrists and his ankles must be fastened to whatever he was lying
on. Maybe more than just the ankles and
wrists, there were probably restraints at several points on his arms and legs
as well. His arms were raised above his
head. The image came to him that he was
pinned here like some collector's specimen, a rare Carmellian spacefly proudly
put on display.
Display. Yes, he realised, that was exactly what he
was. He could see now that there was
some sort of transparent partition above him, and on either side. Probably it was at his head and feet as
well, but he couldn't see. He squinted,
trying to make out the details beyond the partition, but whatever was out there
seemed to be darker than where he was.
Were there lights in here with him?
Not above him, at least. Maybe
they were on the same surface he was on, and he couldn't see them. There was something weird about his
eyesight, anyway. What --
Oh.
The realisation
rushed in at him, with a shock, that his eyesight was weird because it was just
his eyes. He wasn't wearing his
mask. Or the rest of his helmet. He suddenly noted that he could feel the
surface he was lying on, smooth against his skin, against the back of his
head. He hadn't noticed before, because
the temperature was the same as it usually was inside his helmet.
For a second, he
started to panic, thinking that if his mask and helmet were gone, the breathing
mask must be too.
No. Calm down. It was still there. When
he looked down, he could see the dark angular mass of it, beyond the
out-of-focus blur that was his nose.
No, he was breathing normally.
Something else felt strange, though, wrong, but he couldn't quite grasp
what it was.
Palpatine, he thought, you
predictable little bastard.
He'd been expecting
something like this. If he got caught
-- and he'd known there was a good channce that he would -- Palpatine would
never kill him straight off. The
Emperor liked exploiting people's worst nightmares. Having captured an old friend who had phobias about paralysis and
hospital beds, naturally Palpatine would have him immobilised and trapped on
his back.
Only, Palpatine
would know that Vader could just use the Force to break loose --
No. He couldn't.
That was what was
wrong.
Wonderingly, he
prodded at the sensations in his mind, trying to pick up some hint of the
Force. His mind ought to be open to
everything. He ought to be able to
sense if there were any living beings nearby, even feel hints of their
emotions. He ought to be able to see in
his mind the restraints that were holding him, and he ought to be able to open
them.
Instead, his mind
felt closed, and stiflingly small.
He thought, it
feels like having a cold.
Well, he was pretty
sure that it felt like that, anyway. It
had been twenty-five years since he'd had a cold, so he couldn't quite
remember. It must have been about like
this, though. The same closed-off
feeling, the same heavy thickness of everything around him, the same sense that
he was cut off from reality.
How the hell -- ?
A voice broke
through the wall around him, although he wasn't sure if it was coming through
his hearing or his mind. It said,
"are you feeling better, Anakin?"
For that moment the
voice seemed free of all mockery. But
it wasn't a voice from twenty-five years ago.
Too much had changed.
Vader closed his
eyes, and said, "I'm not Anakin."
"Oh, I beg
your pardon," and suddenly the voice belonged to Emperor Palpatine
again. "Lord Vader."
Vader didn't open
his eyes. It was a pointless gesture,
he knew, since Palpatine could make Vader's eyes open any time he wanted
to. But just now the Emperor seemed
content to let them stay closed.
Palpatine's voice seemed to be coming closer, as he asked in a casual
tone, "what do you think of my new Force-suppressant drug? Much better than the first one, don't you
think? I've been working on it, in
preparation for your return. Getting
rid of the nasty side-effects. We
wouldn't want you to have any problems, while you're on display. You have to look your best for the
tourists."
Vader wondered how
long he could manage to ignore Palpatine's babbling. Even if he didn't have access to the Force, he still ought to be
able to meditate. He started to turn
his senses inward again.
"Oh, no,
Anakin," laughed Palpatine, "I can't let you do that. You're not
going away."
Everything lurched,
and Vader felt as if his soul had been wrenched out of him and was sitting now
in Palpatine's hand. His eyes snapped
open. He had the feeling that Palpatine
was stroking him, as if he was a small, furry pet.
Vader gritted his
teeth, and tried to still the shudders that were rolling through him.
"We are going
to have fun," Palpatine told him.
"For one week. And then,
alas, I will have to let you go.
Because, of course, nothing lasts forever. Except eternity, and you will be joining it soon. I will give you a fine state execution, my
friend. No expense spared." He laughed, sounding immensely pleased with
himself. "Maybe your
eternity will be spent in the company of Obi Wan Kenobi. Won't that be nice? Eternity of debating morality, and cutting
off each others' hands."
Vader focused on
the clear partition above him, and thought that a more appropriate duo for eternity
would be Obi Wan and Palpatine. They'd
be perfect for each other. They ought
to move into a nice little retirement cottage together. Palpatine could torture Obi Wan, and Obi Wan
could lecture Palpatine on how evil he was.
And they'd both be as happy as sarlaccs.
He heard Palpatine
laugh. He thought, this will be a
very long week.
