| Patience by angel |
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| Patience I don't know how to spell it, I don't have and I don't know where to buy it, so from now on is the "p" word. They say it is a venture and that all good things come to those who wait. But I know what I want I want it now if not yesterday!! With all of that said it is the hardest thing I have ever had to learn, and I am still trying to find it. In being "p" you can learn just what it is you are looking for in a Dom/me sub relationship. Take the time to get to know the person. Give yourself time to watch how that person reacts to others, how they talk to others, that is the way you will be treated at some point. Best Dom foot forward. As a new subbie I need to have "p" to get to know me and what it is I want out of a D/s relationship. I have to give myself time to know what qualities I am looking for in a Dom. From time to time they do change. Finding the Dom I am willing to give my all to has to be the one I have waited for and looked for and found. "P" is not easy to come by. Wish I could just go out and buy it but that will not happen. It has to come from within. Not ease for me, but with time and the "p" of my mentor and protectors I will find it and will be greatful that I did wait for it. Submission is the most important gift a sub can give so the "p" to wait for that right one is worth it all. When you rush into anything you are setting yourself up to be hurt. The first talk can go easy the 1,000 may not. Wait for the 1,000 and look with your eyes not just your heart not just with your loneliness. Wait, watch, listen, learn, get to know. It will come if not today then there is always tomorrow. |
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