Big Love. What most people call God,  I call Creative Awareness.  It is all around us in every moment, it surges through us so we are never without it.  It has a particular feeling to it that I call Big Love.  These were the only words I could find that seem to give the meaning I wanted, to explain how it feels when you are in  connection with it.  And it is something that I would love all people to experience.   This creative awareness is huge, and exists throughout our Universe so it is all things and more.   Without it there can be no things, as it supplies everything that is needed, it  supplies all our needs.   So in every situation that we can experience, the creative awareness is supplying us with what we need, whether we think it is or not.   It can't do otherwise,  that is not it's nature Because this is so, all things must be as they should be in that moment, only we do not see it and we judge it as something good or bad.  In the bigger pictures nothing that exists can be judged by us with our human perspective, it does not have good or bad stamped on it when it was created, it was just created.  So that leaves us with looking to see what was in it for us, what the Creative Awareness has supplied us with.   This applies to all things, even horrifying events that end the lives of many people.  We see it as an event with Victims.  But we do not look and see that the creative awareness supplied everything needed for those events, so the Victims must have been part of the overall plan.   So this leads us to another insight.    In the bigger pictures,  we have made plans for this life, we made decisions about what we wanted to experience this time, we made contracts with others to co-supply experiences or be a part of events and we included all the options and various choices we wanted to have.   We are living those contracts we made.   So are the people who we get angry with, so are all the people that we come into contact with.  We have contracts with them all, and on a larger scale the same thing applies.  People who have experienced ethnic cleansings and  huge disasters , all of them had contracts to be there and do what they did.  And the Creative Awareness provided the means.

So how can we judge these people to be Victims when they were showing their own inate Big Love for us by choosing to be a part of something that helps others to learn?  We forget that the Creative Awareness has helped to bring this for us all,  so we can see the bigger pictures as we grow.   This is done for us with Big Love, from the Creative Awareness; It is done for us so that we may learn to see more clearly, to grow stronger and more aware in the times ahead.  When we see without the judgements that we make about things, we start to see what I call the bigger pictures.  We know that everything happens for a reason,  that things happen so we can learn and experience, and that things are created by the creative Awareness we call God.  So then it is up to us to see why things happen, to understand at a deeper level than our fear based, quick judgements, and to see that we are supported with Love,  a Big Love.