So now what? wondered
Leia. Do we sit here all night and
stare at each other, while Luke tells me I'm not real?
Luke hadn't
budged. He was still huddled there with
the pillow clutched up against him.
Maybe he thought that if he didn't move, she wouldn't see him.
She glanced over at
the pills on the bedside table, then bit her lip and shook her head. Even if she could manage to make Luke take
them -- and she probably could, though she might need the help of the droid and
the medical droid to hold him down -- she didn't think she wanted to risk
it. Who knew what might be in
them? Maybe she was being paranoid, but
with Palpatine around, paranoia seemed justified. She wasn't going to use drugs supplied by Palpatine to solve a
problem that Palpatine had caused.
But she couldn't
leave Luke like this. And every attempt
she made to calm him, seemed to just frighten him worse.
The Force. Could she send Luke calming feelings? Obi Wan Kenobi would have been able to. Darth probably could. But she?
All she had done so far was kill someone. Did she dare try to touch Luke's mind, when for all she knew she
might just hurt him more?
Well, she had to
try, didn't she? She didn't see what
else she could do.
She hoped this was
something which came to one instinctively, because she certainly didn't have
any idea how to do it.
She thought back to
when Palpatine had shown her how to push aside her nausea -- Gods, that was
only this morning. In the same way,
she tried to move aside her own fear and anger and tension, closing them into a
compartment at the back of her mind, where they couldn't touch Luke. Then she focused instead on feelings of
warmth and support, and tried to broadcast them to him.
Everything's all
right. You're safe. Nothing's going to hurt you. It's safe for you to go to sleep.
At first she
thought it wasn't working. Then Luke
blinked a few times, and reached up to smudge his tears away with the back of
his hand. He let the pillow fall. Luke gulped back a sob, then, to Leia's
astonishment, he crawled over to her and hugged her, burying his face against
her chest.
"Aunt
Beru," he whispered, holding on to her as tightly as he had clutched the
pillow. "I thought you'd gone
away."
Oh, my Gods. Leia was almost jolted away from her calming
thoughts, but she somehow managed to hang on to them, and to keep sending them
to Luke. "No, Luke," she told
him softly, starting to stroke his hair, "I'm here."
He sniffled, then
said, "I dreamed that everybody was gone.
And then I woke up -- and I was all alone -- "
"Ssh, Luke,
ssh. We're all here. We won't leave you."
He started crying
in earnest again, sobbing brokenly against her.
She said,
"Luke, baby, we love you. We're
not going to leave."
When his sobs
finally stopped, he started to hiccup instead.
He pulled away a little to look at her, and Leia almost began crying
herself when she saw the innocent, trusting look on his face.
"Promise?"
he asked.
"Yes,"
she said. "I promise. Go to sleep now, Luke."
Fear leaped back
into his eyes. He grabbed her
hand. "Don't go!"
"Will you go
to sleep if I stay with you?"
He hesitated, then
nodded. "Yes."
It wasn't easy
tucking him in to bed while he was still holding on to her hand, but she
managed. She leaned over and kissed his
forehead, then wondered how she was going to get to the light switch without
letting go of his hand.
Well, that was what
the Force was for, wasn't it? She got
into bed beside him, then cast a thought at the lights, and they winked out.
"Goodnight,
Aunt Beru," came Luke's whisper out of the darkness. "I love you."
"Goodnight,
Luke," she whispered back. "I
love you too."
The protocol droid
C28L bowed slightly as Moff Nevoy stepped into the front hallway, and said,
"good evening, Sir. The General is
in the garden room and gave orders that you were to be sent up to him
immediately if you visited tonight."
Nevoy nodded his
thanks to C28L and marvelled, as usual, at the skill with which General Mulcahy
always managed to predict what Nevoy was going to do. If he didn't know better, he'd suspect that
the General had a touch of the Force.
But of course, the more likely explanation was just that, after one has
worked with someone for thirty-seven years, they begin to be predictable. After all, Nevoy reminded himself, it was a
good bet that he knew precisely what Mulcahy was doing right now. He would be playing solitaire, with a glass
of Thurian mint punch close to hand, and with the door to the terrace wide open
so he could make the most of the spring air.
And, thought Nevoy, he will offer me a drink, which I will
accept, and I will sink into the comfy chair and bitch about work, and he will
look wise and make sarcastic remarks.
Just like every other time that I've come to visit in the past four
years.
Ah, what an
exciting life I lead. What a dazzling
social whirl.
He followed the
familiar path up the marble staircase -- Mulcahy didn't believe in having lifts
in one's house, and had frequently stated that if his guests weren't willing to
climb to reach him, he didn't want to see them anyway -- and started along the
corridor toward the garden room.
His prediction, he
saw as he reached the doorway, had been accurate to the letter. General Xavier Mulcahy, who had been
scowling down at the gleaming jet pieces of his Chandrilan solitaire set
arrayed on the table in front of him, raised his bushy white eyebrows in
greeting to Nevoy and said, "there you are. Fix yourself a drink."
