| August 2003 22 Months on Testosterone Update Hey E/everyone. First off, please forgive me for the spelling errors below! I am not using my usual program! It's been awhile since i last updated my site. I have moved out of San Francisco and i am now living back home with my Mom. This move has been in my best health and mind interest. I could not function properly (mentally or physically) in San Francisco due to the severity of my eating disorders. I feel that i am doing alot better at home and can focus on what i want i want to do and need to do with my life. Moving and my eating disorders has made it hard to update this site. I have become insecure about taking body pictures because what YOU see is NOT what i see and what i see is NOT GOOD ENOUGH ... Although i have added some pictures in this update because i felt i owed E/everyone that since i have not added any in months. I am also going to stop doing exact dates for my updates and just do them strictly by the month. This makes it less pressuring for me to update and then i don't feel like i have a ''deadline'' that i have to meet! I'd also like to inform Y/you that i can't find a microphone that's compatible with my newer computer for the life of me. I have NOT done any recent voice clips and honestly my voice has been leveled out for a long time now. Anyhow, be safe and take care E/everyone ~ XoXo Ciao for now ~ Love, Johnny Princess AkA Miss Aqua Net Changes: Face: * Facial Hair: I am still shaving off all my facial hair. I swear this shit grows back so fast! I am even have problems removing all the stubble during shaving. If i shave in the am then i can already see stubble again by mid afternoon. * Facial Acne: My acne has improved but it's still there. I am still applying my prescription Differin Gel before bed which helps to an extent. The acne comes and goes in stages but currently it's more predominate on my neck. * Facial Shape: I look back and pictures of myself pre-t and realize how ROUND my face was. Over this course of 22 months of being on T my face has definetly squared out. Being bulimic though does not help my face becaues it often swells up from purging and gets incredibly HUGE. I will be doing a complete 2 years on T comparison section in 2 months with all my physical changes. Body: * Body Hair: Yes, i am a slave to the shave! My body hair grows back just as fast as my facial hair! It's horrendous. I don't shave every day because i get horrible shaving rashes if i do. I do like the smoothness of how i feel after i shave though. I honestly don't know why i liked being so hairy before but P/people change. That's life ... * Body Acne: My arm acne has improved. My back acne just won't go away. My chest acne likes to come and go on occassion. I also use Differin gel on these locations to help prevent more acne from forming. * Muscle Mass: This subject is tricky to articulate. I am on a daily work out schedule and i work out EVERY 3 hours. It's N/nobody's business as to why i am on this schedule but it keeps me mentally sane in specific areas of my life. I have noticed a dramatic increase in leg muscle. A few months ago i got back into ballet dancing and this is mostly the cause for muscle increase. My abdominal muscles are starting to show more as well. Libido/Cock Growth: What Y/you perverts have all been waiting for ... ha! I consider my libido to be leveled out. I have not checked for cock growth in awhile. I do not feel the need to post pictures of genital growth at this time because i don't feel comfortable doing this and i can only push myself SO FAR. Thank Y/you for understanding this!!! *22 Months on Testosterone Pictures* |