| Hi! This is Marie again. Well,this is just going to be a short fic for the New Year. The title is 'To Never Let Go' and I will ne known as Marie. My e-mail address wil be the one I am using. Virago28@yahoo.com Well, anyways, here's my fic! Ja ne! ^_~ ____________________ Author’s Notes: Since New Year’s is coming, I’m just gonna write a short little fic. Actually, my fic’s are never that short, but this one is just gonna be a one part sort of thing. You all know by now (well, if u read my other fics in progress) I always make Serena (a.k.a. Usagi) tougher and less of a crybaby. I give her a backbone and she ain’t scared of standing up for herself and most of all, she doesn’t have to rely on the crystal just to make her strong... her power comes from within. And I am not changing it. Serena being a crybaby totally bugs me. This takes place in the Silver Millennium and is in Darien’s point of view. I never made it in Dar’s view, but first time for everything, ne? Disclaimers are at the ending of this fic. To Never Let Go by Marie My hand stays unmoving, the pen still in it’s clutches. I couldn’t trust myself in writing a letter... what will I say? What would I write? I couldn’t put down the words about how much she means to me. Those words are still foreign... still beyond my tongue. I’ve only known her for a few months and yet she could make me this... this way! I grab the paper in front of me and crumple it up. I sigh in total frustration. I think of the beautiful angel that had been in my lifeless life. Well, before I meet her I thought I was on top of he world. As if I was the best of men and I had everything I wanted. But, my view totally was changed at one glance of her. One single contact with her beautiful large eyes was all I need to know that she was the one. My one and only soul mate. Our souls clashed with one another, but I felt denial in her. As I felt the same thing in me. But, just being near her made me feel as if I was floating on a golden cloud. But, hey, what chance do I have with a girl like her? she is so precious... so innocent and sweet. Yet, she isn’t like the other girls. She knows how to stand up for herself and she has a strong will and kind heart. I’ve never met a girl like her before. And I don’t think I ever will. I run a hand through my lavish ebony hair and I just shake my head. What is this girl doing to me? Never, never before have I felt such a wanting... such a longing to feel how it is to have her in my arms... to have my lips caress hers. I flop down onto my bed and I look out in the warm sunny day. "Oh Serena..." I say with such dreadful longing. "My beautiful sweet angel... what are you doing to me?" "Yes... what is she doing to you?" A voice from the door asked. I bolt up and for a second I thought it was actually her. But, when my eyes fell upon the speaker, I relaxed. Well, at least, sort of relaxed. "Good morning, mother." "You too my son. Now, what was I overhearing about Serena? What is she doing to you?" She says with a wry grin. "Nothing." I said with a calm voice. It was easy to hide things from others. Since I was doing it every time with my complicated emotions. She sighed. "All right. Fine. Don’t tell your mother. Just to remind you that you better be ready for the ball tonight. To think... precisely at midnight, we shall celebrate the New Year! The New Year to the next millennium! This shall be the grandest ball ever. Well, 2nd to grandest when it will come to when you will get married." She paused and looks at me with a knowing look. I roll my eyes. She just smiles and then continues. "Well, maybe you could get the Serena business of yours all cleared up by tonight because you guys will be partners. You’ll be spending the whole night together." I now jump out of bed. "What?!" She giggles. "Why not? Don’t you like her? She is such an angel. A sweet thing really." "The whole night?" I say out loud. Actually, really saying it to myself. ‘How am I supposed to hold my emotions towards her for a whole night?!?’ I thought. ‘This is bad... really bad.’ "Of course the whole night. This is Serena’s first time to attend a real ball Darien. And she should have a blast." I finally nod. "Oh fine. What’s the harm in just one night?" She nods. "Exactly." ‘The real harm is that I might just lose every inch of self-control and just kiss her.’ I completed my sentence in my mind. "Well, then, since you agreed, I’ll go and tell her. Thank you so much, my child." She then started to skip out as if she was a 5 year old again. "Oh great, What have I just gotten myself into this time?" I ask. *Few minutes before the ball* I stare at myself at the full-length mirror. I straighten my tie and doubled check if there were any crinkles on it. ‘Jesus,’ I thought. ‘All this just for another ball.’ But, my heart answered why I was putting so much trouble and time on my appearance. Everything I did at this minute was for her. That sweet angel of mine. A knock came from the door and I snapped out of my little day dreams of how the night will be like, as well as nightmares at what would happen if she didn’t feel the same way I feel for her, to me. "Come in." I say. I didn’t really know who I would expect. Maybe a maid or something, but what I got was a vision of a true goddess. "Hey Darien. You ready? I’m really nervous about the whole thing." I stared dumb-founded at the vision she made in the mirror. She stared at me as well, with as much fascination as I thought of her. Or, at least I wished she did. I looked at her once more on the mirror and then turned around. She made a perfect picture. With her hair all up and herself in a beautiful flowing white gown. Some pearls were in her gleaming mane and her cheeks were all rosy from maybe hesitation. "You... you look beautiful." I stutter. She blushes. Her cheeks turning such a magnificent rosy hue that I already felt the temptation to go up to her and hold her and never let her go. "You look handsome as well." She smiles at me and I felt my heart skip a beat. I clear my throat trying to get that lump that formed and I said in quite a hoarse voice, "Ready?" She nodded. "As much as I ever will be." She comes over as graceful as a swan and interlock our hands. I didn’t know what was happening to me at that moment. All I knew was that I felt as if I was walking to the ballroom in a daze. All my feelings were on our touched hands and the way it fit perfectly into mine. We were standing in front of the ballroom doors and she tightened grip on me. "I don’t think I can go in. What if... what if I trip or fall... I will make such a total fool of myself! What if they don’t like me?!" I look at her. How could she ever have doubts about herself. She is so perfect in every way. I tilt her chin so she would look into my eyes. "Serena..." I start off softly. "You should never have doubts about yourself. If you do trip or fall, I’ll catch you. If they don’t like you... I’ll punch them out. No one could despise you Serena. Your so beautiful, wonderful, sweet, and kind that no one, not in a million years, could totally hate you." "You think I’m beautiful?" She asked. Before I could answer the truth, the doors opened and everybody’s attention were on us. We stopped looking at each other and looked at the billion guests that have arrived. We walked down the steps and instantly the music began once more and the people started to have their own fun. Serena and I danced all night together. Men and women have tried to get us separated, but we wouldn’t let go. Or, rather, I wouldn’t. Maybe 5 more minutes till the countdown would begin, we went out to the balcony to get some fresh air. I did compliment myself on how I was handling myself when we reached outside. "To think," she began. "The new millennium is going to start and I will be alive to witness it." "The night is beautiful, ne?" I ask. She was about to answer, but then a hint of recognition glinted in her blue soft eyes. "Oh... you didn’t answer my question Darien. Do you really think I am beautiful?" I look at her in shock. That’s when I also realized that our faces were just merely inches away from one another. I made direct eye contact with her and I was as still as a statue. "Well... umm..." I trailed off. I felt myself already losing myself in her eyes depth. "Do you?" She asked once more in a dazed voice. Maybe she was experiencing the same thing I was. Something overcame me and I wrapped my arms around her slender waist. I pulled her closer and lowered my head a bit. "Of course your beautiful. The most beautiful creature to ever walk the Earth. Oh Serena... your the best thing that has ever walked into my life. I didn’t know what beauty was until I met you." She sighed with content. She leaned closer to me. Our bodies heat started to radiate into one another and our hearts were joined in a way that was beyond my understanding. Our souls linked as our minds and I could hear everything that she was thinking, feel everything, understand everything. ‘What’s happening?’ She asked. Well, not aloud, but I could hear her perfectly. ‘You are the one.’ I say back. (*Extra AN- You understand that they are saying this in their minds and that since they are mind-linked, it is like that.) ‘The one of what?’ ‘Your my soul mate.’ ‘Soul mate.’ She repeated. She seemed to like the word for she said it with fascination and gratitude. Self-consciously I heard the countdown beginning. ‘I loved you the first time I met you. Your kindness and inner beauty shined out of you like no other women could ever do.’ ‘I love you too. I love you so much it is so scary about what might happen when we do grow up. I’m not a princess. I’m not... it’s against the laws for us to be together." I looked into her eyes once more and slowly started to move my lips closer to hers. "I don’t care about the future. I care about what is in the present." I say out loud. Ever so slowly did I move my lips towards hers. My head was spinning and I felt so dazed I thought I was about to faint. Her body was already becoming limp, but with unknown strength I supported her. Inch, by agonizing inch we came closer... closer to ecstasy that was beyond us. "5-4-3-2..." I heard from the small corner of my brain and once the whole ballroom screamed ‘1’ our lips touched and I felt myself explode with such ecstasy. Fireworks filled the air and there were cheering and wine glasses touching that made the moment even more memorable. And we lasted like that for all eterniy for all I cared. But, the only thing I did know was that I didn’t let her go. I didn’t let her go. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The End Ta-dah! So, how was this one? I know, I know, a bit too sappy, but I luv it when it is sappy. First off, I know that this fic goes against the morals in which I made. Love at first sight was something that I never wrote with Dar and Sere cause I don’t actually believe in love at first sight. But, to make this fic become the way it is, I had to make it like that. Oh, n for all the ‘Destinies Intertwine’ fans... a bit of delay. It seems as if I’m delaying that fic a bit. Gomen nasai minna. Disclaimers: Sailor Moon and all it’s characters does not belong to me. They belong to Naoko Takechu and other companies like DiC. Everybody out there... please write to me with your comments! I luv to get mail and everything you send will be very much appreciated. Well, guess thatz all... Peace! ^_~ Hi! This is Marie again. Well,this is just going to be a short fic for the New Year. The title is 'To Never Let Go' and I will ne known as Marie. My e-mail address wil be the one I am using. Virago28@yahoo.com Well, anyways, here's my fic! Ja ne! ^_~ ____________________ Author’s Notes: Since New Year’s is coming, I’m just gonna write a short little fic. Actually, my fic’s are never that short, but this one is just gonna be a one part sort of thing. You all know by now (well, if u read my other fics in progress) I always make Serena (a.k.a. Usagi) tougher and less of a crybaby. I give her a backbone and she ain’t scared of standing up for herself and most of all, she doesn’t have to rely on the crystal just to make her strong... her power comes from within. And I am not changing it. Serena being a crybaby totally bugs me. This takes place in the Silver Millennium and is in Darien’s point of view. I never made it in Dar’s view, but first time for everything, ne? Disclaimers are at the ending of this fic. To Never Let Go by Marie My hand stays unmoving, the pen still in it’s clutches. I couldn’t trust myself in writing a letter... what will I say? What would I write? I couldn’t put down the words about how much she means to me. Those words are still foreign... still beyond my tongue. I’ve only known her for a few months and yet she could make me this... this way! I grab the paper in front of me and crumple it up. I sigh in total frustration. I think of the beautiful angel that had been in my lifeless life. Well, before I meet her I thought I was on top of he world. As if I was the best of men and I had everything I wanted. But, my view totally was changed at one glance of her. One single contact with her beautiful large eyes was all I need to know that she was the one. My one and only soul mate. Our souls clashed with one another, but I felt denial in her. As I felt the same thing in me. But, just being near her made me feel as if I was floating on a golden cloud. But, hey, what chance do I have with a girl like her? she is so precious... so innocent and sweet. Yet, she isn’t like the other girls. She knows how to stand up for herself and she has a strong will and kind heart. I’ve never met a girl like her before. And I don’t think I ever will. I run a