Nevoy obeyed. He walked over to the liquor cabinet, which
stood flanked by the two potted ssenkra fern trees from Alderaan, and mixed a
gin and qavva juice, his usual spring drink.
He eyed his usual chair, but decided there was no point in sitting
down. Today's events were still boiling
inside him, and would just send him to his feet again in a moment, to start
pacing. He walked toward the terrace
door instead, and looked out at the spires of the city, tinted rose and lavender
by the evening light. The moons were
just starting to rise. He sighed
quietly, wishing he could just enjoy the view and the evening. How long had it been, he wondered, since
he'd been able to simply enjoy what he was doing, without anxieties and regrets
creeping in?
Don't be
melodramatic, he told himself. He shook his
head and then took a drink.
He wondered what
was going on at the Palace now, what Palpatine was doing. Gloating over his prisoner, probably. Despite himself, Nevoy shuddered. The Dark Lord's treachery notwithstanding,
Nevoy hated to think of Vader in Palpatine's clutches. Vader seemed like
something eternal, undefeatable, like the Force the Dark Lord still
worshipped. The thought of him being
tortured and humiliated made Nevoy feel almost ill.
Damn Vader. Why in
all the Hells had he come back?
"I should
retire," Nevoy muttered.
"Retiring
again, are you?" inquired General Mulcahy. "What's the matter this time?"
"He's
insane." Nevoy scowled, then took
another drink of his gin and qavva juice.
"My dear
friend," said Mulcahy, "will you please promise to give me a couple
hours of warning if you ever plan to say something unexpected? Otherwise the shock will kill me."
Nevoy turned to
look at the General, who seemed to have all his attention focused on his game
of solitaire. "I'm sorry?"
Mulcahy moved one
of the jet playing pieces, nodded at it in satisfaction, and then said,
"you inform me that our beloved Emperor is insane each time you set foot
in my house."
Nevoy's mouth
twisted into a reluctant smile. That
was probably true.
General Mulcahy
abandoned his game for the moment, picking up his glass of mint punch and
taking a long drink from it as he leaned back in his chair. He set the glass down again, reached up to
make sure that none of the punch had got into his moustache, and began twirling
one end of the moustache. He asked,
"what new proof of insanity has His Majesty given?"
"You haven't
heard?"
The white eyebrows
rose in inquiry.
"He's arrested
Lord Vader."
"Oh. Yes, I heard about that."
Nevoy stared. "And that's all you have to say?"
"What is there
to say? It's not unexpected. Our Emperor doesn't let anyone get away from
him."
Nevoy sighed and
shook his head again. "I really
thought Vader would manage it."
"You hoped he
would," said Mulcahy.
"Maybe."
Mulcahy went back
to his game, still tugging on his moustache as he surveyed the solitaire
pieces. "I fail to see what's
insane about Palpatine capturing Vader," the General remarked. "He could hardly allow a traitor like
that to go free."
"I know. Did you know he's had Vader put on
display?"
The General's gaze
did not leave the playing pieces.
"Has he? Sounds like his
usual style."
Nevoy started
pacing, his hand tightening around his glass.
"He had me supervise Vader's instalment in the Great Hall. And I've had to supervise the press release
as well. All loyal citizens are
expected to visit the exhibit, employers are encouraged to give their workers
paid leave so they can attend, all government employees on the planet are
required to visit at least once."
He angrily knocked back the remainder of his drink. "Palpatine's ordered his mask and
helmet removed, so everyone can gawk at him better. It's a wonder the poor bastard hasn't been stripped naked."
Mulcahy made
another move in his game, which he seemed to be winning. He said reasonably, "Vader decimated
the fleet, thumbed his nose at the Empire and brought the Rebels within an inch
of victory. You didn't expect Palpatine
to be nice to him?"
"No. No.
But -- " Nevoy stared at his friend, then said quietly,
"Xavier, he's ordered Vader's execution."
Mulcahy's hand fell
away from the game board. He said,
"I see."
Nevoy went on,
"a week from tomorrow. It hasn't
been announced yet. It's to be
announced in three days' time, so it can raise the visitor figures. Palpatine thinks they'll probably be down
after the first flurry of interest."
The General
snorted. "Our Emperor, ever the
master of public relations. I take it
he's got something special planned for the execution?"
"Of
course. Public holiday. Everyone encouraged to attend. Full coverage on all the networks. All religions required to hold services of
thanksgiving. Fireworks. Palace banquet in the evening." Nevoy sank into the comfortable chair, still
keeping a death-grip on his glass.
"Sweet Gods. It'll be a
miracle if I get through the banquet without vomiting."
Mulcahy shook his
head, turning a sympathetic gaze on the younger man. "Osheen," he said, "you had to know this would
happen. I'll grant you it's
tasteless. That's Palpatine for
you. But it had to happen. He can't leave Vader alive."
