Someone was calling me to wake up, I could hear my name being called. So I opened my eyes and found that the ceiling was right in front of my nose!! Oddly enough, it didn't feel strange, in fact it felt very normal to me even at such a young age. I rolled over and looked down at my bed to see someone asleep in it, someone who looked like a soft, grey, statue of me. I wanted to get down to the floor and quickly moved to be standing at the foot of my bed, looking at me sleeping. I could still hear someone calling me, I felt hunger inside and moved down the hallway towards the kitchen, only stopping long enough to look through my sister's bedroom door and see outside the Milkman's horse and cart doing the 1 AM rounds. I then noticed a couple of things, firstly, my feet were not touching the ground . Secondly, I was giving off enough light to easily see. At the kitchen I tried to open the refrigerator door only to find my hand pass straight through the handle with a tingling sensation. So I experiemented with all the door handles and cupboards in our kitchen. Still someone called me, so I thought it was my Mum and moved off into their bedroom. Mum was awake and reading, but she could not see or hear me when I called to her. The voice still continued calling me, then suddenly I realized that the Caller was in my bedroom and so I went back in there to find them sitting in mid-air smiling a huge, Loving smile towards me. He was dressed in white robes, had long silver hair and beard, and eyes the shape of big almonds while his skin was a deep tanned colour. He smiled at me more and thought to me, "Mark, do you remember ?" Right then a whole new understanding came bubbling up into my awareness...I also wore the white robes, "Yes, my friend, I do know you.", I answered for I had known this being for all time. As I became aware of this, I noticed that the light coming from me grew very bright and I was filled with the most Loving feeling that I could remember experiencing. Much more happened that night although I do not remember most of it now. My Higher-Self had come to show me that I was not alone and abandoned in this strange world we call Earth.
and it's because we are possessors of energy that
has Awareness, that we are the means by which
the Universe becomes aware of itself".
- Don Juan Matus
the world of Form and the otherworld of Force,
for true enlightenment lies balanced between them.
Let our goal therefore be:
To live and thrive amid form and force,
being in the world, but not of it".
- St. Cornneille,
'The Yellow Book of Ferns'