hand through my lavish ebony hair and I just shake my head. What is this girl doing to me? Never, never before have I felt such a wanting... such a longing to feel how it is to have her in my arms... to have my lips caress hers. I flop down onto my bed and I look out in the warm sunny day. "Oh Serena..." I say with such dreadful longing. "My beautiful sweet angel... what are you doing to me?" "Yes... what is she doing to you?" A voice from the door asked. I bolt up and for a second I thought it was actually her. But, when my eyes fell upon the speaker, I relaxed. Well, at least, sort of relaxed. "Good morning, mother." "You too my son. Now, what was I overhearing about Serena? What is she doing to you?" She says with a wry grin. "Nothing." I said with a calm voice. It was easy to hide things from others. Since I was doing it every time with my complicated emotions. She sighed. "All right. Fine. Don’t tell your mother. Just to remind you that you better be ready for the ball tonight. To think... precisely at midnight, we shall celebrate the New Year! The New Year to the next millennium! This shall be the grandest ball ever. Well, 2nd to grandest when it will come to when you will get married." She paused and looks at me with a knowing look. I roll my eyes. She just smiles and then continues. "Well, maybe you could get the Serena business of yours all cleared up by tonight because you guys will be partners. You’ll be spending the whole night together." I now jump out of bed. "What?!" She giggles. "Why not? Don’t you like her? She is such an angel. A sweet thing really." "The whole night?" I say out loud. Actually, really saying it to myself. ‘How am I supposed to hold my emotions towards her for a whole night?!?’ I thought. ‘This is bad... really bad.’ "Of course the whole night. This is Serena’s first time to attend a real ball Darien. And she should have a blast." I finally nod. "Oh fine. What’s the harm in just one night?" She nods. "Exactly." ‘The real harm is that I might just lose every inch of self-control and just kiss her.’ I completed my sentence in my mind. "Well, then, since you agreed, I’ll go and tell her. Thank you so much, my child." She then started to skip out as if she was a 5 year old again. "Oh great, What have I just gotten myself into this time?" I ask. *Few minutes before the ball* I stare at myself at the full-length mirror. I straighten my tie and doubled check if there were any crinkles on it. ‘Jesus,’ I thought. ‘All this just for another ball.’ But, my heart answered why I was putting so much trouble and time on my appearance. Everything I did at this minute was for her. That sweet angel of mine. A knock came from the door and I snapped out of my little day dreams of how the night will be like, as well as nightmares at what would happen if she didn’t feel the same way I feel for her, to me. "Come in." I say. I didn’t really know who I would expect. Maybe a maid or something, but what I got was a vision of a true goddess. "Hey Darien. You ready? I’m really nervous about the whole thing." I stared dumb-founded at the vision she made in the mirror. She stared at me as well, with as much fascination as I thought of her. Or, at least I wished she did. I looked at her once more on the mirror and then turned around. She made a perfect picture. With her hair all up and herself in a beautiful flowing white gown. Some pearls were in her gleaming mane and her cheeks were all rosy from maybe hesitation. "You... you look beautiful." I stutter. She blushes. Her cheeks turning such a magnificent rosy hue that I already felt the temptation to go up to her and hold her and never let her go. "You look handsome as well." She smiles at me and I felt my heart skip a beat. I clear my throat trying to get that lump that formed and I said in quite a hoarse voice, "Ready?" She nodded. "As much as I ever will be." She comes over as graceful as a swan and interlock our hands. I didn’t know what was happening to me at that moment. All I knew was that I felt as if I was walking to the ballroom in a daze. All my feelings were on our touched hands and the way it fit perfectly into mine. We were standing in front of the ballroom doors and she tightened grip on me. "I don’t think I can go in. What if... what if I trip or fall... I will make such a total fool of myself! What if they don’t like me?!" I look at her. How could she ever have doubts about herself. She is so perfect in every way. I tilt her chin so she would look into my eyes. "Serena..." I start off softly. "You should never have doubts about