Rating: NC17 - non-con
sex, language.
HUTET
(part 1)
by
tenpem
Prison Shuttle en
route to Cardassia Prime, 2366
Cardassia
Prime
The shuttle had been the first clue that Gul Dukat’s
reputation for vengeance and spite had not been exaggerated. Bruised, walking
awkwardly in leg restraints, with blood encrusting a split that ran the length
of his left forehead ridge, Reclan Delak, until recently 1st Glinn
of the Second Order, had only slowly comprehended just what kind of transport
he was being loaded onto. Through swollen, half closed eyes he took in the dim
dank interior with its security seating in tight, narrow, restrictive little
rows, filled with Bajorans, Ferengi, Klingons and other assorted aliens.
"Civilians." His lips cracked a little as he blurted
the word out in distaste. He pulled up sharply in the doorway, raising his manacled
hands and gesturing at the malevolent, brooding complement of prisoners. "Is
this Skrain’s idea of a joke?" He said, nakedly aware that insolence was all
he had left and it was a weak weapon.
Sending him to trial amongst common criminals,
denying him the right to even a military prison transport, the scales along
his dorsal ridge began to stand on end in premonition.
"Shut up Juristan." The guards on board stepped
forward to relieve the station guards of their charge. They took him by the
arms, casually backhanding the mouthy prisoner almost as an afterthought, before
slamming him into a secure seat and activating the force fields.
The two station officers turned away quickly and
moved out of the doorway, uncomfortable at the sight of one of their own being
degraded by being stowed amongst the thieves, cheats, pimps and prostitutes
of the system. It was a potent message to send to any other uppity officer who
might feel compelled to question the Gul’s authority or attempt to strip him
of his dignity. The image of a 1st Glinn strapped in amongst sim’heads,
deviates and the dregs of society was a powerful one and would serve as an adequate
demonstration of the Gul’s total intolerance of dissent and his vindictive ability
to deal with it.
The doors rolled back trapping the stench of unwashed
alien bodies in the cabin. Rec stared straight ahead of him as the engines powered
up and the docking clamps thumped as they released. He was unable to see the
station as the ship drew away, thrusting to full power and speed as quickly
as was practicable.
There were no viewports. These passengers had no
need of the luxury of seeing where they were going. They knew. Slowly, reluctantly,
reality gnawed at the resilient hope that the Juristan had been nurturing. The
hope that things might still turn out for the best. It was just starting to
dawn on Rec. He wasn’t bound for the Military Tribunals on Cardassia III but
the Civilian Courts of the Justice Ministry on Prime.
A thick, viscous glob of spittle landed on the
side of his head and drooled slowly down past his eyeridges, stretching obscenely
and catching the thin light in its moist thread. Hands pinioned he was unable
to raise them to wipe it away. Slowly he turned his head to face a Bajoran,
scabbed and scruffy, thin and twisted, with eyes that burned with the fever
of hatred.
"Welcome to hell Spoonhead." The man’s voice was
as reedy as his exterior was rough. "May you die slowly, in pain and alone."
Main
Courtroom Justice Ministry Cardassia Prime
"The Ministry of Justice is an exemplar, a unifying
and stabilizing influence throughout the Cardassian Union. On your visit here
today, you will observe the administration of justice at first hand."
The row of children seated in the first rows of
the public gallery rapped their knuckles against the railings in front of them
in a show of traditional approval and then, childishly, shifted in their seats,
whispering to each other in excited anticipation. Their guide, a gray haired,
scholarly Conservator smiled at them with indulgence. Kardassu’s future arrayed
before him, bright expectation on their young faces.
Along with most of the population of the Cardassian
Union, the young audience had watched trials before. The edited highlights formed
a staple part of the daily digest of news and current affairs broadcast on the
public vid screens that were displayed on the outside of most public buildings,
in promenades and squares throughout all population centers of the Union. The
images and messages from the Ministry of Information and Education were a constant
and subliminal backdrop to Cardassian society. Only in rural regions, in the
wilds of the provinces, in the distant mountains, were the screens escapable.
For the children sitting excitedly on the benches
of the court, however, this was a special day. It was part of their progress
to adulthood. One of the rites of passage that marked their entrance to society
as adults. Observing the operation of the Cardassian Bureaucracy in all its
majestic detail was a part of that journey. It instilled in the child an unshakable
confidence in the structures and the quintessential correctness of Cardassian
civilization.
Their excitement stemmed from this gravitas but
also from something far more primeval. It was the chance to watch, up close;
to see a full trial, unedited; to smell the scents of fear as prisoners were
taken down. It was THIS that had the youngsters' scales rustling like Kanabra
stalks in a breeze. It was this intrinsic aspect of Cardassian nature that the
very structures they came to watch today had been designed to harness - for
the greater good of society.
"Now …" The Conservator continued " …we will briefly
discuss the establishment of the Ministry of Justice in its historical context
and then …" he smiled tolerantly at the children, "… I’ll preview some of the
trials you will see here today."
Justice
Ministry Cells
The small cell below the court complex comprised
a seat that doubled as a latrine and enough space in which to stand up. The
tall Cardassian looked enviously at the tiny Bajoran in the cell opposite who
was able to curl up, feline like, on the floor and sleep.
Reclan Delak stretched as well as he could and
resumed his position lying on the floor his long legs propped up on the seat
and gazed up at the ceiling.
Slowly, as the days had slid past after his audacious
assault on Dukat the future had darkened, shade by shade, for the Juristan Glinn.
Now, as he awaited the final stage of his descent, not even the most optimistic
of Juristans could have seen a light at the end of this particular tunnel.
The level of Dukat’s antipathy had revealed itself
in spite filled stages. The first hint had been his journey aboard the civilian
Justice Ministry shuttle. His subsequent delivery to the Ministry’s cells on
Prime, rather than the cells of the military barracks, had merely confirmed
the sense of grim foreboding that had tightened around him on the long journey
from Terok Nor to which he'd tried to resist succumbing.
