for all of the girls of Yahoo that I've advised, you know who you all are, may peace be upon you The Worst Nightmare (anatomy of a rape) lie down on the bed tonight and die, dive into the sheets that are on your bed, stand back from your body to realize, that there is nothing left, illusions grandeur of everything, you dream of flowers you dream of love, you dream of a life without any stress, better to sleep soundly don't wake up yet, pull the blankets over your head, hide from the images that are on your ceiling, cowerly stealthily hiding in the dark, the Monster of your life waiting to pounce, peeking out from under the sheet, rolling her head back closing her eyes, running a hand inside her inner thigh, the Demon crouching in the dark looms over her and smiles; a rustling of the sheets God winces light catches an eye, a muffled scream muffled groan muffled cries of NO!! the Demon soon begins his task, and at the hands of Trust Innocence dies, silence in the darkness heavy breathing, the dawn once bright seems painful to her, arousing from her sleep she does not wake, she looks through closed eyes out of her mind, sneaking out is the Demon and left behind, only blood stains on the sheets, she gets up and and looks in the mirror older, now she hears the car in the drive, glancing out of the window she sees, the Demon waving leaving smiles behind, Innocence defiled walks to the bed looking inside herself why? she hates the world and especially the demon, her heart breaking sigh once; she close her eyes and dies...... the "Demon," the ever popular community figue is loved by so many of his fellow peers that no one cares about the girl, his daughter, whom he rapes, you may gather your own interpretation of this poem, but to me it is a sad reality that the world faces everyday. by joshua farmer august 30th 2000.....copyright dedicated in memory to all of the girls who have been betrayed and destroyed by someone they trust and Love.