And look's into the glass,
The makeup that she wear's,
Hides secret's from the past,
The way she's been abused,
Is why she cant decide,
Should she end it now.
Or keep it all inside,
She see's the pictures in her mind,
The worst is saved for last,
She look's down at her fisted hand,
And thrusts it through the glass.
An aching pain that will not subside,
Will it forever remain?
I hate what I am now, and how I act,
Someone please tell me how this feeling can retract,
How do I change me? And be what I can,
Be who I want to be, the way I began,
Someone hear my silent scream, protect me from myself
The person that I fear the most
Is my inside self
In the middle of the night,
He wanted love,
I wanted to fight,
Paralysing fear, I froze,
His warm breath,
Hands eager to impose,
Childhood put to death,
Six year nightmare,
Never to wake,
My innocence killed,
For deviants sake.
Why did you go?
I guess I will never know
Till the day I die
When I ask God why?
Dark nights go by
I have yearned to die
Melancoly days
In a tears faze
Without us together
Tomorrow seems forever
An empty heart
Our family torn apart
My soul is scattered
My dreams shattered
In your death hearts died
But in life I try
To join the chain
Whole hearted again
I'll never give up
I'll never forget
For you dear daddy
My heart is kept.
