Month Two on Testosterone Update -December 14th 2001- Shot # 2 = 150 MG Cipionate...right side hip muscle (this one HURT fer a week after) Shot # 3 = 150 MG Cipionate...left side hip muscle (this one was painless) My dosage was changed after my ferst shot. I am now recieving 150mg cipionate every two weeks. I am pleased with this dosage. In a few months i will be brought up to 200mg a shot. I am on 150mg because of my skinny frame size... Changes: *Cock/Libidio* = I have noticed more growth and semi-more sensitivity to direct cock tip contact. The shaft of my cock feels alot harder...i compare it to the feel of a pinkie finger. I am still horny as ever and get off atleast twice a day, if for some reason i dont in a day, it builds up hardcore...which gets me very aggressive *Body/Facial Hair* One- Stomache hair is comming in very nicely. Some are growing in darker and the rest is still light/med brown Two- Pubic hair is growing up higher towards my stomache Three- Inner and upper thigh hair is starting to grow in light brown Four- The hair on the back of my neck seems to be growing faster, i shave my neck regularly so that might be targeting rapid hair growth Five- Once a week i shave my face. After a few days i notice the hairs growing back in uneven/sparse but black and coarse. I am going to continue to shave it until it grows in even patches... *Voice Changes* Voice has dropped down another level It's not squeaky or scratchy anymore. Its evening out. I still sound very femme-ish when i sing to my musik. If i talk short and slower then usual, you can hear the deeper change. I personally dont think it has dropped much but i am hearing from others there is a definete change. I use to not pass if i opened my mouth...now it seems to be the other way around ... *Mood* I feel like im getting angry faster. I am getting pumped up easier. Sometimes i think im the shit and i act hardcore jerkish. This has nothing to do with effects of T but the last month i have had my head stuck too far up my ass. The last two days before my 4th shot i could feel the T wearing off... You all ask: How do u know? I say to all: I get very moody and emotionaly. I feel down and very anxious fer my next shot. I seem to focus on physical body parts id rather not waste my time thinking off and that depresses me... Me getting depressed when T is wearing off = more subseptical to emotional breakdown *Body Temperature* One = My face has been getting flushed randomly. I got hot alot faster in the facial area now. I dont consider this ''hot flashes'' like what happened last month on the shitter... Two = Why the hell is my ass crack getting sweaty. Its so nasty. I will be at werk or something and i will feel it sticky and i will either stick my finger down there and smell cause it feels like i maybe shit myself or i will go into the bathroom and wipe my ass off... Note to all that read: I am like OCD on cleaning myself, therefore i can guarentee i am the cleanest fawk alive. If the finger smells...in comes the soap... *Skin/Acne* One = My facial skin is still very slippery + oily w/ a few more zits then average Two = I have noticed some acne located on my upperchest/collarbone area Now unto the bad stuff... *Side Effects* 1- I got another regular period. This was an emotional crisis for me and i thought it would of been gone but no it just had to stalk me again... 2- Im grossed out because i am leaking ''i dont know what'' and its leaving hardcore marks on my underware. This is not an infection, i have asked the doctor because it makes me VERY INSECURE...This is a naturaly body function reaction to being on T... now unto the two month on testosterone pictures