Tokyo Reborn
By Richan
Disclaimer: I
don't own Sailor Moon. If I did, I would certainly not be spending the winter
in Michigan. (That's for sure. It'd be somewhere MUCH warmer - as in hot men
and cool drinks with little umbrellas. Virgin daiquiris, anyone?)
Warnings:
Angst, but a little fluff at the end.
AN: Arigato!
Little butterflies danced in my stomach with the cool reviews I got for
"Tokyo," so I thought I would try to continue the story. ^^
The red ball lazily peeked over the horizon,
ready to be greeted by the silence that had welcomed it day after day for a
thousand years. The colors swirled into orange and finally into yellow, with
the sky around it shifting from black to purple to what seemed a million shades
of blue. Sunshine drifted into a cave left unshielded by the ice as it moved
past, the glacier's slow march finally moving south.
One bleary, blue eye wrenched open as
sunlight hit. The warmth confused her for a moment before everything she had
ever been through flashed in front of her eyes. The scenes sped by, blurring
into each other as they came to a sudden halt of that last day - that last,
awful day.
Pale hands rubbed arms covered in goose
bumps as she shivered. She moved to sit up and found she couldn't move her
legs. Both eyes were open now as she looked at the weight that held them down.
Long rivers of blond hair ran in a lazy stream across her legs. Usagi. The name
reverberated around her head before she could clear it of the fog that lay in
its far corners.
"Neko-chan." Haruka's voice was
barely a whisper. She didn't have the strength to say it any louder if she
wanted to move. A long arm reached down and caressed the soft, cold cheek that
faced her. Her dark blue eyes drifted down and found why her princess was not
awake. The silver crystal lay in one palm, slender fingers holding it in a
tenuous grip.
She looked at it again. The crystal didn't
have the glow it usually had. The soft warmth that enveloped the crystal was
the same that wrapped itself around Usagi and she couldn't feel it anywhere in
this cold, half-lit cave.
"Neko-chan!" Somewhere, deep inside her, she got the
energy to shout out the name. "Neko-chan," she whispered. Haruka
closed her eyes and wished it had happened some other way. She should have been
the one to give the energy to protect her princess. There had to have been some
way she could have....
Her eyes shot open as she heard movement,
more than she felt it. But, it was there all the same. Haruka's gaze were drawn
downward where soft eyelashes fluttered against pale, almost gray cheeks before
opening.
"'Ruka?"
A tear spilled down chilly cheeks as Haruka
realized that it hadn't been in vain. A small part of her should have known
that it would have taken much more for the princess to simply give up her life
for nothing.
"Neko-chan!" Haruka gathered the
younger girl into a relieved hug. "Don't ever do that again!" She
ignored the wetness that fell down her face as she buried it in the soft golden
warmth that was Usagi.
"Haruka?" Usagi pulled slightly
back, making Haruka realize that she had been holding her too close for
comfort. "Doshite?"
The older girl shook her head. The last day
was pretty jumbled up, and she didn't have a clear picture of what had gone on.
The last thing she remembered was finding the cave. Haruka reached a hand and
gently touched Usagi's - the one that held the silver crystal. "You used
this. That's all I really know."
Clear, sky-blue eyes scanned the emptiness
of the cave before returning to settle on the other girl's face. "Do... Do
you think it protected them?"
Haruka remained silent for a second.
"What do you think?"
Usagi's eyes clouded over for a brief
instant before hope began to shine like a lighthouse in a storm. The silver
crystal glowed softly before it returned to the brooch she always wore over her
heart. The younger girl nodded. "Hai," she said in a soft voice.
"I know it did."
******
The streets were littered with strange
objects. The glacier had scoured the pavement and buildings, leaving them in
tatters under its strength. The ice had deposited huge chunks of dirt and other
such things, as if a child getting up in a hurry from a game of pick-up sticks.
Usagi and Haruka climbed over half-dug up trees and plants as they tried to
remember where they had left their friends and fellow senshi.
"We'll get Tuxedo Kamen first,"
Haruka said.