It was clearly to be a civilian trial, with the
full coverage that that implied. The military usually dealt with their own,
quietly, behind the scenes, out of the public eye. They had that power and generally,
they exercised it. A chill had seeped under Rec's scales as the reality that
he was obviously to be made ‘an example of’ sank in and his mind began to whirl
with the possible outcomes that such a reality implied.
The much more explicit indication of Dukat's personal
attention to detail lay in the overly enthusiastic treatment he had received
at the hands, fists and feet of the interrogators at the Justice Ministry. The
lack of questioning was no real surprise. His crimes were witnessed by others
and admitted by him. They were simple, straightforward and uncomplicated. They
required no lengthy investigations nor tricky cross examinations. None of this
affected the zealousness of the interrogation team who had set about their task
with the relish of those to whom brutality was an art.
As a solider who had made brutality his trade Rec
recognised himself in them and expected no mercy. He found none.
Now, as he waited for his trial to commence, he
felt the oddly unfamiliar feel of a uniform rubbing against his bruised and
beaten ridges. After having been stripped of it on Terok Nor he’d been wryly
amused by the sudden reappearance of a smart set of armour complete with ranks
and insignias on the morning of his trial.
The Justice Ministry did so enjoy their artistry.
Main
Court Room
The
Archon
The opportunity to put the occasional solider on
trial, with full pomp and major admonition, not only subdued any tendencies
towards rebellion within the ranks but allayed the disgruntled, though unvoiced,
suspicions of the general population that their military leaders were somehow
above the law.
When the subject solider was also from an ethnic
group with a reputation for drunkenness, brawling and violence then the show
promised to be a good one, fulfilling society's craving for tarnished heroes,
reinforcing stereotypes and exposing fallibility, in one grand gesture.
The guards who led Rec before the Archon were blank
faced in the best tradition of impartial Cardassian military officers. The Juristan
stood alone in the high winged dock, the rain of knuckles rapping around him
issuing from the shadows of the court room and he looked up into the face of
Cardassian Justice. The old woman above him, her hair dressed in an ornate style,
robed in the trappings of the law, peered down at him from beneath hooded eyes
and crashed her rock gavel onto the bench, declaring the proceedings open.
The fact that the Bajoran Occupation was assuming
a gravity within the court that it was not accorded in the fighting, was an
irony almost too bitter for the solider to swallow. It was all the better to
demonstrate the contemptible nature of his crime, if it could be said to have
occurred in a time of 'conflict'. The memory of spitting on the arrogant long
neck Gul after smashing, first his jaw then his nose, fluttered through his
distracted mind and a rueful smile twitched his mouth. It was simultaneously
the stupidest and most supremely satisfying thing he’d ever done.
As the result of his trial, like all others on
Cardassia, was never in any doubt and the representation of the 'facts' bore
such a fleeting acquaintance with actuality, Reclan took little interest in
the proceedings other than to stand, sit and make admissions on cue. He suspected
if he listened too closely to the perverted history that was being portrayed,
the thin leash he held on his temper may well fray.
Instead he took himself into the mountains of Jurista
again. He felt the hound bounding beneath him as the sky beat down and the peaks
arrayed themselves like an honour guard around him. The clear air and the distant
sparkle of the river washed away the court room and the drone of the voices
in a rush of freedom that only those born in the shadows of the Kinnauri ranges
could truly know. The niggling uncertainty of how many years it would be before
he'd know that freedom again, shuddered like the thunder from a distant avalanche.
He was going to jail.
He accepted that now.
The shame was too great to dwell on it too long
or too deeply. He flushed deeply as he recalled, suddenly, the image makers
capturing his every look and gesture and displaying them over every vid screen
in the Union.
It was to his family that his thoughts unwillingly
leapt. Hopefully they would be spared the sight of this, though certainly not
the knowledge. With his fall from grace he had guaranteed theirs as well. Thankfully,
he knew, that as farmers they would care little enough for the little they had
to loose. The things that 'society' valued; advancement, position, access to
the little luxuries and fancies of the ruling classes had meant little to the
Juristan home he had left behind such a short time ago. They would keep their
lands, though hope of social improvement was no longer an option. Of all of
them it would impact on little Rulay the most, when her time for enjoining came
the taint of the convict connection would close down some choices.
They had not seen him, nor would they. Not until
he was released, when ever that was. That was all that remained to be determined
now - how long and where. He tightened his arms which were crossed over his
chest in reflexive apprehension as a premonition spread through him that the
'where' would be the worst there was.
Despite the best efforts of the Ministry of Justice
to extend such a fine show eventually the point had been reached where sentence
must be determined and implemented.
Rising stiffly to his feet and standing to attention
as his role in the script demanded, Rec braced himself for the Archon's words.
"In times of such turbulence and threat to the
Union the one thing that Cardassians need to be able to rely upon is the loyalty
and the probity of those who are entrusted with their protection. Our Military
are the envy of the Quadrant. Equally feared and respected which is as it should
be, our Military represent in essence what Cardassia stands for, sacrifice,
duty, honour, courage and fealty."
She paused allowing the rapping and murmurs of
assent and approval to flutter about the court room like bats disturbed in a
vast cave. Her eyes, lost in the shadows of the ridges above them and the lighting
that cast her into an eerie insubstantial presence.
"Therefore when I am faced with the onus of passing
sentence on a solider who has abandoned his duty, who has indulged in a vicious
and violent assault on his commander, in a time of conflict no less, who has
turned his back on the opportunities extended to him by a generous state to
develop himself, who has squandered the training and the education freely given
to him, despite the unfortunate circumstances of a humble birth…" She sighed
and shook her head in aching and genuine sorrow over such gross ingratitude
and blatant waste. The moment was beautifully framed and captured by the image
makers. She looked up briefly, a glint of a light reflecting in her pale eyes
as she focused again on the prisoner.
"Therefore I find myself unable to pass sentence
at this time."
A gasp went up from the court room and Rec's body
resonateted as if he'd been struck. His eyes slid about as he remained at attention,
trying to read from the court staff what was happening. The flicker of hope
he'd extinguished roared back into life, like a flame before a hot, dry, desert
wind.
