Contact. San Diego 2003
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2003 Jimrock BBH Unlimited.......


damm I mean. I never wanted to become anything in life. But This stigma or this fate keeps chasing me . No matter what I do I succeed. I hate it. Even when I throw away a few .com's and go back to a small geocities web site or try to do something small guess what? I get 50 thousand or 100 thousand hits within the first 6 months. No matter what I do I am stuck for becomeing a pillar of the community. Everywhere I go people look up to me. Everyone has a different way of showing it but It's like they took a class on bbh and jimrock and Now that I have arrived it's test time. Even People not from the southbay recognize game. But Is this what I wanted? fame and fourtune? No. I hate money like you would not beleive. I guess my barter system ways are obsolete but I know people who still thrive on the barter system, But Me loving someone. mann how hard is it for me to meet someone. not very hard. Everyone adores me. I meam who wouldn;t I already realized the key to life many years ago. But I was punished for finding it out as such a young age. Everyone reaches some form of enlightenment but I reached a higher plane of thinking, In that Everything made sence. Everything was clear, why bums were bums, why people steal why cops are cops. I know everything now. But I can;t tell anyone. See everyones meaning of life is unique.

in 2003 Jimrock Still Hurts Inside


..............Still Hurting inside Things are hard for me . Everyday I dwell and try to forget the past. I mean time heals all wounds right. And It is getting better. I can travel through most of chula vista and not have any relapse problems or any flashbacks. It is really hard when I meet a fan. Usually they are soo happy to see me, but sometimes they are dissapointed to see who I am. I'm just a normal person, Like everyone else. Just because I took over the game doesn't mean I am any different than you or me. Alot of people say even today I have fallen off, but little do they know I still control many factors in many industries. With my minon's working Under my orders I still traffic thousands of megs of data to all parts of the globe. Our weight distribution centers work around the clock giving you what you need., I still call shots when it comes to events or any social gathering. It might not be me on the flyer or in the headlines but I always have my say. I also still contrinute to the drug trade between US and Mexico, Offering my Non Partial Ideas about distribution,transportation, and purification. Most of my recipies for shabu have revolutionized the cooking process worldwide. And my breakthrough in organic chemistry has produced a better plant, But those revalations are mearly hobby and trend setting ideas that establish me as the superpower that I am.

.............These Days Our generation is The main Shot callers In the game. I don;t care what anyone says. The person who calls shots is the one who makes money. The guy who makes money does and says what he wants to. since I make the most money I do and say what i want and Nobody can tell me otherwise untill they earn the funds I produce. I have to say money is endless and I produce endless amounts of it. Boosting the economy is easy for me because I am in the Entertainment Industry. Also the Hospitality Industry. I make peoples lives better. I give people what they want. Peace of mind, distraction,laugh,or pleasure.. it does not matter. Anything to pass the time is good with me. but with soo much love I give people what has this world given back to me, nothing I have ever wanted. maybe a taste that keeps me alive.

How JimRock feels In 2003


.........I feel horrible. I mean I cannot breath most of the day. I am soo sick inside. My head always hurts all the time. I have a cat that always sneeks in my room and pisses on my bed. so I have no bedsheets and no blankets but some small blankie. Its cold at night and I am always freezing. I can;t find my stevie b cd and The Girl I want to bone lives in temecula. But I have never been more alone than I have these last few months. See alot of people wait all their childhood life to be independant, but I don't. I wish I had a mom and dad. I wish I had some sort of parents to call or live with. I wish I knew who were my cousins or uncles. maybe I could have someone to relate with. Unfortunately I am the only person left in my gene pool. That is why finding a girl is soo important to me. I need to reproduce before my family line is extinct. ThERE really is nothing much in life I am waiting for. next month I'm going to buy a big screen for my room. Wow. bug deal hu. No big deal to me. I'M going to buy a boat after that. I want a boat just to hang out inside of it. I hate the water, makes me sick. yha flower said " when I come down to san diego we will meet up" and yesterday she was in mission beach and couldn;t even hollar. She looks good no doubt about that but she is kind of demanding. I have to talk to her when she wants and it doesn;t matter if I'm doing the dishes out in the street or making cash on the grind. her way right away. I think we are both leo's. I haven;t been to the mall in 4 days. maybe that is why I don;t feel soo good. I better go tommorow and go buy something. I guess without tina or without me promoting life goes on. And life will always go on i guess. but I don;t like it. This is not the life I wanted and This is not the life I like living. and That is why I do not want to live anymore. and that is why I will not be living for very much longer.