"Haruka..."
Hard blue eyes bored into brighter ones
until they relented. "Let's get going."
Haruka refused to look at Usagi again. It
was more important to find the prince than it was Michiru. This was the way she
wanted it to be. Her princess' happiness must come before hers, and she would
make sure Usagi would find Mamoru-san.
"Haruka!"
She looked up at Usagi's exclamation. The
younger blond was waving wildly, her blue eyes glowing with happiness. Haruka
picked her way over the debris in the street to where she waited.
"I think I saw something!" Usagi's
voice bubbled with joy as she pointed down the next side street. Faint movement
could be seen, the first they had seen all day.
"Let me go look," Haruka said. She
started towards the point where the movement seemed to be coming from when she
noticed that Usagi wasn't all that far behind her. Turning to her princess, she
gave a hard look into those guileless, sky colored eyes. "Princess..."
Usagi shook her head. "I'm not going to
stay behind. Not again." Her blue eyes dulled for a moment as they both
remembered what had happened all that time ago. A million years might have
passed for all they knew, but it was only two days ago that this had happened
in their minds.
Haruka watched her carefully for a couple of
seconds before she reluctantly nodded. She wouldn't be able to hold back the
younger girl if her mind was really made up. Even though it was her duty to
protect her princess, she couldn't tell her what she should do. She turned back
to their mission and continued down the street.
They found themselves in the middle of the
street with no sign of the movement they had first seen. Had it all been some
type of mirage or trick? Usagi felt disappointment and despair run through her
as she scanned the street. She fought the tears that threatened to rise at her
thoughts. They would find their friends - alive - if she had any say in this.
But what if she was wrong? Her heart clenched
at the idea. She mentally shook her head at herself as she wallowed in her dark
thoughts. Going down that path offered nothing, and she wouldn't go through it.
That kind of existence was not for her. Bracing her thoughts with the memories
of everything she had been through, she turned tremulous eyes on Haruka. The
older girl had been keeping an eye on her as they had gone on with their search
and Usagi knew that she wanted to do something for her. It wasn't up to Haruka,
though, to bring her thoughts to where she wanted them. Usagi would have to be
the one to do that. Determination flowed through her, changing her stance.
Haruka saw the difference in Usagi's eyes. A
strange sense of maturity flared in those pale eyes, bringing a small flicker
of the ancient past on the moon. A flash of Queen Serenity was briefly seen in
those determined eyes before it was replaced by Usagi's personality. She could
almost feel the subtle shift in it as the full power of the moon focused on her
princess.
Somehow she knew that it wasn't the full
transformation that was in the making. Haruka felt a new strength running
through herself, making her more determined than ever to find the prince and
the others. Duty had been overridden by the love she felt for her princess, who
wouldn't let life get her down. She had spent too many years feeling guilty
over all that she'd had to do in the name of saving peace. This girl in front
of her had seemed too weak to do anything when they had first met. Sailor Moon
had been unwilling to fight them, always insisting that there was a bond
between the different Sailor Senshi.
She looked back at Usagi once more and saw
the beauty that had been hidden by her childishness. The younger girl was an
adult, more so than Haruka herself. *She* had been the one willing to learn
what it meant to make mistakes, to reach out to people when they needed help,
and never refusing help when she, in turn, needed it. Usagi was much stronger
than she would ever be, making her wonder if she was the truly weak one. Her
powers were nothing compared with *hers.*
"Haruka?" The soft voice broke her
train of thought and Haruka raised her head to find worried eyes looking in
concern at her. A faint smile hovered on Usagi's lips for a brief moment before
she pointed at something down the street. "This time it's for real."
Haruka turned her eyes in the direction that
Usagi's finger was pointing. At first she thought it wasn't real, that maybe
her princess was just dreaming the two people that were walking slowly towards
them. Her dark, blue eyes clouded over as emotions overwhelmed her. Relief
became concern, and concern became an enormous sense of love as she stumbled
towards the taller of the two. "MICHIRU!"