"I suspend sentence until such time as the Bajoran
situation stabilizes. I feel that justice cannot be served fully whilst other,
courageous, loyal soldiers of the Orders still serve the Union dutifully on
that benighted planet amongst those barbarians. This …" She glared at Rec with
scorn, " … coward should not even commence his sentence until those members
of the military have completed their service to the state and Bajor has been
subdued. Until that time, sentence is reserved."
Rec almost staggered. This was a sentence without
end. It was a sentence usually reserved for 'politicals', for those whom the
state wished to legally 'disappear'. The sound of the distant avalanche in the
clear distant mountains of Kinnaur deafened him. He'd never see them again.
He'd never ride those hills or see a sky shot through with the crimson and the
purple of summer storm clouds boiling over the ranges at sunset.
His arms had been locked up by the guards and they
had started to remove him from the dock as her final words did, finally, make
his knees buckle.
"The Prisoner will await sentence at Hutet. Take
him down."
Hutet
The
desert surrounding Hutet
New prisoners were herded from the transports that
had delivered them from the various courts of the vast Cardassian union to this
place and they were then marshaled in the receiving yard. There was not a great
deal of processing that remained, personal possessions and clothing had all
been stripped prior to transport. All that remained now was 'ident' administration.
The tunic and trousers scratched roughly, as they
were no doubt designed to do, and the sun reflected harshly off the bare sandy
expanse of nothing that surrounded Hutet as it did by nature's design. Rec squinted
into the glare. The desert stretched away in all directions, beating as if it
were alive as the heat haze distorted it and curled the horizon.
The line of prisoners inched forward. Male, female,
Cardassian and alien. Dressed similarly in the dull, gray cloth of convict garb.
Cardassian justice was swift and inexorable. It
had been only a few hours since Rec had been half dragged, stumbling in numb
shock, from the court room, the Archon's sentence pitching his world into an
abyss. Still reeling, still half expecting a hand at any moment to reach out
and pluck him from this wasteland - chide him for his impetuosity and gloat
at the scare he'd been given, still unable to conceive the depths to which he
had been flung, he shuffled unthinkingly, obediently forward with the rest of
the prisoners.
The guards who surrounded the marshalling yard
carried their weapons with the kind of insouciance that indicated their readiness
to use them and the kind of faces that revealed their desire to.
Reaching the front of the queue Rec stood passively
as a medic quickly scanned him to confirm the ident details in the PADD before
him. The medic nodded briefly to a beefy Galt who stepped forward and took the
PADD and a small hand device from him. The Galt jerked his chin toward a one
of a row of huts and gestured the tall Juristan to walk in front of him.
Almost catatonic, still unable to comprehend the
reality of his spiral into this place, the sight and sound of it barely registered
to Rec's senses, he had only an overwhelming sense of distance. His eyes had
comprehended only the distance that surrounded this place, only the wide burning
desert that mocked him with the distance from Jurista, from the mountains, from
his life.
He barely noticed the two Galts standing in the
shadows of the hut until they grabbed his arms and dragged him down onto his
knees, a knee rammed into his back and forced him forward over a small frame
that energized a forcefield to hold him in place.
"Try not to move." A voice from above him said
sardonically. "Hurts more if we have to go back over the numbers."
The smell of his own scales, his own flesh burning
and melting intensified the pain. When the brand of the Second Order that adorned
his shoulder blade had been placed on him with pride and dignity, he had born
the short sharp pain that had accompanied it with satisfaction. But as the tattooing
laser sank through the layers of his epidermis, etching the numbers and letters
that would forever identify him as a Huteter, he felt his first real and agonizing
connection to this place.
Cardassia was a leader in research into mutagenics
and they had used Hutet to test various aspects of their weapons development.
The adaptation of one of the mutagens for use as an indelible and immutable
tattooing agent had required only minor modifications. The agent ate into the
tissue, rewriting the code of the skin as it went, sinking into the layers of
flesh and mutating them into their own image. Attempting to remove the tattoo
only activated the mutations to sink deeper and deeper into the body, eventually
finding the delicate network of nerves and chords that supported the Cardassian
spine and chewing through them like a vole through a conduit, crippled or killed
the victim.
The Hutet tattoo was designed to mark its wearer
for life.
The brilliant pain as the identity code was carved
across the back of his wide flat neck, lit the room in a flash of understanding;
the filthy, decrepit shed, the boots of the soldiers filling his vision, the
dust their feet stirred up filling his nose, the acidic agony of the tattoo
eating his future.
Rec suddenly made a noise. A release of air. A
grunt.
The guards looked at each other and raised their
eyeridges. They had bets on when each prisoner would call out. They always did
- eventually. The only interest lay in how soon.
As the shape of his new life cauterized painstakingly
across the expanse of his neck and his knees bit into the earthen floor, his
mouth opened and he roared. It was a sound filled with pain, anguish and the
horrified realization that there was to be no rescue, there was to be no escape
- there was only this.
A
Hutet Tattoo
Unlike other public buildings and spaces, which
all bore the mark of classical Cardassian design, that were things of beauty
and elegance, functionality in form unsurpassed in the quadrant, here the buildings
were ugly, unmatched and decaying. The layout of Hutet was designed to allow
the minimum number of guards to provide the level of security necessary to keep
those on the inside - inside. What went on under the cover of night, in the
shadows, in the barracks, in the dormitories, between the allocated work periods
- well that was all part of the punishment. The true defeat of the spirit lay
in not being able to escape. Whatever hell the scum chose to create for themselves
within the parameters of that one truth was a bonus.
One by one, hands rising instinctively but yet
not daring to touch the fiery ribbons that now scorched across their necks,
the new prisoners were shoved from the reception centre out into the main yard
of the prison. From here, other than being called upon to perform their allocated
labour assignments, they were on their own.
The huts, dormitories and barracks were scattered
randomly around the bare, dry ground. Through the forcefields the desert raced
away into a distant horizon none here could ever hope to reach. Guard towers
poked up randomly around the camp, vid screens, beyond reach but readable, displayed
work schedules.