I guess the reason why I like freestyle music soo much is because it is pimp shyt. I have never found a dance music that was cool except for maybe rump shaker or that two live crew shit. and yess freestyle music is pure. I mean Rap is cool but that gangsta stuff Is played out. maybe I have seen the bad side of " the ghetto" so it isn't appealing to me. I like ghetto-ness but Only when it is appropriate. Like I have been waiting to hit the streets shooting for along time. but There has not been a viable reason such as revelnge or lustfullness lately. Freestyle Music like timmt-t , stevie-b, lil suzy,tka, is the bomb. You can dance to it and the girls jock. Especially the fine pacific islander girls in ph. They Jock those songs. and It's wholesum, something for the whole family. No bad words and all they talk about is love. what is worse than that???? maybe country .
........Yha I want a girlfriend. I have been wanting a girlfriend for along time now. I don't know whats wrong with me. I have been getting more and more depressed lately. but the scary part is I have been getting more angry. This is not a trait i usually show. I usually like to bottle up my anger untill it controls me in a sycopath rage. I love it when my anger Drives me to plot and plan your ultamite demize. And this month has not been an uneventfull one with 2 assasination attempts on me and tippy locote. Alot of ego tripping out there. Phone bangers are now making house calls with gats trying to blast someone, trying to make a name for themselves. I sometimes think of these people and All I can think is " how Lame are these people ". They are just haters. And I am a hater no doubt. But It's different when I hate, I'm sneeky and I slither. These haters bust pancho's, hollywood styles. trying to get as many people involved as they can, not knowing the juice card can be played on their ass. No matter how big someone thinks they are, there is always a bigger fish. The question I hear everyday Is "where the hoes at". I don;t talk to hoes so I would not know, and The only girls i know just want to talk to me. that is one of the main reasons why fools hate me. because of these girls. Either it is their girl or their date or some girl they like , It's always something. Or the fact that I am supposevly hiding girls and when they don;t kick it I call up all these girls and it;s on. Girls are always envolved. One thing I hate lately is this gang scene or dope game scene with all these "so called taxers" trying to call shots. First of all these peoples minds are about evolved as an ape with a 5th grade education. Small minded people who could not grasp any sort of edieals or loyalty or trust in the world so they follow a puppet masters flawed rules. So all these shot callers are guys we know this. But all these guys are either dead or in Jail. There is a short supply of men Who do big things In San Diego who Isn;t locked up or dead. So Who carries on the orders? The Girlfriend or wife. Thats all we need. Women doing things. Women have always been ruling the world but low pro, but unfortunately the mexican race has not produced an evolved mind inside the body of a woman. The mexican brain is primative but socially advanced. As with anyone everyone has their excell points. I'm going to call shots in Chula Vista and I do not care what anyone says. The City is mine and nobody can take that away from me. See one of the great things about me Is I do not hold any value in the police or Us Lwas. I also do not hold any value in any gangs or criminal groups. I operate under my own guidelines and rules that I set myself and that can be changed at any time. I do practice freedom of speech and That is one thing I love about the U.S.A.


