I'd like to take the time to tell you all about the one I love more than anything. Including rolling.

I've known erin for a couple years now. Its been one hell of a relationship so far. I met her when my friend dan (her cousin) came over to my house with her. She didn't get to stay long. After that, we began to talk online a little randomely. I began to see some of the good traits that erin had. Yet I wanted to find out more about her, because I secretely had a big crush on her. We would talk about whatever came up. Doesn't matter what. If it came up, we'd talk about it. I could share EVERYTHING I was thinking with her. She was like, my clone in a way. what I mean is that we shared soooooooo much in common, and we liked all the same things. I thought it was so great. We'd stay up for hours, talking on the phone. I mean like ten till five in the morning. I thought I had it made.

We decided to meet again at the mall for a couple hours. on the way there, my heart was racing. What would I say? What would I do? I didn't know what to do. I was EXTEMELY shy. Which I am a lot. But it ended up being really great. We were having sooo much fun. We were like best friends. We even got best friend necklaces. On the way home, I had the BIGGEST fucking smile on my face. I swear. I was so happy. You wouldn't even believe it. That had to have been one of the greatest three hours of my life. seriously.

I new that I wanted to spend a LOT more time with her. I wanted to be with her all of the time, and not have to leave. I basically fell head over heels for her after that day. A couple days later, we were packing up one night getting ready to head to Virginia Beach, and we were talking online. At about 10:05, July 30th, 2001, Erin asked me out. I was kinda edgy at first, because I didn't know what to say. But I accepted. I was soooooooo happy!! It was grrr8! Yet, I was leaving for Virginia Beach for a week. BAH. I thought about her 24/7 that week. I was so sad because I couldn't even call her. It was horrible. I got a bad sunburn too. Other than that, it was a good trip.

We'd meet all the time on the weekends for a few hours, and I thought I really had it made. It was all so good. I never wanted it to end. Yet, two months and two days later, I broke up with her. I still don't know to this day why I did it. There was no reason! I felt so stupid. All I did after that was think about her. I tried to check other girls out, but it was no use. Every single one looked like erin in my mind. I wanted her back soooo bad, but I thought that would never happen again. I cried so much at night thinking about her. It was awful. I thought I'd die without her. The worst part was knowing that I wouldn't be with her again. I HATED that thought.

Well, one night, while crashing at my friend tony's house, I was talking to her online. She asked me to call her, so I did. My heart was in my throat. I didn't know how to act. So the first instinct took control. we acted like nothing had happened. It was like before. We talked for hours and hours, and laughed together, and all that stuff. It was like nothing happened. we were on the phone until about almost five, and we didn't want to hang up. Neither of us. "It always was hard to hang up with you." I said. Once we FINALLY hung up, tony was passed out, and I was laying there. I rolled over in case tony woke up, because I was dropping tears like wh0a. I wanted her back soooo bad. Well, the next night, we talked all about why we broke up. No answer. I wish there was, but there isn't.

The night after that, we were talking online. and again, she asked me out. I know it was hard for her. It would've been five times harder for me. But at about 11:17, November 26th, 2001, erin asked me back out. "If you'll let me be your boyfriend again." I said. Well, she let me. It was mmmmm-like. We were back together. The most perfect couple in the world.

Erin and I = soul mates. Seriously. we are the most perfect couple. We share literally everything! We NEVER fight, we love each other more and more everyday, and I'd give up EVERYTHING in my gay life, even all I have in rolling, just to hold her in my arms, and tell her I love her. I don't know what I'd do without her. I couldn't live without her. I want to spend every second of the rest of my life with her. She means everything to me. I want to be the one to love her, the one to give it all to her, the one to be there for her at all times, and the one to grow old and tired with her. Erin, I love you with allllll of my heart and soul. You beat everything like wh0a. I always want you to remember, no matter what, that I love you more than anything, and that I will be with you forever. I want to be with you forever. I'll always be there. Whenever you need me, I'm there.

J-ster <3's Er-Bear!

- Jon

Erin is a skater now. Rolling, that is. Not wood-pushing.