Boxes
of Love
By
Richan
Disclaimer:
I don't own Harry or Severus, but - if I could - I'd like to take Remus home. I
only own Blythe Weasley – all sixteen-months-old bouncing baby girl full of joy
and love for her godfather, Harry – daughter of Ron and Hermione from "Be
You Blythe and Bonny."
AN:
Insanity (as always is the case for the growing number of fics in the Trick and
Treats universe (I'm on the fourth one?!)), a little mushy stuff.
Harry
watched the door, trying to will it to open and reveal Severus on the other
side. He knew he had left his husband a note about dinner and he was sure that
the man had read it. It was Valentine's Day after all, and even if Harry tended
to hate the holiday himself, he wanted to take the chance that he could show
his husband just how much he loved him and not have to think of an explanation
why he was getting all mushy.
Harry
fingered the box he had sitting on his lap, ready to give to his husband. It
had taken him almost a month tracking down some of the things that had gone
into it, and he couldn't wait to see the expression on his husband's face when
he opened it. Maybe even this time Severus would smile, unlike this past
Christmas when Sirius and Remus had shown up just when they had gotten to
opening presents and the man scowled the rest of the day, no longer caring
about the amount of time Harry had given to search out the book that Severus
had been longing to acquire.
No,
this day was going to be different as soon as Severus walked inside the door.
He
had gotten Remus to keep Sirius as far as possible from Hogwarts as he could.
And Harry knew that Ron and Hermione had off-loaded their daughter on the
twins, knowing that no matter how much trouble the little girl caused, it would
be nowhere near the amount Fred and George would. So, Harry knew there would be
no interruptions, especially as he had made Severus' mother a deal that she
could haunt him for the next week if she went and bugged everyone but stayed out
of their rooms.
Harry
looked at the clock briefly and saw that the hand for his husband was still on
'Classroom.' It would be like his husband to be there until the last moment,
trying to 'dampen the egos' of his students as he put it.
He
went back to his door watching. Soon the candles floating around the room - to
give a romantic but not girly smelling air to them - were giving the room a
toasty feeling. Harry blinked to keep himself from falling asleep, but soon he
couldn't manage to keep his eyes open.
******
Severus
blinked his eyes, sure that they were still glued to the pages of the book he
had been reading. Once he was able to focus, he looked around the room
wondering what had woken him. His eyes traveled around until they landed on a
pale ghost hovering in front of him.
If
Severus had still been a child, he would have gulped when he saw the look on
his mother's face.
As
it was, it was enough to scare a year off his life even though his mask did not
move an inch.
"What
is it, Mother?" he asked, feeling slightly snarky at his work being
interrupted. He had been deep in the middle of reading a discussion on whether
or not it was illegal to use belladonna-based potions on muggles.
"Do
you know what day it is?" the ghost of Hermione Snape asked.
"It's
the fourteenth, Mother," Severus answered. Of course he knew what day it
was. He wasn't stupid.
Then
it hit him.
Yes,
he was stupid.
Now
that he remembered, he could recall getting a short note from his young husband
on having dinner tonight in their rooms rather than meeting up in the Great
Hall, where everyone would expect the Potions Master and the Muggle Studies
Professor to eat with the rest of the school. A note that had expected him in
their rooms a little less than two hours ago, now that he noticed the clock on
the wall pointing out 'late for date' in big blocky (Harry) hand printed
letters.
"@%&$!"
"Severus!"
The
man the ghost was addressing ignored her scandalous chiding and looked over at
the door that connected his classroom with first his office and then with the
rooms he shared with Harry. Feeling like he was walking towards his doom,
Severus slowly rose from the chair, not even noticing when Hermione Snape gave
a huff and floated out towards the Slytherin dormitories. Instead, he was solely
focused on grabbing the box he had found just the other day from the drawer in
his desk that even Harry was forbidden from opening. He had thought that Black
had taken the box, since it was supposed to have been one of Harry's Christmas
presents, but of course the stupid mutt had shown up just when Severus was
feeling in a good mood.