Jimrock Gotta Get Away- They trying to Kill me.... San Diego Life


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Jimrock Gotta Get Away- They trying to Kill me.... San Diego Life Download Page 1 Download Page 2 2003 CV Party Scene 1 Jimrock World 1 2003 CV party Scene 2 East H Street 1 Hummers and Straps in CV Kitt Dogg Sd Life 1 Still talking shit 1 Confessions From Jimrocks I Love Jessica 1 I Love Hellen 1 I Love Sd Girls 1 Pearl aka prescilla pics Loving You all my life Jimrock Mp3 Files Jimrock blabber SD Ballor 1 South Bay Life 1 Jimrock Bio 1996-2000 I Hate san Diego www.420djs.com www.kazaa.com Hate Jimrock 1 www.Cyberbabies.tv Sign Jimrock's Guestbook View Jimrock's Guestbook View My 2nd Guestbook Sign My 2nd Guestbook Contact Jimrock We get a break in The Evolution of a new scene for San Diego...I seen Like 30-50 People Kickin it at the burger king on east h in Chula Vista. An Overflow of the movie theaters. For years now SD Has been dead. I always said The Young kids aren't starting anything up. The only wak scene going on was that "social" wak shyt because the mexicans are really mean to other people. they speak spanish and stay in a real tight knit groups never letting anyone else in. So Promoters who did my scene just started acting fake like jimmy aguilar and now he does tangaloo and baby rock freak events bla bla bla. Well I am happy to say those days will soon be over. And who is the promoter who runs these little kids as they grow older. Well Jimrock Is Already Scoping out Houses In Eastlake Hills and Rancho Del Rey. A fund of 4,000 Dollars will be given to the most opular kids of each college and high school so they can buy kegs and speakers. We will be designing flyers and hooking up the kids with the best printing prices for those 4 color rave style flyers. Also Anyone In Chula Vista Can Promote with no BBH Taxation. Free enterprise is our Idea in 2003 and 2004. We leave the doors open for Our locals to run it. Jimrock also has 3 Young kids he has been talking to daily. Chosen From over 5,000 Chula Vista Locals The Most Popular of the Popular groups. These Young promoters will be mentored By Jimrock and taught the Right way to Rule the sweetwater district. Will many promoters JImrock has taught none have made the cut. Most get greedy and go solo before they are to be set free. a bird can only fly high after he has spent his time with the flock. CV SCENE IS BOOMING! ...........This is a good sign for sd. But on the Bad news sign. Just like we have a scene emerging in Chula Vista our alter ego is evolving it's own scene. national city Has something Brewing. Just Lat night the 24th of may 2003 I saw a fight at super sergio's on Sweetwater rd. some young bucks fighting in the parking lot. The asians were inside as normal and the lot was packed but I don;t want this violence to overflow to chula vista. We have seen this before with a protoge of jimrock the promoter " white danny boy" From eastlake, promoting fighting and ultimately leeding to his own demize and the elimination of a house party scene. You keep the fighting you lose the girls. you lose the girls you lose the fun. you lose the fun you lose the parties. For this 2003-2004 year I think I will import Stoners because stoners to me are like dosile rhino in the heard. they are soo calm and do not cause trouble. damm the trailer mansion was taken today. haters love to ruin peoples lives, hating because they have incest problems. damm how i see the best and the worst out of chula. Tons of people have tons of lives and as one of the most popular people in south diego i see that people have angst. The scene In Chula is getting bigger. The song of the week is dayton family "real with this". Getaway by mobb deep was last weeks song. the freestyle song of the month is timmy t "time after time". .............I get 200 Emails a day. Mostly from Webmaster bitching about junk or bootleggers asking tech tips or something., That remids me. This fagget jimmy aguilar owes me 300 bucks so if anyone see's him email me and tell me where he is for a reward. Today may 24th 2003 there was alot of action at chula vista mall. Girls everywhere. skaters coming out doing kick-flips. I saw alot of young white boys kickin it. this is a good sign as an emergence of a new scene. Controlling these waves of people is the next step. As the leader and shot caller I hope I do not make the same mistakes I made last time. even though I did not make mistakes, It is just the parties got soo big other promoters had to step in and they did a few things wrong. But in my thesis paper on "Manipulating the masses" I have devised several proven techniques on These issues. We will use Lighter beer and discourage brown bottles over 12 ounces. We also need to seperate the higher and lower classes in different sections. But you can choose what section or part of the party or kick back you like but this will resolve in better matchmaking and social interaction. i hate fighting and I don;t want to see it. I was the one who created the "Perfect