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Torn or Together

Confused or straight,
Am I torn apart or still together?
My mind is clear & yet so blurry.
Could this be a burden or the start of my life?
Do I need this guy or can I make it on my own?
Things have been so confusing yet I can still see straight.
I'm hurt so bad inside yet there's no need to show it.
Why cry if its not going to help.
So again I ask...  Am I torn apart or am I still together?
8/29/02
Unexplainable

What I feel inside, is totally unexplainable.  I am truly neutral for the fact that I really do not know how to feel.  I want to cry so bad but why?  That, I do not know.  What I do know is that I '
think' I'm hurt.  I still do know what I want..... to an extent.  What do you call someone who don't know how they feel, yet they 'think' they're hurt?
8/29/02
Life

Some things in life are truly unexplainable
Our attitudes, the way we act, the way we feel
I act as if I don't care
I act as if I'm always happy
I honestly do care and I'm really not happy
Its just the way I have to act
So I don't get ran over and knocked down
As though it does not seem
I really do love this human being
He always made me happy
But sometimes mad
Eventually we'll get over it
But then it will be too late
I wish this was not good bye
I want what we have to last forever
I knew this would not last
Yet I gave it another try
Only to get hurt
Again for the last time
We will always remember each other
Well I hope he will remember me
As life passes by
Never be afraid to tell the one you love
You love them.
9/13/02