| *7 Months on Testosterone Results Updates* Friday --May 3rd 2002 (You gotta read this because its very important) I was very unhappy to discover, that my 6 months on T results updates had been erased. I do not know why or how this even happened. I do believe it happened for a reason, whatever that may be. I am rewriting my changes and combinding them with my 7 months on T results. I have also rewrote my 6 months on T introduction letter. This letter is very important to me. I was crushed that the orginal got erased, but have tried my hardest to rewrite it as best to the orginal as possible. Dear World, I am male. Dear World, My theory goes like this: I was born male. The catch is, i was raised female. It is not important to me anymore, as to why my parents chose to raise their son as a different gender. What IS important is that, I am/have been living as male and am very happy now. I have found myself and my place in life. I was born with too much estrogen. I consider that amount of estrogen and its effects, a birth defect. I have had/am having surgeries, to fix this birth defect. I am on testosterone to block the excessive amount of estrogen and replace my testosterone level to what it should naturally be at. Dear World, I do NOT identify as transsexual/transgender/female to male/tranny boy/trans man/ or anything in these realms. I also DO NOT like my family/friends/associates/etc to identify/label me as any of those either. Dear World, I am extremely femmine + very happy n proud to be. Dear World, I AM GAY !!! I am also the biggest flamer' you will ever meet ( i guarntee this too) Dear World, Got a problem with me? My lifestyle? Let me break it down to you like this: This is MY life --- This is MY revolution. I AM THE FUCKING DIVA and I CAN !!! *6 - 7 Months on Testosterone Results* - Acne = I have severe acne. It is located on my face/neck/chest/shoulders/arms/back. My back and face are the worst areas. I am using prescription Differn Gel and Retin-A from Mexico, to help clear it up. - Body Hair = The hair on my stomache/chest/back/ass/hands/arms/knees/pubic area/inner thighs has increased since my last update. My pubic/inner thigh/inner butt cheek hair is OUTRAGEOUS. I can not even shave there anymore. I do like to shave my asshole/crack to keep it clean. Taking a razor to my crotch reminds me of being lost in a jungle with no direction/clue to of how to get out... hahah truth - Facial Hair = My facial hair is growing in alot faster now. It is still medium brown and i use mascara to darken it. I am going to try Just For Men beard dye, when it is long enough. The hair is growing from my chin and connecting up to my side burn area. I do not have side burns yet but i do see them potentially growing in. I generally shave my neck/side burn area/upper lip/sides of face and keep my 'soul patch' (chin hair) I have not grown a full Go-T (yet) because the hair under my lip has not started growing in yet. -Voice = My voice is continue-ing to drop. Please email me for my latest diva voice clip! - Body Fat Redistributing = The fat that was located in my butt/hips/thighs has pretty much disappeared from a curvyish looking shape to a straight teen boy body shape. I am really happy with this. My waist is also starting to straighten out. I have a gut that i am not satisfied with. I am very obessed with loosing it. Now that my chest is perectly flat, i would like my stomache to match! Thank you very much... - Cock/Libido = I rarely examine my crotch therefore i do not notice many changes in my cock growth until i take the pics for these updates. My horniness has leveled out though and im not as much of a jumping jack rabbit as i was before... - Mood/Temper = My mood has evened out as well. I am not as aggressive. I am still sensitive. I am still bitchy. I am still voicey and speak my mind. Oh yah and i still want to find a quality man to date haha sorry that has nothing to do with my updates but you wanted to know it anyways... - Facial Structure = I have noticed a major difference in my chin. It seems alot more angular. - Body Structure/Body Build = I do feel stronger being on T. I dont know if I'm imagining this but i feel like my hands have grown since pre-T. Over all i feel more poweful and am able to gain more muscles then i was before (ecspecially in my upper body). I would like my ass alot firmer though and my tummie - Scent = My scent sure has changed. It is not as sweet as it was before. Its more sour-ish when i sweat. I am not fond of my ass crack when i sweat. It's starting to smell like sweaty balls. I am very clean and wash it + baby powder it more then most people do. My body odor in the armpit area has increased too. - Hairline = Two Words: THINNING OUT ( ugh no comment) - Extra's = Overall i am very happy with my results. Starting testosterone has been one of the most uplifting things i could have ever done. I am alot more self confident and emotionally strong. All i can say is that T is f-a-b-u-l-o-u-s- my pretties!!! sweaty ass crack? yo thats wickity wack! please take me to your 7 months on T pics... |