party Scenario" and my proven ways are effective. The Problem is other people do not go by my guidelines. They always want to do things their way. But if it works why are you trying to fix it? In 6 months I beleive I will see the emergence of a strong "no socials" scene. And this is wonderfull. See The mexicans are very mean to the other races and they only listen to that house techno crap. With more people being of mixed race I like to say that Chula Vista Will be an epicenter of fun of exciting parties and night clubs in the future. a social Circle like the one I am building takes time and effort. Alot of money and a smart mothafucker like me. If there is no party scene what do you do? create one yourself. back in the day it was lolitas, well the parking lot of l street lolitas is too 80's and too choppy. east h street is perfect for crowds with rubio's across the street from burger king Business will be booming. I have arranged certian shops to open later on friday and saturday nights for this flux in business. Asians are taking the bus from national City to The center of this ugly sicoals scene " chula vista mall" I am soo glad other races are coming in. One weird thing chula vista is seeing is the huge black population of fools kickin it. TONS OF BLACK PEOPLE IN CHULA in 2003 walking , "have you noticed?". As far as me Finding a girlfriend. Well "d" a worker at vons in Terra nova told me about some girls asking about me. Some "fans " as he described. It is nice to see my fans start to come out. Sometimes I wonder where everyone is sometimes. Like Today Driving through telegraph canyon rd shopping center. Their rebuilding everything on the East side of the shopping center. And I was thinking how I really never see anyone. Yester day I saw ivan and his bro some Eastlake guys from class of 2000 I used to throw parties with but even they say how they were married for two years this and that. I guess moving on with life is apart of life. But I have not even found a girl to be my first girlfriend while people I grew up with are on their 3rd or 5th baby. People develope at different rates and for people like me who have a "child like mind" I grow up much slower. It's sad to think about myself sometimes. I was talking to a drug dealor today and I said, "Well I'm a promoter and we are in a depression so there are no parties so I am out of work, then why are you and your friends struggling as well? In a depression mode you should flourish and vice versa with you not working and me throwing tons of parties. what is wrong with our economy and social structure?" I guess with every generation you have gaps before the next generation can make their mark. It is the generation in the middle. those 2-5 years that have to suffer. but I guess they get the better life because they move on with thier lives faster but they still never get to see what I have seen. When i was a kid the older cats showed me how it was done, I just took it to the next level with sofisticated advertising strategies. I used those economic tru's I learned and applied it to a variable social atmosphere. This is quantum social manipulation, very complicated when you have millions of people to deal with. But clearchannel and viacom have been doing this for years. See once you have a strong-hold you do not let go. an unfair monopoly is previlant in every industry in the us. As Much as I hate veryone The people I do not hate are now out and about. The new Jimrock territory withh be H Street east from terra nova to eastlake. All under the No taxation rules of Jimrock. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How People Try to Be Like Me...... Imitation may be flattery but Everyone and everywhere I go People try to be like me. As The Number One trnd setter on the west coast I have to say These Immitators are soo funny. Too may fake people out there. I see soo many new cats. This and that ent or bla bla bla productions. Well entertain someone or produce something before you have a name like that. Buster ass ho never slanged a sack in your life got taxed last week for your bammer ass sack. There are soo many lames but just to name a few are Kutfather Worldwide Inc. & Big Daddy Jay-Q Productions in conjunction with Str8 Clownin' Entertainment. Just reading those names are a joke. wanna be club promoters are the funniest ones. It Feels Good to be the dop. Pushing everything hard. Can;t make a cd they try to promote a club for an event. "Do a house party first" baby steps is what these small time cats need. There are soo many people and places I hate. Audio excellence is a bunch of fags except for M-pulse he is cool he works there. AC&S sucks dick as well, Bunch of bandwagon fakers faggots, They are lucky I don;t burn down their store before I tax their ass. These Stores need to stick to what they do, sell records or sell stereo's rims whatever. get out of the producing music,promoting events,selling tickets bla bla bla. Bunch of lames. You guys make me sick and I hope just one of you motherfuckas talk shit about me