"SCENT
OF FRIENDSHIP"
Fritzdane
o. Jariol
march 27, 2000
a
lady behind the mask of beauty
with voice that speaks softly
walks with grace that captures the hearts of many
and smiles that would surely brighten the day.
Born
out of simplicity
that makes her simple in different ways
a face that looks innocent
that shows pureness in herself.
A
lady who possesses traits
that makes her gain a lot of friends
who stays calm and meek
that is only found among the few if I were to speak.
A
lady with bundles of admirers
and whenever she passes, she's indeed a head turner
a thing she could be proud of herself
but she remains humble instead.
A
lady when I least expected would became
a dear and close friend than anyone
at first a stranger kind
now, a friend whom I can lean upon.
Not
too long that we've come to know each other
suddenly it's magic that we become loser
a friend in the beginning
to an extraordinary friendship that I hope
would stay till my life's ending.
We
have freely accepted who we are
considering those undiscovered self that we haven't known so
far
and come to understand each other's side
lend a helping hand when problems arise.
What
else could I say?
But a million thanks for being there for me
I never regret that I found you
for I feel secure when I'm with you.
With
a scent of friendship we've smelled
we come to feel the love and care
through the friendship that we've shared
we come to discover that other part of ourselves.
Catherine
Gordo
September
2, 2000
Look
at things which can't be seen.
They hold greater value, price and knowledge.
Learn to appreciate the silence of life,
its emptiness and solitude.
It's not darkness - it's the reality.
Don't be a fool to appreciate anything that is visible and tangible,
they are bound to damnation.
Don't just listen, hear.
Don't just look, see.
And when life becomes so boring and you think that you've seen
everything, that's when friends come your way.
Wish u consider me as such.
EX
MARCH
20, 1999
11:05 PM
I'll
always be on your side...
I will always be your Roosevelt
And you will always be my Cherry Rose...
THAT
LOVE IS OUR BINDING FACE,
WE'LL NEVER COUNT OUR DAYS.
DESPITE THE CHANGES WE MAY SEE,
STILL THERE'S ROOM FOR YOU AND ME.
FOR
THE WORDS THAT CAME FROM ME ARE TRUE,
YOU CAN OWN THEM AS THEY GROW IN YOU.
AS THE WIND BLOWS LIKE A CUNNING THIEF AT DAWN,
I WILL TAKE YOU AND SHOW YOU THE WONDERS LEFT UNSHOWN.
AND
ALL THE WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN,
BY LOVE, WILL BE REVEALED.
AND PROMISES ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN,
BUT SOON WILL BE FULFILLED.
FOR
MY ONLY LOVE IS YOU,
AND YOUR ONLY LOVE IS ME,
WE SHALL FILL OUR HEARTS TOGETHER
AND LIVE ETERNALLY.
BUT
NOW TIME WILL KEEP US APART FOR A WHILE...
A GREAT TIME TO CRY?
NO, FOR THE MORE YOU FARTHER SEE A PERSON,
THE MORE YOU LIVE THE LOVE NOBODY CAN DENY.
AND
SOME DAY I'LL COME BACK AND LOOK INTO YOUR EYES,
WITH THAT LITTLE OF A GREAT SORROW.
WORRY NOT, MY EVERDEAREST CHERRY ROSE,
YOU AND I STILL OWNS TOMORROW.
My
angels are witnesses to my love for their queen,
And it's YOU... I love you!
I
know... you love me and I love you...
It's the two of us meant to be one...
Though I make mistakes sometimes,
It's you who knows and understands.
We
went through thick and thin,
And look at us now > PERFECT!
You know you're my first and will be... Godwilling.
Why
do I love you in the first place?...
It's because you have changed me
Into a Rosie that's distinct among the Rosie's in the world.
U filled my emptiness
And just being there inside your heart is a great, no,
The greatest thing that ever happened to me.
This
is just the beginning,
I will love you for as long as my heart pumps,
As long as air enters my lungs...
As long as my soul doesn't leave my body.
Hey, it's you... that I happen to love... and it's good...
Please,
believe me.
I'm still here. Yes, I am still loving you...
Che,
God knows how much I need you...
And the mistakes I have made are just tests that allow us to be
stronger...
And we are, right now...
Let's
make it better... we must have time together...
I know time is precious... I didn't have much of it for you...
But now, I will give it to you as much as I can.
Please...
I love you...
Look into my eyes for the last time,
And see yourself as the QUEEN in it...
you
are that precious to me...
I love myself for loving you!
Why? Because last time I saw myself in your eyes
I happen to be the king!
How
I wish time was timeless,
and we could have it together
all along the silence of eternity
and the stillness of our memory
our blood runs though,
through the fortress of love and joy
we burn the wick in those candles and say...
it's all 'bout love...
you and me together...
and forever!
Note:
Where did all these beautiful words went?
I
need not words...but actions...
Tu,
el vida
el aire de mi pecho
el sangre de mi corazon
el contodos muy bien bonita
na amor y corazon
ta vivir na tu corazon y pensamiento
yo te amo
de mi salvacion na mundo
yo ta quiree
tu,
el vida de mi amor
el amor de mi vida
tu.
February
14, 2000
Chikai
January
15, 2000
12:02 aM
The
pain was tolerable
but I can't help but think about the wound
I should have put something to cure it
but I left it heal on its own...
I
could have cried
but then you'll only mock at me
so I continued living a hellish life
burning to my end!
The
flower bloomed to its best
bees surrounded her
aiming for the sweet nectar
hovering, buzzing...
the
flower flirted its best
bees poked on her
aiming for the endless ecstasy
screaming, panthing...
the
flower withered
bees abandoned her
leaving her empty
nothing but her dying heart...
Your
silence drives me crazy
you never said a word
and yet in your actions
I can see that you cared.
We
kept playing this charade
wearing our masks
hiding what we both feel
pretended not to care.
We
both moved on
living our empty lives
shutting down our emotions
escaping from reality.
But
something in the past
kept on haunting me
I looked back and found you there
with the love that has long been denied.
We
both cheated life
we dared not face the undeniable
and yet we won the game
we remained friends 'til the end