Nevoy stared at the
empty glass. "I know. It just -- it just looks bad." He looked up desperately. "Don't you see it? Vader's been the face of the Empire, from
the beginning. What's going to happen
to our credibility if the whole galaxy's forced to see that he's mortal? Won't they see that the Empire's mortal too?"
Mulcahy smiled
wryly. "You shock me. Everyone knows the Empire is
eternal." He picked up one of his
solitaire pieces, idly tossing it into the air and catching it in his
hand. "Like the First
Republic. And the Second. And the Third." He put down the game piece again. "I imagine Palpatine thinks a public
execution will help forestall any rumours of Vader's survival. There'll always be people claiming he's
still alive, using him as a figurehead."
That ought to make
sense, Nevoy knew. But his uneasiness
wouldn't go away. He knew it was
dangerous even to think the thoughts that were forcing their way into his
brain, let alone to say them.
He said them
anyway. "This is Vader. Killing him is like -- killing the Empire
itself."
For once Mulcahy
did not give an immediate answer. The
two friends held each other's gaze, and Nevoy suddenly thought that the evening
felt cold.
He wondered if
Mulcahy was thinking what he was thinking.
That perhaps the Empire had died when Vader had left it. Or perhaps even before.
Perhaps the Empire
had been dead at birth.
Faint heat on his
face woke him. His eyes opened
automatically, then they squeezed shut again in protest at the light that had
poured in at them. More cautiously this
time, he tried again, starting with his prosthetic left eye, that was
marginally less sensitive than the surviving original eye. Having allowed the prosthetic eye time to
grow accustomed to the pale glare, he slowly opened his right eye once more.
Sunlight, he realised. That's what it is. He didn't know how long it had been since
he'd looked at sunlight without the mediation of the viewscreens in his
mask. And it must also be sunlight, he
reasoned, that was warming his face.
That fact made a rather ludicrous thought occur to him: if he was
positioned so that the sun shone on him for any appreciable length of time, he
was going to get sunburned. Oh,
wonderful. No, he probably
wouldn't, he decided, the windows probably had ultra-violet screening. At least, he hoped they did. Maybe the scar tissue on his face wasn't
susceptible to sunburn, it wasn't a question to which he'd ever given any
thought. But the grafted skin, and the
few remaining areas of normal skin tissue, hadn't been exposed to sunlight for
the past twenty-five years. It wouldn't
take long for them to be fried. He
grimaced. Great, just great. So I'll be spending my last week alive with
a peeling, sunburned face.
Perversely, he had
slept well. That was a surprise, as it
was two decades since he'd attempted to sleep lying down. Perhaps, he thought, he owed his undisturbed
sleep to being cut off from the Force.
It would certainly be ironic if it was the Force that had kept his
nightmares alive all these years.
Perhaps Palpatine's famous Force-suppressant drug was doing him a
favour. Although if he could regain his
links to the Force, he would be more than happy to accept the nightmares.
He wasn't suffering
from lack of sustenance, so he must be hooked into some sort of intravenous
feeding system that approximated his usual dietary infusions. Probably that was how the drug was
maintained at a sufficient level in his body, as well. His limbs felt numb, almost non-existent
from lack of movement. For the hell of
it, he tried to lift his right hand, and was rewarded by the tug of a restraint
on his wrist, which at least assured him that the wrist was still there.
The only sound that
reached him was the familiar wheeze of his breathing. He wondered if there was anyone nearby, and was frustrated at his
inability to tell. At least Palpatine
didn't seem to be around -- not that Vader would necessarily have known if he
was, but he couldn't imagine that the Emperor had self control enough to remain
nearby without indulging in a bit of gloating.
Vader sighed. Not being able to sense his surroundings,
and with no sound penetrating the case around him, he was going to have to rely
on his eyes.
He blinked, and
tried to turn his head so he could focus on something other than the distant
sunlight. At first his muscles didn't
want to obey, but he managed to get through to them, and his head turned
slightly to the left. Just like old
times, he thought, sourly amused at the lengths to which Palpatine had gone
to approximate the conditions of his hideous months in hospital. Come to think of it, he was surprised that
Palpatine hadn't gone farther, and cut off his senses completely, so he
actually believed that he was paralysed.
Perhaps that would come later.
Perhaps, too, the Emperor was planning on entertaining himself by
playing with Vader's mind, making Vader believe that he was truly back there,
in the hospital on Alma Serena, trying so desperately to die.
His eyes were
trying to make sense of the images visible beyond his partition. Pale blue star marble. Pillars.
Stairs. A long balcony.
Slowly, the
elements resolved themselves into a room he had been in innumerable times
before.
The Great
Hall. I'm on display in the Great Hall.
The Hall seemed
empty for the moment, except, as he saw when he concentrated on the far
distance, for the tiny forms of guards standing at either side of the balcony
doors. He presumed there were probably
guards at the other doors as well, but he was at the wrong angle to see them.