because I'm on top of you and I'll step on your buster ass. I usually never get mad but fakes and lames make me sick to my stomach. Don't listen to what other people say, We are not out gang banging all day wearing dickies and smoking bud with chollas. It is 2003 and as a leader I'm always in meetings all day talking with other leaders about money and power and issues of the day week or month. Besides what the police community or goverment say about Organized factions of Locals In The South Of cali, we Do soo much good. I maintain the peace myself. If It wasn;t for a few people there would be anarchy out there.We are not barbarians and Stealing robbing and looting is not the trade we condone. Yess some people distribute drugs but those are the select few who have been given a bad shake at life and who are soo poor that selling dope is their only option. It would be pure anarchy out there if it wasn't for me and if it wasn;t for chula vista being a buffer zone between the south side and nc and shell town. what does a gang member do in chula vista? Promotes parties. what does a gang member do in National CIty? Sells drugs. Locals are just a product of their own community. What does a gang member do in bonita? Rolls with Jimrock. Pimps Bitches. See there are soo many girls out there that I have no time to go find someone who owes me money or Something went down bla bla bla. There are bigger issues at hand like, I'm hungry or I gotta go buy a plasma big screen at best buy. Life is short so make it fun. Like spc psyco south side is making this dvd video with some whatever production company. The name of it is "the underground" . Wow. The Underground. This is underground, that shyt is fake. I'm underground. At any time I can Blow up, Directors and Producers Always try to bribe me woith cash for a feature film. Sony wanted a deal with me. Time warner aol wanted to make a deal with me for my story this and that. I don;t sell out, and I know I would lose my creativity if I went commercial With my videos,pictures,stories,music whatever. I do not want to lose it. A gradual evolution from underground to commercial is what everyone has tried to accomplish. and yess I will lose alot of street credibility by selling to the masses. But who cares, I'm balling anyway so fuckit anyways/ I'm a g and that is ok with me. I may be on mtv or bet or making a huge movie but I have a few fans and that is cool with me. My dreams and goals are not big. I want to be a maid at motel 6 and clean peoples rooms while robbing them blind. a sucky job with perks. whatever lies in store for me this is true. You will never beas good or smart as me. You will never be as creative or original as me. You still struggle with your own identity and you still wonder who the fk you are inside. I know who I am. I'm the rock and You jock non stop.... he he he.. I look at things with a laugh, I like to smile. I'm angry alot because this is a bad time for guys like me. But I hope things pick up. I have never seen things this bad in san diego. Downtown sucks and gaslamp sucks. see the south bay as a unit and as a self sufficient world in its own. I mean chula vista practically runs itself. It has a marina a ghetto a rich area an old area a downtown and maybe 15 different burrows just in one city. Things are just weird out there. And it has nothing to do with everyone trying to grow up or find themselves. It has nothing to do with These ego driven competition of who will be successfull in life compared to your peers. It is just a weird time in sd. a transition pahse or are we really into year 3 of this devistating depression? Ib and certian parts do not feel this depression with people on the streets and a scene slowly growing but cmon now. The Biggest Scenes Right now is the Dope game, The Tweeker circles and The South bay gang Scene. And all 3 of those scenes are very dangerous for new Booties to jump into. But day after day we see lames turn into rebels turn into taggers turn into tag bangers turn into chollos turn into bomb slangers and now they have turned into peilt heads. What is next? gimmie something good. I wish rebels were back. They may be gay but at lease they brought bitches with them....... and how the mtv and courts took away capoboss.com capoboss from us. Fuk that. You take away 1 domain from us we open up 4 more to take that place. and we put up the gats and the quaga and whatever we want. I'm tired of these mp3 kazaa haters trying to shut our networks down. you get madd that we put up mpeg and mp3 files? then we do what you hate. we make our own and put them up. and if the artists have problems with using their beat. let them come at us. I can handle them with ease.... We got 4 ak's now in the hummer. may June 2003 In San Diego. The Streets are still dead in Diego. The South bay is Just a skeleton of what it once was. The Police are happy because there are no parties and the streets are quiet. or so they think. huge smoker parties are going on in every house and apartment in the south bay. Smoking bomb isn;t easy