He
had been quite happy to wake up and find his younger husband sound asleep,
half-curled up in his arms, and his black hair even more tousled than usual. It
gave him the air of what Severus would, grudgingly and only in the most
desperate of situations, call an angel. The smooth pale skin had been too
tempting to resist, so he had laid gentle kisses along Harry's firm jaw, making
his way to the sensitive skin that lay below the younger man's ear. He had
nuzzled the soft patch of skin and had gotten a sleepy moan in answer.
From
the ear that had tasted quite delectable, Severus had slowly made his way down
the smooth expanse of neck to the wonderfully exposed chest that made his groin
tighten every time he beheld it. His husband's Quidditch training had made the
muscles smooth and tight underneath the silky skin, and it always felt sinfully
delicious underneath Severus' lips whenever he explored Harry's body. The
younger man tended to move and shiver in the most delightful ways.
Speaking
of delightful ways....
Severus
shook himself of his naughty reverie and made his way into his rooms. Trust
Black for taking what would have been a day for just the two of them and turn
it into one of those days where one just wanted to shove the rest of the world
in some black hole because you're so miserable.
He
stopped when he saw the scene that greeted him.
Harry
lay sprawled in his chair, head tipped in one hand as the other lay on top of a
box that sat in his lap. In front of him lay a laid table, the silverware
sparkling as though the house elves had known this was a special occasion.
Around the younger man danced what must have been a hundred candles, their soft
scent filling the air with a mixture of gardenias and vanilla. Two of Severus'
favorite scents.
Not
his favorite, though. That was the scent that was uniquely Harry.
Who
was fast asleep, his mouth slightly open in the tiniest of frowns.
This
was not boding well. No, not good. At all.
There
was only one thing for it. Mentally bracing himself, Severus threw himself down
at his husband's feet for some serious ('I did not need that mental image of
that mutt, Black, thank you very much!' grumbled a tiny part of his mind)
sucking up.
******
Harry
wasn't sure what woke him from the lovely dream he'd been having, but he knew
it had to do with the presence he felt against his legs. Not-quite-awake, he
thought it felt familiar enough to know that it wasn't an enemy. Maybe it was
Sev's mother back to bug him about the other day? He was sincerely sorry for
hexing her like that, but she'd startled him so badly that it had been a purely
instinctive reflex for him to pull his wand and aim.
A
slim, long fingered hand rubbed lightly against his own. Hm. Felt familiar. And
it definitely was solid enough not to be Hermione the First. Harry was tempted
to snicker at the nickname Severus had come up for his mother when she and
Hermione Weasley nee Granger had been fighting over wedding arrangements.
A
soft press of lips against his forehead broke him of his thoughts.
Opening
his eyes, he found warm, black ones gazing into his own. A sleepy smile broke
out on his face when he saw the... dare he say almost desperation in Sev's
eyes? Another couple of seconds' looking made him rethink that. This was
Severus sucking up. Ooh, this was a good time to make him suffer for the stiff
neck that Harry was beginning to feel. Especially if he got one of the full
body massages that Severus doled out so very rarely – as in times when he was
sick and not lucid enough to even enjoy the damn thing and he just wanted Harry
to shut his whining.
"Sev?"
Harry made sure that it came out in his sleepiest, most heartbroken voice
possible. The one that had gotten him the new broom no matter that he already
had a perfectly good Firebolt to zoom around on the Quidditch pitch in his free
time and he felt that his husband had been disinterested, having spent an
entire week in the summer – the summer when there was no one to bug them in the
middle of shagging in the middle of the dungeons and not have a heart attack
(excepting Minerva, who unfortunately had happened upon them that one time)! –
working on a potion that Harry couldn't see a use for. It was the most
dangerous weapon in his arsenal.
"What
is it, Harry?"
Harry
rubbed his mental hands in glee. Severus had fallen for it, hook, line, and
sinker.
"Sev,
I just wanted – "
He
had almost gotten what he wanted.
Of course,
it was just Harry's luck that someone had to go pounding on the door, along
with shouting and yelling and screaming at Severus to open up.