He was quite sure,
however, that the Hall would not be empty for long. He had not forgotten Palpatine's comment that he had to
"look his best for the tourists".
And there wasn't much point in setting up a display if no one was around
to see it.
He wondered how
long Palpatine had been planning this.
Probably since Vader's defection, if not before. The display case with its feeding system,
and the drug, must have taken some time to plan. It would, he thought, be just like Palpatine to have been
designing this for years, even while Vader was still serving him loyally. Palpatine liked to be prepared.
Vader supposed that
the Imperial publicity machine must have been working at light speed since his
capture. Darth Vader the Tourist
Attraction. See the Traitor
Unmasked. Marvel at the Loathsome
Features of the Fiend who Betrayed our Beloved Emperor. Vader wondered, does Palpatine actually
think this will hurt me? He's a fool,
if he does. I've got a few more
important things to worry about than the fact that the population of Coruscant
is going to be staring at me.
A week. Palpatine had told him he had a week. Of course, that could easily be a lie. His execution could be scheduled for today,
or for years from now, depending on what Palpatine thought would prove most
entertaining.
But, assuming for
the sake of argument that Palpatine hadn't lied ...
A week. One week to figure out how the fuck to get out
of this.
Easier thought than
done. Hell and damnation, he
thought, how was I stupid enough to allow this to happen? Why risk everything on one reckless attempt
that was almost certain to fail?
I'm as idiotic as
Luke and his friends. Thinking I can
just blunder in heroically, rescue everyone, and miraculously get out
again. You'd really think I would know
better by now.
But, of course, the
heroic idiocy of Luke and his friends usually seemed to work. Somehow.
Vader was just going to have to convince himself that it would work
again this time.
Oh, hell, hell,
hell. He wished he could sense his
children. He knew they'd been hurt when
they tried to fight Palpatine, but he had no idea what the Emperor might have
done to them. Surely he wouldn't have
damaged them too badly. It would spoil
Palpatine's fun if he no longer had them alive and conscious, to toy with. Knowing Palpatine, he probably wanted them
as his "young apprentices".
It would ruin everything if they were vegetables, or dead.
But Solo and
Chewbacca -- what about them? Palpatine
had no such reason to keep them alive, except to use them as tools for
controlling Leia and Luke. Vader felt
cold fury coiling inside him. It would
be his fault if Solo and the Wookiee were hurt or killed. He had brought them into danger, and he had
failed to protect them.
I will get out of
this,
he promised himself. So what if it was
impossible. He and his family seemed to
excel in accomplishing the impossible.
He would get out of
this, and somehow, he would have the satisfaction of tearing Palpatine apart.
Movement to the
left of his case drew his gaze to that side again.
So, he thought,
it's starting. He wondered how the
traffic flow would be organised, and how close the tourists would be allowed to
get to him. He supposed he'd find out
soon enough. He had an unpleasant
vision of snotty-nosed kids plastering their faces up against the partitions,
and decorating his display case with chewing gum and spit wads.
Instead of the
repulsive children he was envisioning, the first people to approach his case
were four men in the black uniforms of the palace guards. They positioned themselves at each corner of
the case, blaster rifles resting on their arms. Good, thought Vader, at least they should be able to
fight off the kids with the chewing gum.
He glanced up at the guard standing to the left of his head, and
caught the guard's gaze on him before the man was able to look away. The guard, a young man with black hair, a
spotty complexion and a thin attempt at a moustache, visibly started when he
realised that Vader was looking at him.
A guilty blush darkened his face, then he quickly looked away, staring
into the distance.
Well, Vader thought, looks
like Wispy-moustache isn't much happier to be here than I am. If only he had even a fraction of his usual powers,
he'd be able to convince these guards to set him free in moments. He tried again to break through the wall
surrounding his mind, but precisely nothing happened.
He couldn't move
his head enough to get a good look, but the Hall seemed to be filling with
people. The pale blue marble was
disappearing behind a sea of uniforms.
There were ranks of the palace guards, and beyond them the green of the
regular forces, and here and there a splotch of white that must mark the
presence of stormtroopers.
Another figure
stepped up to Vader, and stood at the foot of the display case. The man had determinedly not looked at Vader
as he walked past, but Vader was sure that he recognised the dark red hair and
stocky build of Nevoy, the Moff of Coruscant.
Nevoy was almost
out of the range of Vader's sight, but he seemed to be speaking, probably
addressing the crowd. Vader idly wished
that he could hear what the Moff was saying, although he knew he was probably
not missing much. No doubt poor Nevoy
was being compelled to declaim some hyperbole-laden example of Palpatine's
prose.