but everyone is doing it. It isn;t that the party scene died or everyone left it. The scene is actually bigger than it ever was, It is just separated itself into smaller circles. If All these circles of friends and people got together. damm that would be a huge party. As Far as life. well life sucks still. I cruise around southwestern college almost everyday at dusk. That is fun. I like to p[lay gangster rap tp teach those wanna be mexicans a lesson. The YEAR IS 2003. WHERE DID EVERYONE GO IN SAN DIEGO ? It is June July In America's Finest City and We See no Locals in the Street or Anywhere in Chula Vista. In Ph I never See any Asian Girls Anymore. Now My Projection Charts From 1997 and 1998 show huge population growths in every south bay city with Chula Vista gaining 30 percent in 2 years alone. All this to do with h Street , J Street, Telegraph and Olympic Parkway Extended all the way to Sprung valley, Got damm. They have Opened the flood gates from chula eastlake going so far east that dictionary hill is in plain sight. How east side PH actually called city of Jimrock or City OF briarwood is on floss mode once again.Today I met a girl.... She lives in Temecula. I want to see her today. That is the 20th but I think she is going out with some guy. well well well.Even Though I'm paranoid and Def. in the dope game,I think these hoes and fools out to get me main. I have to say We Will be reporting about this close encounter......... Is OG Jimrock BBH Crew Dating again?It isn't true,is it??? And "If I have to roll with a fine girl then I have to man up. And If I have to getclose to her, then I gotta do, what I gotta do. I'm worried though. Because I don't think they are ready." Click Here- to see her web site. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is Jimrock Dating? Yes is what Local San Diego rats report. In 2003 Jimrock Has taken San Diego By Storm, Crushing City Streets With loaded Gats and Pizzo's Smoked out on a Peilt Back One.Rocking Side to side Jimrock IS Back In The dating Scene After Leaving That Scene for 4 Years now..I mean Jimrock has been importing Mira Mesa Girls and Sorrento valley Girls for half a year now. But with this depression in sd even those girls are damaged merchandise. We Now see Jimrock Pulling kitty cats out of his bag, From Left field He Imports Girls That make the SD Locals See a glimmer of Hope. We Caught-up With Jimrock's at Plaza Bonita shopping and he said... "Yha I'm dating again. I Just started talking to girls agian. It has been along time but late is better than others.I don;t know what is out there and I am very scared but I will have fun, Don;t you see me smilin? It will hurt to touch another girl but I got to do what I got to do. I'm not rolling with any ugly girls. I Don't have the Krystol Bottles Or The Clothes or jewelry like I used to sport but I'm cool. I have years of time to make up but I'm not racing anyone.More and more girls want to be with me but I'm not even caring. Where were they when i was hurting? and for these haters. It's either me or you, Cuz beleive me dog. I know a bitch like you aint got shit to lose. You aint a gangster and yess you can get touched.But hating on me Is counter-productive my friend. "Hate the Bomb Not the Smoker"................." Jimrock Talks about dating in 2003 Jimrock Also said..."Yha I have been making myself UN-happy For along time. The reason that I Didn;t get girls for years was because I just didn;t want to talk to any girls and When I did I felt I Didn;t deserve any girl pretty or any girl that would make me happy. I was doing it to myself. I was thinking about the loser I was and how girls never liked me. and Recently Last year and this year we have jessica and company who were good girls , but I just wasn;t ready to move up.I guess my greiving period. I had tons of chances to be with many, many girls. And sometimes I guess I gave in. But I have been really stressed out because of this depression we are in now. No Parties, No Scene. and Its dead out there. Not for me, I thrive in any Social or economic situation. I actually think I'm thriving with this male female ratio off-balance and the shortage of guys to girls in the South bay.I need to please Myself. It is not a point of Being a player or a pimp because those Ideas of Thinking are Old and dated. Even Brose before hoes is dated. 