yourself. If you do trip or fall, I’ll catch you. If they don’t like you... I’ll punch them out. No one could despise you Serena. Your so beautiful, wonderful, sweet, and kind that no one, not in a million years, could totally hate you." "You think I’m beautiful?" She asked. Before I could answer the truth, the doors opened and everybody’s attention were on us. We stopped looking at each other and looked at the billion guests that have arrived. We walked down the steps and instantly the music began once more and the people started to have their own fun. Serena and I danced all night together. Men and women have tried to get us separated, but we wouldn’t let go. Or, rather, I wouldn’t. Maybe 5 more minutes till the countdown would begin, we went out to the balcony to get some fresh air. I did compliment myself on how I was handling myself when we reached outside. "To think," she began. "The new millennium is going to start and I will be alive to witness it." "The night is beautiful, ne?" I ask. She was about to answer, but then a hint of recognition glinted in her blue soft eyes. "Oh... you didn’t answer my question Darien. Do you really think I am beautiful?" I look at her in shock. That’s when I also realized that our faces were just merely inches away from one another. I made direct eye contact with her and I was as still as a statue. "Well... umm..." I trailed off. I felt myself already losing myself in her eyes depth. "Do you?" She asked once more in a dazed voice. Maybe she was experiencing the same thing I was. Something overcame me and I wrapped my arms around her slender waist. I pulled her closer and lowered my head a bit. "Of course your beautiful. The most beautiful creature to ever walk the Earth. Oh Serena... your the best thing that has ever walked into my life. I didn’t know what beauty was until I met you." She sighed with content. She leaned closer to me. Our bodies heat started to radiate into one another and our hearts were joined in a way that was beyond my understanding. Our souls linked as our minds and I could hear everything that she was thinking, feel everything, understand everything. ‘What’s happening?’ She asked. Well, not aloud, but I could hear her perfectly. ‘You are the one.’ I say back. (*Extra AN- You understand that they are saying this in their minds and that since they are mind-linked, it is like that.) ‘The one of what?’ ‘Your my soul mate.’ ‘Soul mate.’ She repeated. She seemed to like the word for she said it with fascination and gratitude. Self-consciously I heard the countdown beginning. ‘I loved you the first time I met you. Your kindness and inner beauty shined out of you like no other women could ever do.’ ‘I love you too. I love you so much it is so scary about what might happen when we do grow up. I’m not a princess. I’m not... it’s against the laws for us to be together." I looked into her eyes once more and slowly started to move my lips closer to hers. "I don’t care about the future. I care about what is in the present." I say out loud. Ever so slowly did I move my lips towards hers. My head was spinning and I felt so dazed I thought I was about to faint. Her body was already becoming limp, but with unknown strength I supported her. Inch, by agonizing inch we came closer... closer to ecstasy that was beyond us. "5-4-3-2..." I heard from the small corner of my brain and once the whole ballroom screamed ‘1’ our lips touched and I felt myself explode with such ecstasy. Fireworks filled the air and there were cheering and wine glasses touching that made the moment even more memorable. And we lasted like that for all eterniy for all I cared. But, the only thing I did know was that I didn’t let her go. I didn’t let her go. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The End Ta-dah! So, how was this one? I know, I know, a bit too sappy, but I luv it when it is sappy. First off, I know that this fic goes against the morals in which I made. Love at first sight was something that I never wrote with Dar and Sere cause I don’t actually believe in love at first sight. But, to make this fic become the way it is, I had to make it like that. Oh, n for all the ‘Destinies Intertwine’ fans... a bit of delay. It seems as if I’m delaying that fic a bit. Gomen nasai minna. Disclaimers: Sailor Moon and all it’s characters does not belong to me. They belong to Naoko Takechu and other companies like DiC. Everybody out there... please write to me with your comments! I luv to get mail and everything you send will be very much appreciated. Well, guess thatz all... Peace! ^_~ |