The Moff stepped
away and was lost to Vader's sight. And
the procession began. The palace guards
had apparently been chosen as the first lucky souls to have a view of the captured
arch-traitor. They started filing
slowly around his case, circumnavigating it from left to right. A memory came to Vader of a planet he had
been to once, where the embalmed corpse of some particularly famous ruler was
kept on permanent display, and visitors had trooped around it just as the
guards were doing now. Vader tried to
remember the ruler's name, but couldn't dredge it up. Queen Someone-or-other, that was as far as he could get. He hoped that Queen Someone-or-other's
spirit was happily bopping around eternity somewhere, instead of being stuck in
her body as Vader was. Although, being
dead, perhaps she would at least be able to hear what people were saying about
her. That might serve to slightly
lessen the tedium.
Vader knew he would
very soon get bored with watching the succession of faces. But for now, it was interesting to watch
them, and gauge their reactions.
Weird, he thought, not
being able to feel their responses.
Almost the worst
part of those months after the accident had been having to feel how everyone
reacted to him. Before he regained
control enough to shut off his senses, he'd been swamped by the horror, pity
and disgust of the people surrounding him.
Now, he couldn't
feel anything from them. There were
only faces.
He could read some
disgust, but not as much as he'd expected.
He supposed that really, he probably didn't look too disturbing any
more. As soldiers, these men should
certainly have seen sights worse than one scarred bald man with no ears.
Some of the guards
were staring at him with open curiosity.
Some seemed afraid, not quite convinced that he couldn't currently
incinerate them with a thought. A very
few looked amused, although Vader noticed that when one man made some
presumably joking comment, the man behind him turned a furious glower on the
joker and looked ready to punch him.
The majority of the
expressions that met Vader were variations on embarrassment and unease. And perhaps also disappointment.
Vader's mouth
curved into a smile, though he realised the smile must be largely hidden by his
breathing mask. Good thing, too. If these men saw him smiling, some of them
were likely to faint.
I'm sorry, lads, Vader
thought. I regret that I don't have
a face worthy of my legend.
Of course he was
familiar with the rumours which had accumulated around him over the
decades. He rather enjoyed them. He was some sort of alien, or a cyborg, or
some undead ghoul. He'd been hideously
deformed since birth, or his face had been melted off when he was submerged in
a pit of lava. How he was supposed to
have survived such an experience was anybody's guess, but perhaps that scenario
went with the undead theory.
Regardless, the theories were inevitably over-the-top. And now here he was, just a middle-aged
human being whose hair, ears and eyebrows had been burnt off. What a let-down.
Vader spotted one
particularly uncomfortable-looking soldier trooping past, and winked at
him. A look of horror washed over the
guard's face, and he abruptly pushed his way out of the queue and fled.
Shit, Vader
thought. He'd certainly just earned
that guard a dressing-down, and probably worse. No doubt the officers had strict instructions that this little
party was to go off without a hitch.
Mustn't be any disturbances at Palpatine's pet exhibition.
Stop making
trouble, Vader ordered himself. It's
not their fault you're here. It's
yours.
He sighed, and once
more gazed through the roof of his case, to the distant ceiling. He let his mind float, imagining that he was
drifting through the ceiling, and the sky, to the stars beyond. The sun had moved past the window, or had
gone behind a cloud, and his face was no longer warm.
He's awake.
Leia nervously
tried to probe the feelings of the man in the room next to her. She realised that she was holding her
breath. She couldn't sense the horrible
chaos that she'd felt in him last night, before the Aunt Beru incident. There was an undertone of confusion, but
mainly his aura was calm. And that, she
thought, was probably not a good sign.
What am I going to
do?
she thought. If I walk into that
bedroom and he calls me Aunt Beru, what am I going to do?
She was pacing
beside the table, which was currently laden with another lavish and varied
breakfast buffet. The droid had kept
getting in her way as she paced, until she ordered it to shut itself off, or
face being melted down.
She had been up for
hours already, as it had only been early evening when she and Luke went to
bed. She sighed now, remembering the
feeling of his hand clinging on to hers.
Oh, Luke. What's happened to you? What have I done to you?
How am I going to
get you back again?
She had just
decided that she should go and check on him, when his bedroom door slid opened
and Luke appeared.
He was fully
dressed, except for his boots, which he held one in each hand. He was wearing a white tunic and beige
trousers from the clothing Palpatine had supplied. His hair wasn't brushed, and looked even more haystack-like than
usual. With a worried expression on his face, he said plaintively, "why
didn't you wake me up? I'm gonna be
late for school."
It was all Leia
could do not to break down screaming. Oh, Luke, no, she thought, don't do this to me! Somehow she managed to force her voice
into the placid tone she imagined Aunt Beru as having, and said, "no,
Luke, there's no school today.
Remember?"
Luke looked puzzled
for a moment, then he said "okay."
He dropped his boots on the floor -- Leia wondered if she should nag him
to pick them up, but she didn't have the heart -- and walked over to the table,
where he sat down, reached for a bowl from the centre of the table, and then
for the crystal container holding Astroflakes cereal. As she watched her brother dump a large proportion of the cereal
into his bowl, and then pour in milk from a carved jade jug, she thought, only
Palpatine would keep Astroflakes in crystal.