Harry
was going to have to look into getting his godfather a muzzle for his birthday.
******
Severus
was undecided whether he should be happy that Harry never got his needling for
something out, or to let his frustrated anger out on Black. He had tuned out
said canine's ranting in favor of trying to figure out which was the lesser of
two evils. Harry's wheedling usually cost a pretty knut, but, on the other
hand, Black's diatribes most often ended up with Severus in pain, or looking
like an idiot in front of some important person, because of *that* idiot.
For
once he didn't have to shove the man out of their rooms.
Lupin's
appearance in the still wide-open doorway silenced Black up faster than Severus
could have whipped a laryngitis potion at the mutt. Oh. That must have been
what Black had been ranting about.
As
it was, both of his schooldays' tormentors never got the chance to talk some
more with Harry – and was quite all right with him – because his husband
hustled them out of their rooms quicker than he caught the Snitch his second
game of Quidditch in his first year. (Like Severus wouldn't remember that – having
gone to all the trouble to watch for the little bugger and then gotten stared
at by the rest of the staff for the next month.)
Harry
leaned against the back of the door, rubbing both hands on the back of his neck
as if it were stiff. Severus amended that. It probably was stiffer than hell,
what with him sleeping in the chair. Of course, that wouldn't have even have
happened if he hadn't been such an idiot and forgetting what day it was. But it
wasn't as if it was his favorite holiday – Lockhart seemed to have ruined what
slight fondness he may have had for it with his dwarves and their stupid
costumes.
Severus
stood up and crossed the room to stand *very* close to the younger man. Just
close enough for him to smell Harry's scent of the forest in the fall, all
earthy like. He leaned the short distance to the succulent lips that were
slightly pouting. Brushing them once, Severus pulled back just a little to look
at Harry. His husband's eyes were closed in anticipation until he realized that
Severus had pulled away. Then the green orbs had slowly opened into a face
already flushed with desire. It was enough to make him pounce.
Well,
he would have if somebody hadn't knocked on the door.
Was
he never going to get any tonight? Because it seemed as if the rest of the
world was conspiring against the two of them.
Severus
stepped around Harry as his husband sighed in disappointment. He didn't do the
same, but he most certainly and actually felt like doing so. Strange. Maybe
some of the brat's habits really were wearing off on him like Dumbledore had
suggested back at their wedding just less than a year ago.
Wand
in hand, he opened the door, expecting to see Black once more at the door,
foaming at the mouth like the rabid dog he often acted like.
Instead,
he was greeted with the sight of three redheads, two of which had caused him
grief over the seven years they'd had to perfect their emulation of the
Marauders. And the third... he most certainly did not want to see the little
girl currently wailing in the arms of Fred Weasley.
Well,
that put paid to all of his plans for the evening.
"Blythe!"
There went Harry, rushing over to the little girl like a proper godfather
should behave.
As
soon as Harry's arms were full of the squiggling sixteen-month-old girl, George
thrust a full diaper bag and regular bag at Severus as the twins made a fast
get-a-way.
"Damnit!"
Severus shouted. "Get back here, Weasleys!"
The
echoing of the nearby door to the rest of the school reverberating was the only
answer he got to his command. Holding back the growl that was rising in the
back of his throat, since he didn't want to be accused of trying to be Black,
he turned back to his husband. Harry was wearing a strange look. It was a mix
of disappointment that their entire evening was ruined and being happy that the
little girl in his arms wasn't crying anymore.
Severus
had to admit that his husband was a natural father. All of the anguish he had
suffered at the hands of his relatives growing up had made him look at the
world a little differently than the rest of his friends. Even the ones that
were parents. Severus knew that the Weasleys who were parents of the little
girl that was giving out half-crying, half-giggling sounds didn't understand
the bond between parent and child like Harry did.
If
there was one thing that Severus regretted, it was the chance for his husband
to become a father.
Wait
a minute.
