No
Do you still love him? he asks.
No. Her voice is too quick—
not an answer, a reflex,
a stiffened spine
at the sound of a cracking whip.
It’s only one line to memorize.
She’s a good actress.
He won’t know—
he will believe No
because who would ever believe
Yes?
Her eyes aren’t hard when she says it.
They could be the color
of stones
and twice as cold.
Her jaw is set,
tight like
that hand crushing her heart—
but he can’t see that.
You’re trying too hard,
he wants to say.
Why do you need to lie?
He watches her hands.
They tremble
Quiver
like his stomach.
He wants to grasp them.
Stop.
Cover them. Brown folded over white
like precious lace
packed carefully
in brown paper.
But he is afraid
that she will say No
Again
and mean it.