This is so weird, she thought,
watching Luke. Really, incredibly
weird. How does it work? What's he seeing? She supposed he must probably be seeing the
house on Tatooine, or something like it.
But he was able to interact with his actual surroundings -- his clothes,
and the cereal. Maybe he was seeing the
Tatooine house and the palace superimposed on each other. She wondered what would happen if he
couldn't find something that was supposed to be in his house? Would he imagine that something else was it,
or would she have to explain why everything was gone?
Oh, Gods. Should I try to bring him out of this? It's my damn fault.
Or -- is it better
to give him more time? At least he
seems happy enough. That's more than he
was before.
And if she did try
bringing him out of it, how did she know what would happen? She'd been trying to help him last night,
too, and look where it had got them!
Luke was eating the
cereal with his hands, plucking the Astroflakes out of the milk one by
one. He was probably playing a game to
see how many flakes he could get without his fingers touching the milk. She wondered again if she ought to tell him
off, but then, she didn't know what kind of table manners Aunt Beru had allowed
when Luke was six, or whatever he thought he was. And maybe cereal was finger food on Tatooine.
Well, he was going
to notice if she kept staring at him like he was some sort of monster. So what could she do instead? She imagined that Aunt Beru had spent most
of her time doing housework, but there didn't seem to be much of that available
here, not with the droid around to keep things spic and span. Awkwardly, Leia sat down across from Luke,
and poured herself a cup of tea.
"Where's Uncle
Owen?" Luke asked.
"Um, he's gone
out already," she improvised. She
ought to find out more about what Luke thought he was living. Whether it was his real life, and he'd been
thrown back into some actual period from it, or whether it just worked like a
dream. She asked brightly, "how's
school been lately?"
"Fine,"
said Luke, looking happy. And that was
all she was going to get from him about school, because he went on, in a rush,
"Biggs got a remote control AT-AT for his birthday! He brought it in for show-and-tell. He says if I'm really careful he'll let me
give it a test-run. It's got lasers and
everything! Well," he added,
apparently feeling compelled to be truthful, "the laser bits in its mouth
light up, anyway."
"That's nice,
Luke," Leia said lamely. Terrific. He's going to want me to buy him a remote
control AT-AT. Hell, if we asked
nicely, dear Uncle Palpatine would probably give him a real one, complete with
live stormtroopers! A gloomy vision
entered her mind of Luke being stuck like this. Would he grow up all over again, or would he just stay six years
old? Oh, Gods, she could eventually
send him to school with her own kids.
Except that all the other kids would pick on him for being too tall and
having to shave. What a nightmare.
Luke finished up
his cereal, and asked hopefully, "can I go out and play?"
Out where? Into the hallway? Somehow she didn't think that would make a very convincing
Tatooine moisture farm. "Uh, no,
Luke, I don't want you going outside today," she said, rapidly trying to
invent some plausible reason.
"There's supposed to be a sandstorm coming, so you just stay in
here with me, okay?"
"Okay,"
he said, smiling at her. "Can I go
back to my room?"
Oh, shit. What if he does go back, and finds out his
toys are missing? Or will he just play
with invisible toys?
Stalling, Leia
said, "in a minute. Will you wash
the dishes first?"
Amiably enough,
Luke picked up his bowl, her tea mug and the plate from which she'd eaten a
muffin and some talfa berries earlier, and walked off with them toward the
bathroom. Of course, all he was going
to find there to wash them with was hand soap, shampoo and bath lotion, but
Leia wasn't going to quibble. At least
this meant, again, that he had some contact with his real surroundings, as he
was heading for the only sink in their quarters. Determined to have a fall-back position, in case Luke did indeed
discover that his toys were gone, she strode over to the droid and flicked its
re-activation switch. The droid lit up
immediately, and Leia questioned, "is there anywhere one can purchase toys
in the palace?"
"Yes, Mistress
Leia. There is a toyshop in the
Imperial Arcade."
"Good. I want you to bring us -- a set of building
blocks, three different colouring books, a selection of crayons -- the biggest
selection they've got -- and, um, a model ship. An x-wing, if they've got one." No, that was stupid, of course the toyshop in the Imperial Arcade
wouldn't be selling model x-wings. Not
unless they came packaged with TIE-fighters, and the x-wings blew up. "Or, a skyhopper," she amended,
"something like that." She
added maliciously, hoping this would work, "put it on His Imperial
Majesty's bill."
"Of course,
Mistress Leia. Right away."
As the droid
departed, Leia could hear clattering from the bathroom sink, and she wondered
if Luke was breaking the crockery. Not
that it mattered much, she was sure that Palpatine could spare a few
table-settings.
Even as she was
thinking this, the door to their quarters whooshed open again, and Palpatine
himself appeared.
