Amy's Inside Look: No word I could ever think up would do this paragraph justice. All I know is, I haven’t been this happy in a while, and me being happy is like… lol it doesn’t happen often.
Description Of Amy (In Her Words): Well hell, this is a long list: Stubborn, headstrong, bitchy, never calm, highly strung and a temperamental cow, at times. I’m sure I can be, nice and all that, honestly I don’t know how he puts up with me. I wouldn’t put up with me if I were him. Mind you, I do have a softer spot, but you know not many people see that. All they see is the tough bad ass bitch, who dictates and yells and blows up over things and who is forever arguing with someone. Mind you if they took a deeper look they’d see half the times I act like that, it’s for someone else. I’d do anything for my friends and the ones I love, even Die for them. I don’t have a high opinion of myself, and believe it or not, yes I lack in confidence.
Description Of Me (In Her Words): <grins> where do I start? First impressions would be that he’s a funny little shit. But you’ve got to look under that first layer to really see what else he is. Not only does he have a great sense of humor, he’s a very intelligent person, who cares about the people he loves to the deepest possible level. He’s sincere, loyal, smart, and funny, loving, caring, protective I could go on forever talking in terms and words but no single word or group of words could ever sum him up perfectly. There is no single word to describe him. He’s above such words. He’s perfect. Just like any other person, he needs to be loved, and I love the way he’s always happy. Because when he’s not, it distresses me. I can’t stand these people who don’t see him for what he really is and try to bring him down. It bugs me and I ask: why would someone want to bring down such a good natured and loving person like him? I just don’t understand it. He see’s me for who I really am. He’s not a person who judges a book by its cover. He’s taken the time to get to know me, and understands me, which not many people do. People are quick to pick out my flaws and instantly dismiss me as nothing more than a problem or a head case: He hasn’t done that and I know he never will. With him I can be myself, I’m not having to constantly to keep myself my in check.
Our Relationship (In Her Words): We’ve known each other for months, and I really didn’t think of him as anything else as a friend for a long time. And I lied to him the other day when he asked if I had a thing for him. I said no. Truth was…I did at some point…and I still did, just didn’t want to admit it. We’ve been together now for what 3 or 4 days? And I’m glad I said yes to this. It’s the best thing that’s happened to my life in such a long time. I think we’ve come along way in such a short period of time. He’s always there for me and I’m always there for him. He knows he can count on me for anything and I’ll do anything for him. I care about him that much. I can see this lasting a long time, of course there will be bumps along the way, but we’ll overcome them. We respect each other, we care about each other and we tell each other that. Communication is a must and we’ve grasped that concept. Something instantly clicked, which has only ever happened once before in a rel, but this is different, there’s just something there. Can’t quite explain it, but I all I know is the chemistry was immediately there.
My Inside Look: Heh... Just... A loss for words, is about all that is able to come from my feeble mind, when I think of her. I've been through so much shit in my life, and she just makes it all better. She just... Looks at me, or says one thing, and I feel instantly renewed, like nothing is wrong at all. This feeling... Is intense, when I'm around her. It's overwhelming. It's like I finally have a firm grip on reality, and I'm not so lost anymore... She gives me a sense that I know who I am, and what I am. There's no if's, but's, or in-between's. It's solid. I know who I am. I know where I'm coming from. And I know what I want... I want her. I want to make her happy.I won't settle for anything less. Period.
Description Of Amy (In My Words): She's... Perfect. Tough, Funny, Smart, Aggressive, Gentle, Firm, Soft, Loving, Stubborn, Quick-Witted, Veangeful, Merciful... The list goes on. She's everything a guy would EVER want, all rolled into one, fine ass, goddamn hottie. She makes me smile. Which is a rare thing to happen in the world... She's nice to me, which is ever more rare. She looks at me as a human being. Which just... Doesn't happen. She knows who I am, and tells me she cares about me, that she doesn't want me to change, that she wants me to be who I am. She tells me that's what she cares about, because I'm... Me. God that's a great feeling..
Description Of Me (In My Words): <Looks To Her Picture> I'm. Not. Worthy. <Bows And Recedes To The Hotty Of All Hotties>
Our Relationship (In My Words): We've only known each other a few months... And haven't ever been all that close. But when we got together? We've only been dating about 5 days, as of the 3rd of July, USA Time(Where I live.) or the 4th of July, Australia Time.(Where she lives.) As soon as we got together, the passion, feeling, and emotion poured out. Every boundary was destroyed... We were... One. We held, constantly, and we still do. We say we care about each other, over and over and over again, just for the sake of saying and hearing it. And in chat rooms, we are a fucking RIOT. We cause trouble, we join trouble, and we end trouble. We're a complete menace. In a good way. <Smiles and looks at her> I haven't felt this way about a person... God, I don't even know if I have before. And I have never had this much fun with anyone I've ever dated... This is special, I feel it.