| By Myself -3:10 |
| What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams and give into thoughts that are maddening? Do i sit here and try to satand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness? Becuase I cant hold on when I'm stretched so thin, I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then i just end up getting hurt again By myself I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I cant hold on [to what i want when i'm stretched so thin] its all too much to take in I cant hold on [to anything watching everything spin] with thoughts of failure sinking in If I turn my back I'm defenseless and to go blindly seems senseless If i hide my pride till everything is gone then they'll take from me till everything is gone If i let them go I'll be out done But if i try to catch them i'll be outrun If I'm killed like a cancer then I'll be buried in the siolence of the answer [by myself] How do youn think i've lost so much I'm so afraid/i'm out of touch How do you expect/I will know what to do when all i know/is what you tell me to dont you know I cant tell I cant tell you how to make it go No matter what I do, how hard i try I cant seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside. |