21 will never be out-dated. But In Drastic times I have to use my special circumstances rule. I mean Even in my time of reign when I was throwing parties every weekend and collecting more cash than drug dealors I still never even abused my power when it came to girls And being with the fine girls. that is what everyone thought, I was rolling with tons of girls.I'm not a big person about the feeling of excess. But Everything Must change. And If I have to roll with a fine girl then I have to man up. And If I have to getclose to her, then I gotta do, what I gotta do. I'm worried though. Because I don't think they are ready." I want a baby that is true.I guess the Only thing that is keeping me from being with someone is myself. My own demons. I want a nice peice of ass though. It is soo hard to choose when the selection is soo big. damm I mean. I never wanted to become anything in life. But This stigma or this fate keeps chasing me . No matter what I do I succeed. I hate it. Even when I throw away a few .com's and go back to a small geocities web site or try to do something small guess what? I get 50 thousand or 100 thousand hits within the first 6 months. No matter what I do I am stuck for becomeing a pillar of the community. Everywhere I go people look up to me. Everyone has a different way of showing it but It's like they took a class on bbh and jimrock and Now that I have arrived it's test time. Even People not from the southbay recognize game. But Is this what I wanted? fame and fourtune? No. I hate money like you would not beleive. I guess my barter system ways are obsolete but I know people who still thrive on the barter system, But Me loving someone. mann how hard is it for me to meet someone. not very hard. Everyone adores me. I meam who wouldn;t I already realized the key to life many years ago. But I was punished for finding it out as such a young age. Everyone reaches some form of enlightenment but I reached a higher plane of thinking, In that Everything made sence. Everything was clear, why bums were bums, why people steal why cops are cops. I know everything now. But I can;t tell anyone. See everyones meaning of life is unique. in 2003 Jimrock Still Hurts Inside ..............Still Hurting inside Things are hard for me . Everyday I dwell and try to forget the past. I mean time heals all wounds right. And It is getting better. I can travel through most of chula vista and not have any relapse problems or any flashbacks. It is really hard when I meet a fan. Usually they are soo happy to see me, but sometimes they are dissapointed to see who I am. I'm just a normal person, Like everyone else. Just because I took over the game doesn't mean I am any different than you or me. Alot of people say even today I have fallen off, but little do they know I still control many factors in many industries. With my minon's working Under my orders I still traffic thousands of megs of data to all parts of the globe. Our weight distribution centers work around the clock giving you what you need., I still call shots when it comes to events or any social gathering. It might not be me on the flyer or in the headlines but I always have my say. I also still contrinute to the drug trade between US and Mexico, Offering my Non Partial Ideas about distribution,transportation, and purification. Most of my recipies for shabu have revolutionized the cooking process worldwide. And my breakthrough in organic chemistry has produced a better plant, But those revalations are mearly hobby and trend setting ideas that establish me as the superpower that I am. .............These Days Our generation is The main Shot callers In the game. I don;t care what anyone says. The person who calls shots is the one who makes money. The guy who makes money does and says what he wants to. since I make the most money I do and say what i want and Nobody can tell me otherwise untill they earn the funds I produce. I have to say money is endless and I produce endless amounts of it. Boosting the economy is easy for me because I am in the Entertainment Industry. Also the Hospitality Industry. I make peoples lives better. I give people what they want. Peace of mind, distraction,laugh,or pleasure.. it does not matter. Anything to pass the time is good with me. but with soo much love I give people what has this world given back to me, nothing I have ever wanted. maybe a taste that keeps me alive. How JimRock feels In 2003 .........I feel horrible. I mean I cannot breath most of the day. I am soo sick inside. My head always hurts all the time. I have a cat that always sneeks in my room and pisses on my bed. so I have no bedsheets and no blankets but some small blankie. Its cold at night and I am always freezing. I can;t find my stevie b cd and The Girl I want to bone lives in temecula. But I have never been more alone than I have these last few months. See alot of people wait all their childhood life to be independant, but I don't. I wish I had a mom and dad. I wish I had some sort of parents to call or live with. I wish I knew who were my cousins or uncles. maybe I could have someone to relate with. Unfortunately I am the only person left in my gene pool. That is why finding a girl is soo important to me. I need to reproduce before my family line is extinct. ThERE really is nothing much in life I am waiting for. next month I'm going to buy a big screen for my room. Wow. bug deal hu. No big deal to me. I'M going to buy a boat after that. I want a boat just to hang out inside of it. I hate the water, makes me sick. yha flower said " when I come down to san diego we will meet up" and yesterday she was in mission beach and couldn;t even hollar. She looks good no doubt about that but she is kind of demanding. I have to talk to