He
was a potions master, wasn't he? Or was he not? If he did end up doing this,
would Harry even want the chance to become a father? He did seem most content
to watch over Blythe Weasley, and occasionally some of the younger children of
the staff that didn't go to Hogwarts when they came to see their parents. All
of that just implied he liked being with children and didn't necessarily mean
he wanted any of his own. He could even recall Harry taunting Hermione the
Second about such a thing when she was almost due.
But
then, that all changed the moment Severus had seen Harry holding his new
goddaughter. The smile that had been on his face was one of the most beautiful
smiles he had ever seen. It was the smile that had made Severus think on the
subject every once in a while when the nights were long and Harry was curled up
against his side, a peaceful and content look on his face.
He
had to admit to himself that he wanted to see Harry wear a smile like that more
often. And he would actually put up with it as long as it made his husband
happy.
******
Harry
gently put the sleeping girl down in the transfigured crib that he had set next
to the bed. Blythe had exhausted herself with her crying, so it hadn't taken a
long time for her to fall asleep. It was just enough time for all three of them
to settle on the couch, Severus putting up with the little girl in order to sit
with Harry.
He
had to smile at the thought of his husband. The older man tended to stay away
from the younger children, often saying that he didn't want to see the start of
their growing up to be the brats he had to teach. Still, he had consented to
put up with Blythe once she had settled down in Harry's arms and joined him on
the couch. It gave him a warm feeling in his heart. He knew that his husband
wasn't the most comfortable person to be around for the rest of the world, but
just the fact that he would do something to make Harry happy was enough to make
him love Severus even more than he already did. They didn't need to be mushy
all the time like some couples he'd seen (Ginny and Neville came to mind, as
well as the other Weasleys who'd gotten married in the last year – only Ron and
Hermione seemed to have escaped that curse, as Sirius had once said it).
Maybe
it was because they had each seen so much destruction for them to know that
real life wasn't all flowers and romance, but Harry liked to think that it had
to do with they understood each other far better than the normal couple.
Everyone else saw Severus as this emotional miser and who wanted to spread the
non-good cheer to those around him. Only Harry, and maybe Albus, had seen that
it was to keep the man from getting hurt – the concept of hurting first to keep
from the same happening to you.
Harry
looked around the bedroom he shared with Severus. When he had first moved in
here, it had been a barren and cold room, devoid of any spark of life its owner
most definitely had. It had taken a while, but Harry had slowly added things
that reflected both Severus' and his own personality. It wasn't much, but now
it felt like home. Even if Severus was on the other side of the school, Harry
could still feel as if he was in the room with him just by looking at some of
the things – and awards – his husband had collected over the years. They were
the things that represented his husband as unseen by the rest of the world. In
fact, Blythe was only the fifth person to have ever come into the room. Well,
thing of conscious thought. Sev's mother was exactly alive anymore. And she,
unfortunately, had come into the bedroom at an inopportune moment, just like
the Headmaster. Well, the two of them now knew enough to not ever come into the
bedroom. Yes, it was much better if they knocked for half an hour rather than
barging into a room where the images they saw would be imprinted forever on the
back of their eyelids (or whatever passed for them for a ghost).
Not
that anything like that was going to be happening now that Blythe was sleeping
in said room.
Still,
Harry had one last hope for the day, now that it was nearing midnight and the
end of Valentine's Day. Walking back out to their sitting room, he made sure to
grab the box he had, rather impatiently, spent almost twenty minutes wrapping
early in the afternoon between two of his afternoon classes. Once he was
sitting next to Severus, who was staring out at something Harry couldn't see,
he set the box down in his husband's lap.
"Sev."
The
older man jerked out of his reverie. So, he must have been thinking pretty
deeply then. Harry hoped that he hadn't disturbed the man that badly from
whatever potion he had been contemplating.
He
gave a small smile when his husband turned to look at him before gesturing to
the box.
Severus
picked it up and began his careful unwrapping. It irritated Harry that the man could
take five minutes to take the paper off something, but he knew that the other
man did it just to annoy him. As he was waiting for Severus to finish, he
remembered that the older man had placed a gift of his own in Harry's lap, of
which had been shoved onto the table next to his own when Sirius had shown up.