She tightened her arms around the warm body
she held within them. Yes, this was real. What had she deserved for this joy
that sang in her veins, Haruka wondered as she heard the sobs that wracked
Michiru's body. Her entire sense of being was wrapped up in this wonderful
creature that she held so close to her, the one person she could trust besides
her princess. One of the two people she would ever love. The one who was the
number one person in her heart.
Usagi hugged Ami close, making sure she was
all right. She could feel the fine tremors that ran through her even as she
leaned against her. "Daijobu, Ami-chan?"
The blue-haired girl wore a confused
expression on her face and Usagi could feel the questions that her friend
wanted to ask. She watched as a shaky nod came from Ami as she looked around at
the devastation that surrounded him.
"What happened?"
"We lost."
Ami's head shot up at this and Usagi
couldn't help the smile that crept over her lips. Deep in her heart she knew
they should have never entered the battle in the first place. Still, she was
also a warrior in the true sense in that she had to save as many people as
needed it.
"L - lost?"
Usagi looked over at the other two, who were
in a world all of their own. She nodded, a soft movement of her head that
seemed to hold the answer to every question in the universe.
******
All had assembled but two. Haruka glanced
over at her princess, worry etched on her face. They had not yet found the
prince, and she was starting to wonder if they ever would. The last place they
had seen Tuxedo Kamen had given no clue. In fact, nothing had been there, and
it was almost directly in the center of Tokyo itself.
A noise from one of the others made her look
over towards them. She was almost missing the solitude that had covered her and
Usagi when it had just been the two of them. Haruka berated herself. She should
be happy that they had found Michiru, the one love of her life, but now all she
wanted to do was to go back to how it was this morning. Her heart and mind
hadn't been so confused then, not like it was at this moment. She just wished
she could remember what had happened that last day, when she and Usagi had been
left alone.
She was mad at herself for thinking so. She
didn't want to be alone, shimatta! Haruka wanted to surround herself with
Michiru, drown herself in the love the other had to offer. What was wrong with
her that she wanted everything to change - the course of the future to change
just because she wanted it to be different?
Haruka wanted to cry, to rant and rave, to
throw things in a tantrum, but knew that she had to go on with the way things
were. There were certain things she shouldn't mess with, and this was one of
them. She wouldn't risk her princess' happiness, even when hers seemed to be on
the verge of breaking. A part of her wanted to shout at the unfairness of the
situation but she refused to listen to it. Instead, she turned her attention
back to searching for Tuxedo Kamen and Sailor Saturn.
The search continued until they reached the
part of town that had been the place of their first battle as allies. Haruka
marveled at the calm that Usagi felt, even though the sun was starting to fade
from the sky with no sign of the missing. Still, there was something in the air
in this place, far different than when she had been a student here so long ago.
Mugen had been filled with darkness and sadness. Now it was a beautiful sight
to behold. Spring flowers had bloomed, their sweet scents combining to soothe
her battered senses.
"Hotaru!"
They all looked at Setsuna, whose face was
wreathed with happiness at the sight of the youngest of the senshi. Haruka felt
relief at the sight of the young girl, yet it was tampered by the knowledge
that the prince hadn't been seen.
Usagi's eyes lit up, alerting her senshi to
the approach of somebody. Each of them turned and saw a dark-haired man running
towards them before grabbing a hold of the blond in the midst.
"USAKO!"
Haruka could hear the love in the name. She
saw the way Usagi clung to her neck and cried happy tears and knew that she
wouldn't have it any other way. That moment hung in the back of her mind even
as they gathered together to rebuild the city, reshaping it into the city
predestined by Fate, Michiru by her side.
******
OWARI
AN: Amazing
what a little encouragement will bring! There was always something about Haruka
that cried out to me in both the manga and the anime. I'd say it is a sense of
inner beauty that was kept hidden from even those close around her until it was
too late to be seen. (I could be wrong.) This doesn't mean I would want Haruka
and Usagi to be together - just that there's an incredible connection between
them that is so unlike the ones between the rest of the senshi. ^^