Anysort of variety-
pure absence of it-
my life it has no flavour-
no taste no colors to palpate it-
nothing to make it whole-

my anger so Goddamn freely flowing-
my hatred for things that I am not-
my past so scarred with heartache-
my future so blank a canvas-

my senses so overwhelmed with stresses-
my confidence so tainted with failure-
my body so used up by Liquid Murder-
bleak; feelingless an abyssmal void-

I see nothing in the cards-
no aces no Kings not even a duece-
the world is playing a hand with only Jokers wild-
stud cards suck how do you win?

mistakes so many I've made-
never can I go back no money for bills-
no piece of mind only a cursed cracked mirror-
my reflection staring taunting of what I was-

I pray to God and I curse God and I curse everything-
to be so young to be so useless to be so worn out with the world-
scared of rejection scared of failure scared to be myself-
in a world of carbon copy bullshit:

is there a place for originality or creativity anymore?

~The PooRe PoeT copyrighted 2002 6-13-2002 
  
  

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