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“Reminders”

I screwed up!
Do I have to be reminded of it?

A memory that won’t go away;
A mistake that took away myself;
A loneliness that has returned;
A fear that I can’t escape;
A mistake my friends constantly remind me of;
Reminders are tearing me apart.

An off-color comment now and again is okay,
But being reminded every single day?
I just want to get away and start anew,
Even if I have to forget a friend or two.

The reminders of a past mistake and my past
Are keeping me from being myself.
Those reminding and the reminders are fast
Ruining my happiness and mental health.

I screwed up!
May I please not have constant reminders?

Megan Delia Ratcliff

06 May 1999