It's time to go home now...finally...
It's still exciting and I can't wait to go, but the thing is, it's not the same as before.
When I first came here,the homegoing day was the one and only day that I looked forward to for the entire month.
I even kepy count, wondering how many days were left until I got to go home.
Now...the feeling is different.
It's still wonderful to be thinking about going home, but my anxious and whiny attitude has somewhat disappeared.
I guess it's implying how much I got used to this school and my new life with my new friends and teachers.
I thought it would take me forever to get used to it, but now, only after a year, I got used to it.
I have to admit, I feel sort of pround of myself for adjusting, and satisfied with my new life.
Then further on, I imagine myself leaving this life after 2 years.
Will I be eager and willing to be leaving?
Or will I miss this whole life, not wanting to start a whole new one?
I'll never know. All I know is that I have to learn to enjoy the moments while I still have them as much as possible.
Now that I can tell myself that I'm officially adjusted to my life here, that makes the process a whole lot easier.
2 years is not such a long period. I better start enjoying every precious moments starting from now. : )