Rec wandered aimlessly, there were few figures
about, the labour units were still at work in the mines that burrowed beneath
the desert and through the far off scrubby ravines, or in the plants that dotted
the perimeter of the camp. The new prisoners, their tattoos raw and weeping
wounds, stepped warily aside from those whose convict uniforms showed signs
of wear and whose tattoos shone blackly under the bright sun.
Drawn by instinct he found himself tracing the
boundary. The force fields distorted the images of what lay beyond them through
their lethal rippling waves. His ruptured skin slowly dulled into a quiet flame
as he made laps of the edges of his new existence, staring out at the unyielding
desert until his eyes watered from the glare.
The memories of the mountains of Jurista tortured
him. His mind kept overlaying the harsh flat barren cauldron before him with
the wild splendor of his home and lacerating him with the keen grief of knowing
that he'd lost them.
Dimly he became aware that the light was fading
and the yard was filling with prisoners returning from their labour. Feeling,
foolishly, that even by moving from the boundary he was leaving Kinnaur further
behind he lingered at his sentinel. As night established itself over the camp
the announcements began, work details, barracks asignment, meal rosters. Reluctantly
he turned from the perimeter, noticing for the first time that he was one of
a handful of figures who were drifting from the edges back towards the centre
of the camp.
It was whilst he was queuing for the evening meal
that he first became aware of the quarantine field that seemed to have sprung
up around him. No eye met his, no face turned to his, everywhere he looked,
the backs of prisoners were rotating towards him. The sense of total isolation
grew as a sea of gray hunched backs presented themselves as he tried to find
a place to sit in the vast hall. The ostracism shouldn't have surprised him,
he guessed, dumping the tray and carrying the bowl of unidentifiable stew and
the hunk of bread out into the night. What he was would have been passed around
from ear to ear and he could expect to find no love lost for the military in
this place. He hunkered down onto his haunches keeping the wall of the dining
hall behind him, though he didn't risk opening the wounds on his neck by leaning
against it. Desultorily he dug the bread into the tepid, gluey stew and forced
himself to chew.
The tramping of feet in the darkness told him that
the dining hall was emptying. A splash of light fell out as the door opened
and he shifted further back into the night, watching and listening as the assorted
dialects and languages of the quadrant carried to him. He waited until the last
of the voices had died away before he stood up.
The stars shone brilliantly in the dry air of the
high desert, providing just enough illumination on their own to guide him towards
the barracks he was looking for. The moon had not yet risen but he could make
out the numbers and symbols of the dormitory that he'd been assigned.
For a moment he paused. His shoulders slumped in
defeat and despondency. The surreal sense that none of this was real gripped
him cruelly. Almost dizzy with misery he raised a hand to steady himself against
the doorway and tried to find the courage or the will to go through. Filling
his lungs he raised his head and shouldered open the door.
Sun
goes down at Hutet
The long room was filled with bunks arranged in
haphazard clusters that conformed to some agenda or alliance he did not yet
know. Rec walked further into the dorm, aware of the conversations that began
to subside behind him like sand sliding into a furrow. Aliens seemed to have
staked out their own enclaves, Klingons hulked threateningly in one corner,
assorted species had banded together to form another bastion mid way.
Winding slowly between a cluster of bunks, populated
by Cardassians he paused and glanced at the array.
He placed a hand on an bare bunk. No bedding, no
indication of ownership.
"Empty?"
No face turned towards him nor did a voice respond
to his one word inquiry. He sprang quickly up onto it and lay down on the hard
alloy frame, rolling immediately onto his side as the fresh wound to his neck
reminded him sharply of its presence. He could feel the tightness of the scabbing
over the figures and numbers.
The dorm was eerily quiet, whispers brushed against
him just beyond his grasp. The atmosphere was as tense as the moments before
a storm broke.
"That's my bunk."
A growl that was barely a voice sounded behind
him.
Rec shut his eyes momentarily, almost too weary
and too vanquished to respond to the obvious threat yet knowing instinctively
that he must. Sitting upright and staring down at the scarred Cardassian face
that looked coldly back up at him he answered shortly.
"Not any more."
The scarred head tilted to better look up at him
and a wide smile that revealed yellowing rotting teeth spread over his face.
"You've forgotten where you are Glinn." The scarred
head smiled back. "Look around, this ain't Bamarren."
There was an instant of warning, the sudden shift
in weight on the bunk as they swarmed quickly up from behind. An instant of
warning but no time to react. As he launched himself forward at the scarred
head he was seized from behind and dragged backwards off the bunk.
He tried to separate himself from what was happening
as he heard the sound of the material of his workpants being torn apart. The
hands that held him were unyielding, biting into his forearms, thighs and calves.
His struggles, as he twisted and attempted to thrash about, were not only ineffectual
but merely served to reinforce his utter powerlessness. He was slammed heavily
across bare bunk, the wind knocked from him as the metal alloy edge crushed
his chest.
More hands, what felt like an army of hands, forced
his legs apart whilst one grabbed him by the hair and craned his head back at
ungainly angle.
Hot breath that held the stench of cheap alcohol
and something else, something he didn’t recognise, a sweet sickly odor, whispered
in his ear. The whisperer carried a message.
"The Gul wanted you to feel welcome here Juristan.
We’re here to make you feel at home."
As the voice spoke a savage surge of pain tore
him open whilst the sound of a multitude of voices baying in delight assaulted
his ears.
The hand in his hair wrenched back harder, arching
his neck unnaturally, cracking the first of the scabs that were trying to form
along the freshly made tattoo and flattening his windpipe so that breathing
was almost impossible and sound completely so.
The voice continued on in litany of mocking, toneless
taunts that played over the background of grunts that mercilessly matched the
searing, tearing thrusts of his anonymous rapist. He felt himself being ripped
roughly open as the rapist ploughed into him again and again.
