it is the birthday of my website.. now the cosmicgirl is just one day old!!
hey people, i've went out my city for couble of days but now i see that i have to stay for longer, alittle bit coz we had a sort of an accident at car, nothing serious, but the car broke down and it won't be ready till next week, i suppose!!so sorry if i didn't update the site plus replying emails but i will do so soon.. cheers
Today is the first day of our Holy month, Rmadan.. which is really cool as many of my family would be here in a week so i guess i'll be too busy to update the site. Just to say that and i guess i'll come back in amonth with many stories as we would camp a lot at desert which just as cool!!!
Ramadan was over a day ago and that means that celebration Eid days just started.. anyway, it was just the same celebration as every year and it doesn't make it even fun living in the town where i do.. as it doesn't celebrate it as exciting as the big cities do.. and still i do know that it's very specail after all.. if you are intereted to know how is the celebration Eid days go usually here at my small town then click here :o)
well i know that there's just 2 days left to hit into 2003, well i just hope that the coming new year will ne better than this one as i don't see much of hope to the situations in the middle east to get better but God only knows.. anyway, we still have 2 monhts left to hit into the new year at our date system which will be 1424, whatever.. just wanted to say that i might be too busy during the coming days to update my site or add stuff or even to be on line as mid term exams is coming soon, well it's like after 2 days and i should study hard coz i didn't do well during the whole year so i guess the time has come to pay for being lazy student and stuff.. i got really bad marks on some levels of my study and i'm a bit worry about it, i should concentrate alittle bit on my uni work coz i'm at the final year then i'll graduate hopefully!! and if i didn't do well then i'll have to retake the whole year which won't be good at all.. wish me luck!
Exams are over.. i didn't make it! that's not the issue! there was about 5 days between the end of my exams and the day of the results.. i spent those 5 days doing stuff to my site.. actually i change it all completely !! i deleted all pages and redid them again differently, i deleted some sections and added new ones like ( stuff 4 u ) and there are loads of stuff there where you would enjoy as well as everything in the site.. why? simply because it is me! and i know what i am doing! who is me again?? I'm Koload, the one who didn't pass her final exams as everyone wanted, wished and expected..! why again? because i'm fed up with study.. People and some friends of mine think that i deserve the result i had because i am a lazy student at college and i don't do my best! they are right to some extent.. but i don't think anyone experience the feelings i had when i was studying.. it's so unfair coz i don't think i deserve failing at some subjects i failed.. it's so annyoing to have no one believe that you truly did it right on the exam paper! But it is also not that easy seeing that i disappointed everyone and all feeling sorry for me and keep on blaming me all the time! it's the most annoying feeling ever.. i have a very slight chance that i would make it and graduate with my class and i know i am going to do my hardest at the second semester.. so ENOUGH! i don't wanna talk about it anymore.. i'm fed up with college, fed up with all the STUPID AND UGLY staff English Deapertment has!! fed up with the fact that my mom look at me just as a student and never look at me for the person i am and same goes for some of my friends and for all my family!! hellooooo, there are many things i am good at far from college.. !! Oh and not to forget that most of them are blaming the computer saying that it took all my time and that's why i didn't pass!! Shit and crap as hell! I am 21 and i know when to use things and when not to use them.. i can arrange my time well and computer has nothing to do with my result.. !! hey i am not crying or anything and i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me, isn't it enough that everyone around me do feel sorry for me? now don't cry and don't talk about it or i swear you will be slammed, you will be banned and i'll shoot your head!! so you students at college, YOU have been warned!!.. i just feel crap and that's all ! hey don't forget to check the site.. it is completely new and cool!! enjoy .. Koload
ps: Because of unwelcome circumstances i wouldn't be able to use the internet for about 4 or 5 months only! which means i won't be able to update my site.. reply any emails or be on line for the next 4 months! whatever, enjoy the site and don't forget to sign the guest book !!
Just back home with all that noise of Media or Media War that's goin on nowadays i guess it is not nessesary to discuss those stuff coz you all do have eyes and know what's goin on but still i felt like i want to get the hell out of me by writing about bits there so click here to read on!
working on a new look for the site.. adding more section that most revolve around community as a forum and a chat room.. and after that im going to advertise to my site properly!