Harry
jumped off the couch, ignoring the squawk that came from Severus as he began
tipping over the spot that the younger man had just vacated. He could hear Sev
grumbling under his breath, but didn't pay any attention to it like he normally
did. He was much more interested in the box that sat quietly on the table.
Sitting
down once more next to his husband, Harry gave a bright grin at the snarky
looking grimace that crossed Severus' face. Once that was done, he tore into
the wrapping paper.
Opening
the box, a gasp escaped him when he saw what was inside. Looking up at Severus,
he found that the older man was wearing a pleased smile, one that lighten his face
up and made him look even more beautiful to Harry.
"Sev,"
Harry finally breathed.
"Harry."
Oh. That voice even sounded pleased. Harry hoped it was because Severus really
liked his present. Or maybe it was because he had pleased Harry. It didn't
matter to him as long as Sev was happy.
His
thoughts were interrupted by a passionate kiss. And they pretty much stayed
that way for the rest of the night.
******
An
odd noise woke Severus from the sound sleep he'd been having. Next to him, Harry
shifted slightly before settling even deeper in his arms, and he was very tempted
to ignore the racket that sounded like it was coming from their outside door.
The
noise grew louder, loud enough for Severus to open his eyes. Through the top of
the messy hair that his chin rested on, he could see the top of a red head peek
over the side of the crib erected next to the bed. The brat was awake, but she
wasn't the one who had made the noise. It even looked like she had woken up
when Severus did. A quick glance at the Muggle style clock that Harry used
indicated that it was four in the morning. Well, whoever it was could presently
leave.
Finally,
the noise stopped with Harry never waking up. A most fortuitous happening,
because when Harry was woken up too early he was grouchy the rest of the day
and it was so much like Severus normally was that the world couldn't handle it.
Severus looked over at the little girl who was watching him with the hazel eyes
she had inherited from neither parent, but from her grandmothers. Who was wide-awake
and looking like going back to sleep wasn't going to be happening for quite a
while.
One
minute spent untangling himself from his husband, a minute later he was back in
his bed with Blythe tucked in between himself and his husband. He would
tolerate this, because he knew that just by being with Harry, the little girl
was more likely to fall asleep that much quicker than if she was left in the crib.
His
thoughts drifted back to the present that Harry had given to him. Filled with assorted
potions ingredients that the stores in Diagon Alley still refused to sell to
him, it was obvious that his young husband had spent quite a while gathering everything
in it. He knew the younger man would have no idea what some of the ingredients
could be used for, and that it was the idea that he could give his husband the
things he needed that made Harry happy. There was a reason why he was the Muggle
Studies professor rather than the Potions professor.
Severus
knew that Harry liked his own present. And while it may have been intended as a
Christmas present, he knew that his husband would be overjoyed with the
prospect of visiting Godric's Hollow. Severus and Albus had spent several hours
trying to get the Ministry to release the site to Harry, seeing as how he was
the rightful owner and wouldn't really like the sight of the house his parents
died in to become a tourist spot. Instead, the headmaster and himself had managed
to get it back in Harry's name and to get the rebuilding of the house
restarted.
It would
also serve as their summerhouse, the Snape mansion having no positive thoughts
anywhere in Severus' mind. And there was no way he would ever take Harry there
when he refused to set foot in the house, since it would remind him of all the
awful things that had happened to him while growing up, in much the same way as
Harry would never return to Privet Drive.
Now
the house in Godric's Hollow, while not at the sight of the old house itself, was
still on the property. A rambling old, house it would be by the time the plans
were completed, Severus could tell that Harry would love living there.
And,
maybe, it might just be the right place to start a family when the time was
right.
On the
heels of that thought, Severus fell asleep himself.
When
they woke up in the morning, Severus and Harry smiled at each other over the
mop of red that rested between them.
"Happy
Valentine's Day, Sev. I love you."
"Love
you too, Harry."
End.
Let
me know what you think! Too mushy? Not enough laughs? Yes, I'm feeling a little
desperate for reviews, but my ego needs feeding. It's ravenous.