The angle of his head focused his eyes on the ceiling,
the tatty, derelict filth of the dorm hut’s scaffolded roof was the limit of
his visual world. The blindness to who was responsible seemed to escalate the
pain. The piercing agony riveted his body and though he tried to convince his
mind that it was only pain, nothing more or less than the physical pain he’d
endured many times in battle, every stabbing stroke from the rapist, every blow
to his hips as they were driven forward by the momentum into the metal of the
bunk, every burning, bloody, brutal time the bastard buried his shaft into him,
he knew it was significantly, scarifingly different.
Rape as a weapon of war. Cardassian military policy
had accepted it. Now he knew why. It assaulted the mind as much, if not more,
than the body, it threatened the sense of self, the essence of the identity.
It humiliated, hurt and defiled more efficiently, quickly and effectively than
any other weapon.
The rough and brutal rhythm of the rapist increased
in tempo, the guttural sounds of penultimate release rising to match the frenzied
ramming, till in a series of powerful, rending plunges the rapist released a
stream of stinging secretions deep within the wounded flesh of the Glinn. As
he withdrew, the tortured flesh closing in his wake, the hand in Rec's hair
released slightly allowing the Glinn to gulp more air, then with a malicious
tug pulled him back into position.
"There’s a lot of us here who want to welcome you
Glinn." The voice mocked him as the freshly ruptured wound was impaled again.
Rec stared mutely at the ceiling. He felt his life
trickling away from him as certainly as the blood that was trickling down between
his tautly pinioned thighs. The Glinn, the soldier, the son, the brother, the
friend, the lover that had existed out there, in what was now the past, were
dying as each vicious, violent thrust planted the reality of Hutet, of the present,
of the new truth of his existence deeply and foully inside him.
He lost track of the number who assaulted him,
along with his sense of himself under the filthy scrappy ceiling of the hut.
As they brutalized his body, he banished Reclan Delak. He stripped him from
his mind and from his soul and from his memories. He wasn’t sure who he was
going to replace him with yet. He wasn’t sure he wanted to replace him. He wasn’t
sure he could. He just knew that he wasn’t going to let Reclan Delak die being
abused by the scum of this pit. This heap of brutalized meat could die but it
wouldn’t contain the essence of who he was. He could do nothing, but he could
do that. He could deny them that.
When the bleeding had turned from a trickle to
a stream and the tearing had flayed his flesh too much to provide any further
satisfaction. An army of eager hands rolled the almost comatose Glinn onto his
back and then hauled him onto his knees.
Dazed and unfocused his eyes rolled back in his
head and he’d have collapsed but for those keen and willing hands holding him
upright. The stench of fetid flesh and the heat of firm skin against his face
forced him to focus. The naked belly of a Cardassian was before him, the scales
alive with tiny vermin. A hand was clasped around the engorged and veined penis
that emerged from below the belly. A second hand grabbed him by the hair and
forced his face towards it.
More assiduous disembodied hands held his face
forward and one slipped into his mouth dragging it open. The swollen, stinking,
scabrous organ choked him. Without considering it he bit, hard, grinding, letting
his back teeth rip and rend at the flesh that filled his mouth, hanging on clenching
his jaw as with an agonized yelp the owner attempted to drag his member out.
Skin, scales and lumps of flesh tore from the putrid penis as the injured Cardassian
lacerated himself trying to wrench it free, desperately punching his tormentor
in the face.
His fist crashed into Rec’s forehead, once, twice,
then his teeth snapped together, as another fist collected him beneath the jaw.
A high pitched, scale curling shriek tore from his would be assailant’s throat
and the Cardassian tumbled to the ground in front of him.
Stomach heaving Rec spat the lumps of flesh and
scales from his mouth as he wilted under a flurry of blows, slumping to the
floor, cowering in a ball, as fists and feet rained on him, until he slid gratefully
into unconsciousness.
The blood, the noise, the sexual excess, the chance
to be powerful, the chance to inflict pain, the mob reacted with frenzied hunger,
fed off each other and fell upon the limp abused body of the new prisoner. The
Cardassian whose mangled manhood oozed thick dark blood between his fingers
was just as brutally kicked aside but then ignored, in the mob’s frantic rush
to get to the designated victim.
The audience who had gathered around the walls,
or perched on bunks to garner a better view, or who were keeping lookout on
doors and windows, craned their necks and felt the ripple of excitement that
presaged the taking of a life. So intent were they that the designated lookouts
on a rear door didn’t see the small, hunched figure of a crippled Cardassian
limping slowly across through the dark and dusty night towards the barracks.
The cripple slipped in, unregarded and unnoticed,
in time to see the prisoner disappear beneath the storm of the maddened mob.
As he stepped out from the shadows, dragging his withered leg behind him, the
audience that he passed through fell silent, their looks shifting from vicarious
pleasure to resentment and apprehension.
Nub neither hurried nor dawdled as he made his
way towards the scrum of bodies. As they noticed him, participants fell away
until finally the battered, lifeless body of the new prisoner lay exposed. His
lower clothing completely gone, the blood of various wounds mingling, his face
already misshapen and swelling further.
Standing a moment and observing in the sudden strained
silence of the hut, Nub’s pale almost white eyes strayed over the assemblage.
The soft whimpers of the wounded Cardassian, still holding his hands over the
bloody mess of his stinking sex drew a nod from the cripple. Wordlessly two
prisoners picked up the moaning would be assailant and carted him from the dormitory.
Barely lifting a finger Nub indicated the Glinn
and another two stepped forward and lifted his insensible body under the arms
and followed the cripple’s shuffling, sliding gait back out the door.
Central
administration block Hutet
Trimok stared down at the bleeding, battered half
naked Cardassian and shrugged. Powerfully built, Trimok, had spent his adult
life in prisons, the last half decade in this one. He faced his middle age as
a warlord amongst other tyrants with a small slice of hell as the prize. To
maintain his dominance required a mix of brute force, cunning and instinct.
It was instinct that had caused him to send Nub
out to retrieve the new prisoner. His interest had been piqued in an individual
who'd inspired such particular attention from Dukat. Trimok still nursed a grudge
against the long necked Gul that nearly a decade had failed to temper. When
the whisper that a Glinn who'd struck him and earned a trip to Hutet for his
troubles reached the warlord's ears, he'd acted on the itching of his ridges
to have him brought to him.