Leia tensed,
grabbing the back of one of the dining room chairs for support. The Emperor seemed his usual cheerful self,
and said mildly, "good morning, my dear.
May I come in?"
She answered him
with an icy nod -- well, there wasn't any point in refusing, was there? -- and
hoped that Luke would stay in the bathroom.
There came another
crashing sound from the direction of the sink, and Palpatine asked, "how
is your dear brother this morning?"
"Fine,"
Leia lied. She stepped away from the
chair, toward Palpatine, and demanded, "where is our father? What have you done with him?"
"He's quite
safe, Leia. For now."
"I want to see
him."
"Later,"
said Palpatine, and Leia thought that the smile with which he accompanied the
word was even more peculiar than usual.
Since the Emperor
could probably read her mind anyway, Leia supposed she might as well put all
her cards on the table. What few cards
she had. She asked, "Palpatine,
what do you want from me? What do I
have to do to stop you from hurting my family?"
"Ah, my dear,
that's just what I wanted to talk with you about."
Before Palpatine
could elaborate, they were interrupted by Luke. He was standing by the bathroom door, staring suspiciously at the
Emperor. "Who's that man?"
Luke asked in a hostile tone. "I
don't like him."
"Everything's
all right, Luke," Leia said, her voice obviously giving her the lie. "Stay over there."
Luke did just the
opposite, stomping over to them and taking a stand next to Leia. He glowered at Palpatine. Although he was the same height as always,
Leia almost thought she could see him as the little boy he imagined himself to
be. His stance at the moment was just
how he would stand if he were indeed a six-year-old, scowling up at an adult he
didn't trust. "Go away," said
Luke. "I don't like you. You smell funny."
Well, he may be six
years old, but he isn't stupid.
"Good morning,
Luke," said Palpatine. "I've
brought something for you." He
held out his hand, palm up, and an instant later a brightly-painted model x-wing
appeared in it.
Leia grabbed Luke's
arm. "Don't take it," she
ordered him.
Luke didn't seem
inclined to take it. He was eyeing the
x-wing as if he expected it to bite.
Then he turned to Leia, asking belligerently, "what's he doing
here?"
"This is Mr.
Palpatine," Leia said, trying to sound as if everything was fine. "He's ... a business partner of your
uncle's. He's come to talk about the
farm." Oh, bad choice of lies,
Leia realised. Now, with her luck, Luke
was going to be worried that "Mr. Palpatine" would buy up the
moisture farm from under them and kick them out.
To her relief, at
this moment the droid re-entered the guest quarters, one of its retractable
arms extended and a shopping bag hanging from it. Palpatine stepped aside and watched in amusement as the droid
trundled up to them. "Here you
are, Mistress Leia," it reported.
"Thank
you," she said. She took the bag,
then shoved it at Luke. "Here are
your toys, Luke," she said.
"Why don't you go to your room and play now? Mr. Palpatine and I have to talk."
Luke clutched the
shopping bag to his chest, still looking warily at Palpatine.
"It's all
right, Luke, I promise," Leia urged.
"Go play."
Finally Luke
nodded, and trailed off to his room with the bag of toys, several times looking
back. Palpatine watched Luke's
departure, then he turned back to Leia.
He was idly stroking the x-wing in his hand.
"Children,"
said the Emperor, smiling at Leia.
"It's so difficult to know how to make the right decisions for
them. Do you tell them the truth, or do
you lie to protect them?"
"Luke's not a
child," Leia snapped.
"Isn't
he?"
Leia's anger was
rising in her. Clenching her fists, she
hissed, "what did you do to him?"
"Oh, my dear,
I think it's you who did this."
"All
right. I did this. But you hurt him. You -- "
"Very well, if
you really wish to know. Luke attacked
me. In his attack he used all the anger
he had. I merely threw it back at him. I'm afraid it was too much for him, and it
... short-circuited his brain. So you
see, dear, in fact he did this to himself." Palpatine chuckled.
"It seems that Obi Wan Kenobi was right after all. One's anger can be one's
destruction."
Leia forced herself
not to scream at the evil old bastard.
She insisted coldly, "I'm going to help him. And you're going to show me how."
"Of course I
will, my dear girl. I'm very fond of
you and your sweet little brother."
He gazed at the model x-wing, and it disappeared. "Leia," said the Emperor, "I
have a proposition for you."
Oh, shit, Leia thought. If he's going to try and make me marry him
...
"Oh, no, my
dear, nothing like that. I don't think
that would be terribly appropriate."
Appropriate? Since when has Palpatine been worried about
what's appropriate?
"Not that you
are not very charming. But no, that
isn't what I had in mind. You see,
Leia, I feel so close to you and your brother.
I feel there is already an understanding, let us say a ... family
feeling, between us. I merely wish to
make it official."
She was starting to
get a bad feeling about this. She asked
him, "how?"
The Emperor said,
"I am going to adopt you and Luke.
Leia, I want you to be my heir."
Chapter 11
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