her when she wants and it doesn;t matter if I'm doing the dishes out in the street or making cash on the grind. her way right away. I think we are both leo's. I haven;t been to the mall in 4 days. maybe that is why I don;t feel soo good. I better go tommorow and go buy something. I guess without tina or without me promoting life goes on. And life will always go on i guess. but I don;t like it. This is not the life I wanted and This is not the life I like living. and That is why I do not want to live anymore. and that is why I will not be living for very much longer. I guess the reason why I like freestyle music soo much is because it is pimp shyt. I have never found a dance music that was cool except for maybe rump shaker or that two live crew shit. and yess freestyle music is pure. I mean Rap is cool but that gangsta stuff Is played out. maybe I have seen the bad side of " the ghetto" so it isn't appealing to me. I like ghetto-ness but Only when it is appropriate. Like I have been waiting to hit the streets shooting for along time. but There has not been a viable reason such as revelnge or lustfullness lately. Freestyle Music like timmt-t , stevie-b, lil suzy,tka, is the bomb. You can dance to it and the girls jock. Especially the fine pacific islander girls in ph. They Jock those songs. and It's wholesum, something for the whole family. No bad words and all they talk about is love. what is worse than that???? maybe country . ........Yha I want a girlfriend. I have been wanting a girlfriend for along time now. I don't know whats wrong with me. I have been getting more and more depressed lately. but the scary part is I have been getting more angry. This is not a trait i usually show. I usually like to bottle up my anger untill it controls me in a sycopath rage. I love it when my anger Drives me to plot and plan your ultamite demize. And this month has not been an uneventfull one with 2 assasination attempts on me and tippy locote. Alot of ego tripping out there. Phone bangers are now making house calls with gats trying to blast someone, trying to make a name for themselves. I sometimes think of these people and All I can think is " how Lame are these people ". They are just haters. And I am a hater no doubt. But It's different when I hate, I'm sneeky and I slither. These haters bust pancho's, hollywood styles. trying to get as many people involved as they can, not knowing the juice card can be played on their ass. No matter how big someone thinks they are, there is always a bigger fish. The question I hear everyday Is "where the hoes at". I don;t talk to hoes so I would not know, and The only girls i know just want to talk to me. that is one of the main reasons why fools hate me. because of these girls. Either it is their girl or their date or some girl they like , It's always something. Or the fact that I am supposevly hiding girls and when they don;t kick it I call up all these girls and it;s on. Girls are always envolved. One thing I hate lately is this gang scene or dope game scene with all these "so called taxers" trying to call shots. First of all these peoples minds are about evolved as an ape with a 5th grade education. Small minded people who could not grasp any sort of edieals or loyalty or trust in the world so they follow a puppet masters flawed rules. So all these shot callers are guys we know this. But all these guys are either dead or in Jail. There is a short supply of men Who do big things In San Diego who Isn;t locked up or dead. So Who carries on the orders? The Girlfriend or wife. Thats all we need. Women doing things. Women have always been ruling the world but low pro, but unfortunately the mexican race has not produced an evolved mind inside the body of a woman. The mexican brain is primative but socially advanced. As with anyone everyone has their excell points. I'm going to call shots in Chula Vista and I do not care what anyone says. The City is mine and nobody can take that away from me. See one of the great things about me Is I do not hold any value in the police or Us Lwas. I also do not hold any value in any gangs or criminal groups. I operate under my own guidelines and rules that I set myself and that can be changed at any time. I do practice freedom of speech and That is one thing I love about the U.S.A. Damm It's Time to let them know. San Diego may Be dead as far as Parties and Any Sort of scene in 2003, But in 2003 for me ....You still can't see me.HA.HA Download Jimrock Wallpaper Number 1 To listen to a song right click the file and "save target as" Then burn it to a cd with nero or adaptec or psxcopy 2000. Jimrock's "Still Smoking Bomb" 2003 Audio Pre-Release Demo's Download 400kb Jimrock Mp3 File San Diego Still Smoking Bomb 2003 res. - Song 01 Download 600kb Jimrock Mp3 File San Diego Still SMoking Bomb 2003 res. - Song 02 Download 456kb Jimrock Mp3 File San Diego Still Smoking Bomb 2003 res. - Song 04 Download 632kb Jimrock Mp3 File San Diego Still SMoking Bomb 2003 res. - Song 6 I Hope Yopu enjoyed these Local San Diego Pielt Classics