Now he looked down at the bloody mess at his feet
and glared at Nub.
"What's this?" Trimok poked the insensible smashed
and shattered figure of the Glinn with his toe. "He wont make it through the
night. You should've left him there."
"You should've seen the other one." Nub snuffled
as he attempted a laugh.
"What do you mean?" Trimok's eyes cut like knives
on the cripple.
"He bit Yollar's dick off." Nub laughed wheezily.
Trimok had crippled Nub, personally, years before, in punishment for a misdemeanor
neither could really recall now. Now the petty tyrant kept the invalid supplied
with sim'taa and protection, in return for his unquestioned loyalty.
The crowd that was gathering behind Trimok were
more of his loyal, dependent or just plain fearful army. Their barracks was
their castle and their keep, Trimok was their king and Nub was his eyes and
ears.
Looking again at the minced face of the unconscious
figure, Trimok shook his head, the features were barely recognizable.
"Juristans." He laughed grimly. "Yollar was a fool
to think he could stick it in there and expect to get it back." He turned and
scanned the faces of his assembled minions. "Zera … Zera …" He barked.
A woman, younger than she looked and once pretty,
now drawn and pinched from hunger, work, abuse and sim, slipped from the back
to the front of the group in response to her name and looked expectantly at
Trimok.
"One of yours." He said, rolling Reclan onto his
back with the toe of his boot. "Another mad Juristan. Thumped Dukat. Bit off
more than he could chew now though." Trimok flung his head back and roared with
laughter faintly irritated, as always, by the sycophantic tittering that accompanied
him now that permission had been granted to react.
Zera looked at the raw, bleeding face on the floor
and couldn't make out any features. He looked dead and was probably the better
for it, she thought.
"Who was he." She asked tentatively.
"Delak. Second Order Glinn." Trimok answered. "Though
I think you're burying him a little hastily Zera." He watched her sallow face
colour slightly at the name. "You know him?"
"I … think … there was a family …" She halted as
memories long locked down erupted to the surface and flooded her mind with glimpses
of mountains and hounds and crops and a childhood before service to the Obsidian
Order had claimed her. A native of Kinnaur she knew instantly who it was who
lay so mangled and abused, pooling blood at her feet, though her last glimpse
of him had been years ago, when he was a young lad on the brink of his Emergence,
wearing an ill fitting cadet's uniform on a gangly frame.
"He's yours." Trimok waved a hand dismissively,
suddenly bored by the diversion. "If he lives."
The warlord swept grandly down the row of pathetic
bunks that marked his 'army's' barracks and took himself into the semi private
cubicle he'd fashioned for himself at one end of the grim bare room.
Taking their lead from their master the crowd drifted
back to their bunks and the little private worlds they'd made for themselves.
Dropping to her haunches Zera looked carefully
at the Kinnauri's injuries with the practiced glance of one who'd seen killing
up close and for whom it held no mystery. Sucking between the gap in her teeth
she concluded that her first guess had been correct. This Delak was dead - he
just hadn't got there yet. Her fingers felt over him, internal injuries, probably
hemorrhaging, the kicking had done the worst of the damage and he would never
have much of a face again without treatment. Trimok's gift to her, she thought
to herself, a corpse to get rid of.
A groan and a twitch from the Kinnauri dragged
her attention back to him. From behind the veil of red an opening that could
have been a mouth, gaped slightly and blood bubbled up and out through the cavity.
She ran her hand over the stubble that passed for
hair on her head and tried to ignore the tug to try and 'do' something. Four
years here had taught her that Hutet did 'to' you, you didn't 'do' things in
it or to it.
When the Order had abandoned her, deeply undercover
and widely exposed, and she had found herself here as a result, she had closed
herself off and applied herself to learning a new skill, the art of surviving.
Now this potential corpse had been dropped at her feet and instantly she could
almost smell the Kanabra crops at harvest time in Kinnaur again.
"Help me." She snapped decisively to a lounging
figure behind her, as she placed her hands under the unconscious Glinn's arms.
Grumbling, but acquiescent her comrade grabbed the legs and they swung him wordlessly
onto Zera's bunk. The movement seemed
to stir him into a lighter stage of consciousness and he groaned again, his
head tossing feebly from side to side.
"Fuck." Zera swore, as she watched him struggling
to come back to life. Typical bloody soldier's instincts, she thought, battling
for consciousness when insensibility would be a lot less pain. For an instant
his eyes, two pools of dark gray in a field of raw meat, flashed open and looked
directly at her. They held no awareness, other than pain.
Reaching down the front of her tunic she pulled
a small rock of sim from beneath a ridge. She'd miss that later, the thirst
was already kicking in. Acting quickly before she had a chance to change her
mind she slipped it between his lips. At least if he was going to die then he
could do it without pain.
For Rec, the moments after falling under the fists
and feet of the enraged mob had passed like a lifetime, he had felt his ribs
collapsing into his lungs and his face collapsing in on itself before insensibility
eventually swept him kindly away.
Almost imperceptibly at first sensation had tried
to return. As he fought to rise through the darkness of unconsciousness he fell
instead into a mire of pain and confusion. With an animal instinct he knew he
was dying. He couldn't remember the battle, or the planet, or the enemy, he
knew only the suffocation of suffering.
Unable to cry out, he felt his face shifting and
subsiding as he moved his head, his body was nothing but a foci for pain without
origin. He briefly glimpsed a face, a Cardassian face. He tried to open his
mouth, tried to speak, he had to pass on his Shri-tal, but instead of speech
he felt liquid fill his mouth, the bubbling of it coming from deep within. Then
it was all swept aside by the most piercingly beautiful sensations of tranquil
bliss that he had ever experienced. He floated mindlessly, numbly cupped in
a rapture that drove all pain, all questions from his mind.
Sim'taa
Zera slipped out of the dormitory and made her
way across the yard. It was not yet late and the lights still glowed dully from
the prison infirmary. Passing close to the wall, she went to the rear of the
low roofed, shabby building and approached the trustees' entrance. The grill
was secured but the inner door was open, as usual.
