just thinking of how it was going to feel; to love someone...forever; when 'forever' is a word that is of longing, and time, and endless space to most but God...... the fairy tale love that began and ended, the heart that was broken both by a kiss and mended, Romeo & Juliet, a modern, fake five star sorrow, its cold at night, the covers aren't warm, enough to heat my soul, it was NEVER enough, all I ever wanted was a kiss or a touch, that provided a thrill a giddy feeling a rush, on a night now long since past, emotions weren't spared, as virginity past, away to the land of innocence and truth, that was covered by a world of lies...... by josh farmer dedicated to Melanie Johnson 5-28-98