| May 31st 2002 8 Months On Testosterone Results Updates *April-May 02* I am only going to record the changes i have seen since last months updates: *Skin* My acne is hardcore. It has increased on my face/neck/back/shoulders and all over my lovely new chest. It has descreased some-what on my jawline/upper arms/lower back. Within this time, i have visited a doctor for my acne. I am going to continue to use Differen Gel. There is not much we can do for my skin since it can NOT be stopped by antibotics/acne meds/etc. This is because the acne IS from the testosterone. My only realistic choice would be to start on Accutane, which i am NOT comfortable with. The truth is, the acne does bother me and i can not wait till it levels off. I do understand that i am going through puberty all over again and acne is a totally natural result from this all. Towards the end of this 8 months on T period, i have noticed some cystic acne. This kind is no fun at all and is very painful. My face is still *hella* oily and by the end of the day it looks like it could reflect in light. *Body Hair* I see more hair growth on my ass+surrounding areas/inner thigh/upper thigh/all around my thighs/upper stomach/chest/hands/pubic area. I am getting peach fuzz on the back of my shoulders. I am really enjoying all my body hair. Nothing about it feels wrong or gross. I would *prefer* to not have hair grow up in my ass crack, but oh well... *Facial Hair* My sideburn/jaw area has really started to grow in. When i darken it, its *alot* more visible. I have only shaved a few times this last past month because i have been growing it out to see how long i can get it. The hair makes a ''U'' shape all around my face. It starts at one side burn (the sideburns are THIN and still have alot to grow in) and connects to my jawline which connect to my chin and then loops around to do the same on the oposite side of my face. I see the right side of my face grows more hair and faster. I really *love* my facial hair and it gives me a great amount of security. *Libidio/Cock/Etc* Like a rocket shooting in MID-AIR! My sex drive has increased. I was wondering what had happened to it for awhile but its back-in-the-sack yooo! I think my shopping slurges for crossdressing/drag attire for kinky nick activities has also helped it increase, as well as the T. I don't notice or pay attention to cock growth. The only time i really see a change is when i look at previous months updates and take the *new* pics. It has definetly grown, so that makes me happy. I am finding that masterbation is more like a chore, even when i am all rilled up. Cumming/getting off does not feel as good as it did when i first started T. I would also like to point out that my level of pre-cum has decreased therefore i am NOT as lubricated. *Voice* My voice seems to be leveled now. I have been alot calmer/more serious lately which means its more mellow/low key compared to me usual jumping-up-and-down-on-a-merry-go-round flamer voice. Email me for my *new* voice clip!!! *Sweat* The CA weather is starting to live up to its repuation and so is my amount of perspiration from this testosterone... *Hair Line* For some odd reason i have noticed my hairline to be alot thinner. This may or may not be from T. For example, i use differen gel on my face and i could of accidently spreaad it on my hairline which would bleach it. The lighter the hair is the harder it is to see. I do though definetly see a difference in my hairline area. *Additional Info* I would like to wrap this up by saying i have/had eatting disorder(s) and body issue images for several years. I became aware of this at age 12 and got help for it in my teen years. I am annoucing this to the world because: T has distributed weight/fat/? into my stomach. I am very concered with this area. I want to keep it flat because i wear tight little boy shirts to show off my completely flat chest. I am dieting to stay in my current weight range of 115-120lbs. I have also started to exercise again since surgery. I am trying to eat healthy/take vitamins and drink lots of water because that is very important too... *8 Months on T Photo Results Link* |