A patina of dust and grime lay inside, blown through
the ever open door. The trustees ran a lucrative business through the rear door
of what passed for the prison infirmary, their positions within secured by graft,
luck or lies and extending to them the quasi-authority and protection of their
direct supervisors - the guards. But the presence of the trustees also gave
the warlords a window of opportunity to exploit.
The medical staff comprised prisoners of appropriate
backgrounds - there were no shortage of doctors within the union who had found
themselves imprisoned in Hutet, the illegal mutagenics masters, covert identity
changers, black-market providers of highs, lows and assassination assistance.
The cunning ones found themselves work detail in the infirmary.
It was Trimok's trustee, Scheknell, whom Zera was
now planning to exploit. The dingy storeroom was empty, lit only by the weak
bulb from the treatment room opposite. Low voices came from within, as the day's
sanctioned injuries, those that had been deemed worthy of attention, received
their remedies. She hissed through the bars of the grill.
Footsteps slid towards the door, the figure was
illuminated behind and she couldn't identify it.
"Schek?" She hissed again.
The figure turned and shuffled away. Zera scratched
idly at her arms as she waited, her mouth already felt dry, and the prospect
of servicing Schek in return for some basic treatment for the Kinnauri - while
she was unstoned - was unsavory. She was turning away, the itching becoming
more intense and her mouth starting to feel as arid as the desert that surrounded
her, thinking that the Kinnauri would be better off dead anyway, when a low
voice called from within the infirmary.
"Zera?" Scheknell sounded suspicious and a little
gruff. "Trimok send you? There's nothing till the next guard rotation."
"I'm not here for Trimok." She said, slowly returning
to the grill. "I want to buy some med-treat."
There was a moment's silence, then the sound of
the grill unlocking. Scheknell's gray hair caught the weak starlight as he beckoned
her inside. Zera remained mutinously still, just beyond the door.
"NO." She said obstinately. "Med-treat first."
The trustee chuckled. "I could always just take
my payment now though - couldn't I Zera? And the rest of them here could too."
She remained just beyond his reach, wary but determined.
"And have Trimok hear you've been stealing?" She
answered boldly. "Go ahead."
He shuffled forward and peered out into the night
at her. Her thin prominent neck ridges and the constant itching advertised her
addiction.
"You look thirsty." He said cruelly. "Just what
kind of med-treat where you thinking of. Trimok rationing you again?"
"It's not for me." She snarled, dreading the onset
of the cramps and the night that lay ahead before she got her next dose. "A
yardie's been bashed. A new one. You'll need to bring bone and tissue regens
and there's internal damage, you'll need a good scanner not just some surface
shit."
She wrapped her arms around herself shivering despite
the dry hot night. The trustee looked dubiously at her and ran his tongue wetly
over his lips. They glistened in the weak starlight.
"That's a big order Zera. The bill will be …" He
ran his eyes over her contemptuously, taking in her thin frame and dull scales.
" … large. I don't know that you have the currency."
"Stop haggling Schek." She snapped irritably. "It's
still more than you could get for free."
He looked at her. The years and the sim'taa were
aging her but she was still able to do things that made his ridges hum just
thinking about them. Only this time, he smiled sadistically as he turned away
to collect his kit, this time, he thought to himself, I'm going to hurt you
Zera.
* * *
Laughing, Schek looked up from the bunk bed and
shook his head in amusement.
"You're kidding aren't you Zera?" He mocked her,
the scales around his groin tightening at the prospect of just how much she
would owe him, assuming he could keep this lump of meat alive for a few days.
"Since when did you start investing in lost causes?"
"Shut up and treat him." She snapped, trying not
to double over as the first warning cramp seized her belly. "Sooner you do it,
sooner you get your payment."
Whistling tunelessly between his teeth, Schek began
scanning the insensible figure on the bed, quickly picking up the sim'taa in
his system. His smile twisted nastily as the pieces of the puzzle began to fall
into place. Yollar being dragged in missing his dick and the ribald chat that
had followed about the Juristan Glinn that had bitten it off. Zera was Juristan.
She'd even sacrificed her sim for him, that was something unusual. Schek knew
that fucking for him was no big sacrifice to her, it was the only currency that
Zera possessed, and even then her possession of it was questionable. In reality
Trimok owned the rights to her. But fucking when she wasn't sim'ed - that twisted
his smile further.
He really was going to hurt her.
He scanned the internal damage and set up some
deep tissue regens to halt the hemorrhaging and start mending the ruptures.
There was a variety of injuries. Those from where the Juristan had been raped
looked worst but were least threatening. It was the hidden, silent, seeping
of blood from within his chest cavity that was likely to kill him. Schek was
actually good at his work, he'd wanted to be a doctor but society didn't offer
such careers to those from the kind of background he'd had. He'd practiced anyway
and known he was better than most of the legals.
Feeling Zera's eyes following every move he made,
he reminded himself that she knew enough to notice if he skimped or cheated.
"I don't have enough tissue regens to spare. Some
of the wounds are just going to have to heal the old fashioned way." He explained
without looking up.
The bones would take a little longer, especially
around the face. He set about pushing them back into shape and rationing out
the bone regens he had. He passed the time imagining the ways he could make
Zera suffer and how much he could risk hurting her before Trimok would adjudge
him to have damaged the merchandise.
Finally he sat back on his heels and looked up
at Zera with a satisfied smile.
"Time to pay up Zera."
"What about sleep meds … pain meds." She demanded.
The callous smile that spread over the Trustee's
face was familiar to her.
"You can keep on giving him your sim if you want
to Zera. You can't afford anything more from me till I've been paid for what
I've done so far." He snapped the scanner back into his kit and stood up. The
bulge in his pants testifying to his anticipation. He stood for a long moment
enjoying looking at her, his tongue making quick sallies wetly to the corner
of his mouth before he reached down and unfastened the cloth belt of his trousers.
