For I Did Not Cry in Vain so high above this building eyes of solid gold, the Angel of Love unfurls her wings and departs to Earth below, to claim the soul of this young unborn beauty queen, to take it away with her to Heaven, where this young child will remain in happiness, among fountains of forever, do not cry so hard you didn't know, what the consequences could be, God bless the young for they look for any fun, no matter what the situation might be, but don't be sad no never cry, or shed the smallest tear, for we know that up in Heaven surroundings must, be so much more attractive then way down here, but don't you doubt a word I say, because even God has fears, that mix in with the crystalline pureness, that will never dissappear, and smile one more time and smile again, and look up in the sky, because somewhere out there and no man knows where, Emily sits with the Angel of Love and smiles...... you have not been forgotten in memory of Emily Rose Christie, for Amanda Wolcott 1-31-2002 jwfarmer IN REMEMBRANCE Epitaph: An Untold Story for I did not cry in vain, just for the sillouette agaisnt the wind, and it was for all the things I loved, but I was so totally scared, and oh how they tried to understand, oh how they tried to help, and now as tears run to my fingertips, and oh how the anger overtakes me, I shout to see if shouting will work, to help relieve my depression, but it is hard to erase the memory, that is engrained into our heads, and somehow you cannot escape the demons, that hid underneath your bed but you will escape my darling because you have a lot to do, life is still slow and you are still young, and there are still concerts to attend, and money earned to spend, for within you something is renewed, do you see a different perspective of life, after the hardships you have faced, do any remembrances of the past bring all the tears right back until you fall in the floor begging God for no more and do you ever pull your hair and scream? she wants to scream GODDAMN GODDAMN and blame the world and all of man and she blames God, but she blames herself for something she cannot change, but....for she did not cry in vain, even though happiness was just a thin veil of misty rain somehow she still could pull through and in the end when all was finished and the doors were closed and locked and all the lights out in this building...... not a sound but silence and history in the making will she ever forgive herself for the things she never did and she should take comfort in the assurance that....up in the sky in peace and melody harmonious chords play and fill everyone with joy and standing in the corner away and out of sight stands a little girl in the shadows with a smile as bright as the Light and she is happy here in peace and where happiness always truimphs....where evil is dead and where all good souls are led and where joy creeps into every corner. do not cry anymore for love conquers all whether from someone that is with us or someone thats gone for she did not cry in vain- for in the land of Heaven glory reigns and there lying ever so cute and peacefully on the shore of the crystal lake amanda emily still awaits you and she hasnt ever cried and she awaits your caressing hand to touch her softly hand in hand the journeys rough and long and hard but quite simple glory for faith in this Promised Land...... For I Did Not Cry In Vain dedicated to and for Amanda Wolcott 1-31-2002 jw farmer