Like the diner table-top with its glass slab
that traps a patch of images underneath—
newspaper clippings, old photos, have you what—
there rests upon this flat farm-patched earth
a glassy slab;
this is the frozen air of a warm spring day, and
foam from an overambitiously topped cup of cocoa fizzles
on top—these are the clouds plopped on earth’s dinner table.

Old men will sit and drag their yellowed fingernails
across the dully glib
land, land of country quilts and bearded
weary-eyed farmers, drag their silent
dirty nails and nurse warm mugs. They
will note that silent, glass-trapped
world with nostalgia,
perhaps, or indifference. Indifference, perhaps, for
that time when they too walked upright only
in their minds—flat, indeed, in the scheme of
things. Nostalgia, perhaps,
because it was so painful, so
noisy,
so leather-worn cracked direct. For
now it is silent. These

are old men, there is an old
man seated across
from an old
man in a diner booth, dragging
his finger and
drinking from a
mug,
the other much the same,
the both simultaneously listening.

For who are they but the same
man, asking each self in desperate quiet for the reason
they drink, for the reason their beards
puff gray?

The land below the glass is like so many past
newspaper clippings interrogated,
presumably narrating endless present in the
yellowed figures of the past.

There is ferocity in these old men, in their muted interrogation.

As they are of nothing, the men
are gone without transition
and the diner is closed. A waitress,

left palm pressed to the glass
by its edge, with her right hand
wipes up the clouds.



When Yeats wrote that the center couldn’t hold,
he itched with promise, nearly leaped out of his skin;
but now that that revolution has proven a weasel,
he lives in quiet alleys, selling paste and wallpaper
and seeing what stanzas his mind can bear to recall,
whether idle background doodles represent another facet

of his old, bone-rattling art. If this rough, obscure facet,
furry with moss as a stone heavy with sitting, can hold
the fire of the lilt that every Irish brother must recall,
then it seems the paste would melt into the poet’s skin,
humid and grumous, and hang this pelt, like wallpaper,
on the old poet’s bones. Thus hung and settled, a weasel

of seclusion, limps, and expert squints, a weasel
of urban burrows, he’d show his land a fresh-cut facet
of the Yeatsian verse. O songs of wallpaper
sung in action’s meter, rhymed in symmetric hold
on broomstick and baguette, drafted in folds of skin:
this is the poetry that habit helps recall.

What crumpled revolutionaries now struggle to recall
was then a man of razor beauty who with weasel
thoughts of virtue and with cruelly glinting skin
whipped language into mountains, exploded every facet
of the pebble into shards that even brilliance couldn’t hold.
For this man truth was only wallpaper.

But now plangent silence devotes itself to wallpaper,
and the prophecy of mountains is one that none recall;
these same old trembling hands a whispering spirit hold,
and nature does not cherish anymore the weasel.
Under what cool rock have you discovered this facet,
old man, what mossy stream has transformed your skin?

I shed my revelation like a dried-out skin,
I scraped off my nightmares like old wallpaper.
The red body, panicked raw, seeks a new facet
to an ancient problem, one it can’t seem to recall...
And in the deep fields of forest, a weasel
awakens to its grasping paws, loosens its hold.

My weasel spirit slapped up on the wallpaper,
I recall a once-dull facet of my polished silence;
Within a skin of language, I hold two beating hearts.



Jacob Wrestling the Angel

she did not come, but was there
as one awakes to find oneself asleep
and then, being awake, searches for the moment
the transition
when sleep set in

to no avail.

we locked arms
two
almost indistinguishable

almost

too late to find the moment
the transition
where
naivelight(empty?)
stopped skipping along with us;
the road is too long and
it’s night anyway.

but now there is This
and This has its fingers around my wrists

and the dirt below me, itself
calm

This frightening divinity knocks the breath out of my lungs

it was always here

the stars, shards of glass on the blue linoleum sky
the air is space
        cooling the insides of my lungs
and nostrils
and chilling the glistening that limps down in front of my ears


then
the sun is there,
on the lip of the earth
        like sleep

having not come
and she lets go

turning slowly away
a glimmer of her wing flutters in the yawning wind
as it rises and falls with her breath

I look up.


Sonnet (in a car on the subway)
for J. A. Prufrock


A subway train is longer than you think:
In photographs the lights trail on behind,
Float blur by blur in millipedic link:
The residue: a steel banana’s rind.
And passing the camera, in one passing car,
A grocery bag lolls by a man in tweed—
Inside one slightly sticky peach; thus far
He has in daily prayer spat out the seed.
O tell me not you know this man beside;
He, rocking tersely with the swaying train:
He has a cough that wracks him from inside.
Yes, his trails on behind in lighted chain.
        It blurs with yours among the streaking lights:
        Half-eaten fruits behind in hollow night.




After the beat, there is a misty city;
it is a tailor’s chalk on felt buildings,
callous gentle hands painting ancient moulding
silently around closed windows in which voices crumble
and the beat slides.
Moving on his hand encounters one open—
inside outside the usual contents spill out onto the felt,
dully softly coming to rest like a pull-back-go car
running out of its whir,
succumbing to understanding.

He catches, smiles, exhales through his nose.

It is cold and fresh, this tailor’s chalk,
tasting of misty apple bit from tree trunk.

Others swing their feet over buildings’ edges
together alternating together together
they swirl the mist, chalky mist, wet mist, like a circus
worker scooping cotton candy in winter.

The tailor’s tongue plays gently in his part-opened mouth,
gently aspiring to the swirling legs.
        The beat ends, and the tailor
looks up from one silence into another;

A window opens, the next drum commences:
The misty city returns to its silences.




My soul spills out over the world,
rolling itself across the earth’s blue plastic surface
I lie face don on a prickly carpet, press my
cheek into its dryness and am liquid,
spreading, thinning, extending endlessly

I close my eyes and time does me
a favor, quietly motions for Sun
to slip softly to a lower perch on his
playground dome,
hanging his elbow in one of the triangular holes
and resting his chin on the painted metal, gently meditative
6 o’clock

I curl up in a puddle of Me
snuggling a little off-center
on the vast plane of blue while time
he stands, smiles at Sun, thanking and knowing

I bleed my mercury soul and am comforted.



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