Without a word he jabbed his thumb at Zera and
indicated the floor in front of him beside the bunk. Feeling as if her scales
were trying to tear themselves loose whilst her muscles began to grip and pinch
in objection to the denial of sim, Zera sank obediently to her knees before
him.
Storm
clouds over Kinnauri Ranges
In the days that followed time and place ceased
to have any relevance as Rec hovered in the half light of a sim'taa high. Pain
and pleasure fought a battle in his body and mind, each waxing and waning in
turn, as the effects of the sim that Zera continued to provide him, rose and
ebbed in his system.
The mountains of Kinnaur would stretch out before
him in a dreamscape that was more wondrous than reality and he wandered freely
over the trails that swept across the steep and shifting scree slopes, his feet
never stumbling as he passed over the loose and slippery surface like a spirit
released. The shade of the caves of Zanskar sheltered him from the ferocity
of the coppery sun of Prime as it hovered at its zenith and the cool, sweet
water that dripped from the walls within tasted pure and perfect. Then, as the
light of the moon leached the colour and the heat from the day, he climbed higher
and higher, reaching peaks and promontories that had lured him since childhood.
Finally he stood above the Kinnauri valleys, the
expanse of the ranges of Jurista folding away in all directions at his feet,
the rivers snaking silver far below him and the air as soft and as kind as the
breath of a lover caressing him. He fell forward into it and let it fold sensuously
around him.
The air supported him, billowing warmly around
him, cushioning him from pain as he drifted over his home, over the mountain
peaks, over the deserts and out into space. Cardassia fell away from him and
the stars swam around him like friends.
A rhythmic thumping, matching concussive movement
that shuddered through his body, proved to be his first lucid moment after the
rape and the beating. His mouth was dry and Kinnaur was a distant dream.
Days had passed that he was not aware of.
The thumping took on other sounds. A grunting that
matched the jolting, a slightly wet sound that was familiar.
He opened his eyes and saw first the bare metal
bars of a bunk above him. The sound was coming from his left, the waves of movement
issuing from that direction as well. He became aware of a weight across his
lower legs and with effort lifted his head.
A figure was draped over his shins, its face buried
between them, its arms stretched forward, hung limply over the edge of the bed.
The figure was crouched and as he slowly turned his head he saw the lower half
of a Cardassian male's torso, fucking the bared backside of the figure that
lay across his legs with the vigorous thrusts that had shaken him into consciousness.
As Rec's brain slowly took in what he was seeing,
the figure across his legs went rigid as the male torso slammed deeply and with
a brutal finality into the prone anonymous body. The sound of hoarse breathing
accompanied the crude bodily sounds of the faceless male withdrawing himself
from the flesh of the figure that now lay heavily across Rec's lower limbs.
The torso turned away and disappeared into the gloom of the unknown world that
lay beyond the sordid little space that Rec could identify as himself, a bunk
and another body.
Just as his thirst became more insistent so did
the vague sensation that his body felt weak and damaged. The memory of how it
had become that way resurfaced and he jolted at the co-joined horror of both
remembering what had happened to him and witnessing what had just happened across
him.
The figure that weighted his legs stirred and rolled
onto its side. A Cardassian face, an faintly familiar face, stared up the bed
at him.
"You're awake." The voice was feminine despite
its husky and scratched tones but lacked any discernible emotion or even interest.
It took a moment before Rec realised she'd spoken to him in Kinnauri.
He opened his mouth to speak but the dryness of
it caught the words in his throat. Then he watched mutely as she slid off his
legs and dragged her pants up from around her ankles, unashamed of her half
nakedness as she adjusted them around her waist. She disappeared silently into
the darkness that lay beyond the bunk on which he lay. As his eyes grew a little
more accustomed to the gloom, he could vaguely make out the shapes of other
bunks and figures moving in the dimness of the distance and the sounds of other
beings carried to him.
"Here." Suddenly she reappeared at his elbow out
of the nothingness and back into the tiny world he was inhabiting. Raising the
flask she carried to his lips she poured a trickle of water into his mouth.
The cool, liquid rolled over the arid interior of his mouth and throat and Rec
sucked at it greedily, clutching at the flask with his hands to try and speed
the flow.
"No … No …" She spoke in rapid Kinnauri. "Slowly
now … you'll choke … " His weakness startled him as he felt her easily beat
away his hands. The water finally soaked into the skin of his mouth and moistened
it enough to speak.
"Who …?" He croaked, his voice unrecognizable to
him.
"Zera." She answered brusquely, then climbed onto
the bed edging him over to make room for her spare and frail little frame. "Zera
Tilak - this is my bed and I need to sleep."
"Tilak … " He recognised the name. Kinnauri. He
remembered a Zera but the skinny, pinched figure beside him was a stranger.
"What …"
"Shut up. Try and sleep." She snapped and rolled
on to her side presenting her bony back to him. Her voice softened imperceptibly
as she continued. "You'll have to get up tomorrow or they'll send you to the
labs Rec'o. If you can't walk, you can't work. If you can't work, you can't
stay."
A low level hunger that was beyond mere appetite
tugged at the edges of his consciousness and blended with the indefinable pain
that rocked his body. A shiver ran through him and he felt a cramp seize him
viciously before suddenly tossing him aside, gasping and limp.
Zera stirred slightly beside him and elbowed herself
over to face him. She fumbled in her tunic and pulled something out which she
raised to her lips and bit before spitting a portion of it into her hand and
holding it in front of Rec's lips.
"What …" He started to protest as suddenly another
rigor shook him.
"Meds." She said sleepily and forced her fingers
into his mouth delivering a grainy substance that fizzed and stung. "Now … sleep."
She pushed him back over on to his side and spooned up against his back.
The meds banished the need that had begun to gnaw
at him and Rec lay wide eyed staring into the dark, aware of the murmuring and
movement of others around them and the sounds of voices, of bodies, of pain
and what perhaps was passing for pleasure.
With pathetic relief, that was tinged with sad
recognition of the unreality of it, he felt himself drifting back to Kinnaur.
Closing his eyes, he surrendered willingly to the falsehood and decided not
to think about what was fuelling it.
Kinnaur
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