Poem Page Five
"No More"
Enough fighting, enough war,
Soon everyone will be in a grave,
Let it be, let it be no more,
I think we see who is brave,
The sky an empty light of grey,
Another sad and painful holocaust,
We all shall lay down and die before the next frost.
Help me! Help me take control,
Come lets all just relax,
We are letting go of our soul,
Ash, tears, and dripping wax,
Help me! Help me stop the threat of this final curse.
We must not let the sunset on our only life force.
Don't leave me alone here in my own tomb...
Don't leave me on my own in this empty room...
Tears roll down my cheek pale,
Turning weak, unsable, and frail,
Like a broken work of art...
Many pieces of a cold heart lay on the floor bare,
Grapping my chest, grasping for air,
My strenght began to give,
All becomes tented negative,
Forgotten as if I never was, never been,
My cocoon surrounds me as my last breaths I take in...
© 19th December 1998 by: Elizabeth Abigail Clewis
"Memories"
No longer a game I think.
No longer in shame I think...
I think too much, I think too little...
I feel that nothing is as I once saw it
Opening my eyes I see a totally new place.
Of what I thought my past was leaves no trace.
This drives me mad, my life just began,
In tears I sit and think up a plan.
A plan not there,
A plan thinner than air...
Peace nowhere to be found...
I fell weak and mislead,
But not easier is this for any other,
Some dragged in not by choice
I never wish this ot that to be.
And I think to that you can agree.
But I think too much.
I feel too much.
I shall, in my tear, be left alone.
I set this all up some how... on my own.
So shall it be my pain.
So shall it be your gain...
© 19th December 1998 by: Elizabeth Abigail Clewis
"No Longer"
(A poem dedicated to Paul Farrow)
No more do I feel weak...
No longer do I feel unwanted...
My life slowly becomes complete...
All because of you.
No more do I feel haunted by painful tears before..
No longer do I feel empty inside as I did once...
I thank you my love
An angel be you, with a beautiful meaning...
I promise you, I will not be your dreaming dove...
I promise you I will not give up on "us"
No more is it just "me"
No longer must I feel lonely
"We" shall be strong together
It shall be always "us" to your wishes...
My love, but don't let me push you away...
But my love don't let me pull you too close...
We shall be together some wonderful day...
And so "we" shall be complete
I love you more than I love another
I love you far more than life...
No more shall I feel like a nobody
No longer am I that
I thank you my love for everything you gave
I thank you for being, most of all, you.
You have brought forth in me my best
No more shall I be unhappy
No longer shall I be empty.
© 19th December 1998 by: Elizabeth Abigail Clewis
"A Greater Love"
I love you--
More than words dare try to speak,
The love rises in side and begins to leak...
A sweet world is this with love for you...
A love in stone, everyday is anew...
A bird's gentle song,
The fire's blazing glow--
Is there anything wrong with me lovng you so?
A wing of a butterfly, a taste of beauty...
My love for you has set me free--
Free from fear--
Free from anything that may cause pain.
A loving tear and then an angel crying-- rain,
I love thee so that I seem to fly
I reach my head up, looking high...
My feet cannot touch the ground,
Immortal is this sound, shall I never die...
The fire is true...
I cannot ever stop lovng or caring for you...
My heart is but a new born child...
You made me laugh- you made me smile...
You gave me meaning and hope,
In the weakness you help me to cope.
A strong hand, a strong will...
A love that makes waters still...
The ice has melted and the ocean sings...
You gave me life, gave me wings--
Never shall I feel for another like I do for you...
You hep me breathe--
Everything you do--
So sweet a song, so desired a flame...
And so the fire burns without shame.
Everyday I love you more,
I see the truth shinning through the open door...
And be it as it is meant to be,
If it is love or hate towards me...
And open heart and open mind,
Inside you love I find...
Deep love---
Sweet love---
Immortal love---
All for you I feel.
©1999 by Elizabeth Abigail Clewis
"My Broken Wings"
Torn from the high life, torn from the sky...
Broken wings shall ne'er fly so high again,
I have fallen...
I try to hide the pain...
I try to pretend it hurts less than it does...
My broken wings are no good...
Flying shall I not do again...
I just won those wings not too long ago..
Why cannot I be that angel?
Why cannot I be the hope?
But rather me than you the pain eat.
Let me die so you can live.
I feel frozen...
Coldness...
Numbness...
What warmth there was is gone...
Broken wings shall ne'er fly so high again...
Constant tears shall ne'er be repaid....
Alone...
Empty am I in this world today...
Dead...
I let my wings be broken so you can fly on...
Forgive me in the storm...
Forget me in the storm...
Be free...
Be yourself; be as you were made...
My broken wings shall I grow use to.
I'll be okay.
I understand.
©1999 By: Elizabeth Abigail Clewis
© 1999, 2000 Elizabeth Abigail Clewis
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