That nite, before I went to bed....... I... errr  :-P

The movie was so-so but my feeling was great. One thing was that the cinema was          particularly cold that night. So after that, I drove her home. Inside the car, she asked          me would us be still meeting the next morning for breakfast. So I said YES, why not?

Deep down, I knew she is the one I wanted. I thought she might have a good impression of me, too but it was until when we got together that she revealed to me she found me too thin, and hairdo too frightening or her.heh heh..          That night, before I went to bed, I sms her. I told her I had fallen for her and asked if she felt the same way like I do. I waited for half an hour, still there was no reply from her. I told myself she might have doze off.

She later told me she received that message but din reply me :(

1st December 2002.......She acted BLUR!!

830am, I reached her place at Bukit Batok, with my hairdo back to normal. I wore a plain t-shirt and a shorts. But she dressed

beautifully instead. I thought to myself, "Aren't we supposed to go for a neighbourhood coffee shop for breakfast only?!" My gosh, I was wondering if I was under-dress or did she over dress for the meetup. :D We make our way to Ghim Moh market for breakfast. There, she told me she need to buy some glass bottles and I suggested going to town to buy that. But because I was still dressed in shorts, so I have to send her home first, then get back home, bathed and changed to a new set of clothings. I did almost that and reach her place at around 12pm. My god, she changed her clothing again!! While driving to Suntec that day, I really felt like asking her about that sms I sent her last night. I wanted to know if the sms message got through to her. Everytime I wanted to voice out, my fear got the better of me, and I had to swallow it back. So, it was like both of us was acting blur on the sms which I sent out. That day, we went Suntec, esplanade and even walked our way to Boat Quay. The route, which seems very long on any given day, was especially short that day. We reach the MacDonald in Boat Quay and have our rest there. Around evening time, I send her home :D After that I met up with 2 of my buddies and briefly told them about this Connie Cheng I knew. They weren't interested to my story, to my surprise! :D

Arghh.. Back in office the next day...

So that Monday in the afternoon, when I had some time on hand, I emailed her. We chatted on everything, from her past relationships, to mine, to everything. She showed me her photos on the web and I must say her studio pictures look gorgeous. I told myself, one day she will walk with me to a studio and we shall have our's  taken together (well this came through for us too!) I muster up enough courage, and in our email conversation, I asked her did she received my sms on Saturday night. She said yes, but did not reply to it. I came to discover that I wasn't the first guys to declare that I'd fallen for her at the first sight. Boy, I thought there must be something special about her. She did tell me that she felt me as "okie" and ask for more time before she makes her decision. Of course I had to agree. For this was the first time she revealed her own feeling.

Things somehow subsides soon after

The next few days, things somehow subsides. For a couple of reasons I must say. One was my studies was getting alot more hectic and of course, secondly, like what she adviced me, "to keep my options opened". So from MSN, I got to know 2 more ladies. The first one, we meet up, but there wasn't any sparks to say the least. The second one was even more exaggerating. We didn't meet, only sms and exchanged photos through email. She asked if I could accept her as my girlfriend. I declined,. All this made me even clearer, who I wanted and who I liked. So, I told Connie about this. But still, she asked for more time!

Home