But there's a warm wind blowing the stars around
This weekend can be summed up in these words: holiday, sushi buffet, cleaning car, skipping school, party, $122 paycheck (i just realised my entire paycheck goes to gas money. aww), work, grocery shopping (x3).
Willy Wonka's on TV! I never appreciated Willy Wonka in my childhood like i should of. heh. "childhood". like i've grown out of it.
If my mom says anything to you, just nod and pretend you know what she's talking about. You can ask me about it later. Heh.
Coffee free day #1, 45 to go.
Mr. Gentry's 400 page mega-book of the world inside his mind got me thinking. If a fire was rapidly approaching my house and i had 1 minute to evacuate, what would i take with me? Still kinda thinking. What's the one thing i'd be most devastated if i lost?
Ohmygosh, i can see the lightning and the thunder is coming so soon after. I'm frightened. Ahh the lights are flickering. i think my power is about to go out.
Remind me to kill you for that picture later.
p.s. i've decided that i lied. but no take-backs.
And suddenly all those songs that sounded silly and those movie characters who never made any sense echo my sentiments a hundred times over.
times like this, i really wish i could cover my ears like i can close my eyes.
we always go to the movies the night after disaster.
its really kind of funny how the little signs that used to make me worry are the things i look for now because at least worry makes me feel something i'm used to
this is fine, but i can't walk around in your head anymore, you understand.
the word's "nyphomaniac"
I have a feeling that tomorrow things will be different God knows what act this is, you've made me stop counting
Of all the not-smart ideas i've had, this one probably takes the cake
"When do i get my watch back?"
"When you've forgotten i have it."
I've got a few thoughts on object permanence. okay, i just spent two minutes trying to come up with something about object permanence, so maybe i don't really. or its all just too fleeting. out-of-sight-out-of-mind and " Object permanence is the ability to understand that objects continue to exist even when they are no longer visible. At first, babies don't know that things that are no longer in view still exist. At age three to four months buds of understanding begin to emerge, and babies suddenly begin to comprehend that when their mother is not close by, she is still someplace and will always come back to them." that's all i got.
Maybe i keep getting those stomach aches because i eat peanut butter and cherry milkshakes for breakfast. Maybe i keep getting these stomach aches because i eat peanut butter and cherry milkshakes at any time of the day.
Don't wish on stars. You never get what you want without there being a catch.
It's a funny thing about dreams, it is.
I think its real cute how i sleep in my clothes and change into my pajamas the next morning. That really was pointless, wasn't it.
This really is pointless, isn't it. I can't even think of anything to say.
I knew there was a reason i stopped drinking the apple cider. But i forgot for just a second.
Oh hurray for daylight. That's good. It is good. Look at that mound of homework...well technically it's in my car, but its still a mound and its still a lot. i love 3 day weekends worth of homework. Haha
Game Theory
Some things are determined for us, others we have decided for ourselves. Where exactly is this imaginary line that we have crossed over? Is it really so bad on the dark side?
I have a latin project due tomorrow, but i don't even know what the project is on. No matter, i won't be in school. I really dislike how i'm failing latin and calculus. Perhaps i should start actually taking some of the tests. Perhaps. Fortasse.
La la la...Sleepytime music doesn't make me agitated. Thanks, Norah.
Sometimes getting lost with your dad is a good thing. You never know the new places you will find. (For all you budding Jeopardists, Serpentine is California's state rock.)
I'm gonna go, mentally clean my car, imagine all my clothes neatly folded, picture my room just as i want it to be, and consider the fact this is my last forced night of uncomfortability for a really long time.
Passion: from the Latin "patior, pati, passus sum"
Compassion: from the Latin "cum" + "patior, pati, passus sum"
Guess who has a backed up salivary gland. Lauren! ...and me.
Oww. I am in pain.
The car door hit my funny bone and now my elbow is bruised. My head hurts. My jaw is sore. I just took two aspirin, forgot i did, and was about to take two more. But i didn't. I caught myself.
The SI website won't work. I wonder what my latin homework is. I don't know where my physics or calculus books are. I have tests in both tomorrow.
21 minutes later: Aspirin not workinggggggggggggggggggg
Orchestra is funny. Really, it's the people in orchestra that are funny. Hahahahahaha I think i'm going mad.
Hey i have a plan. About balloons and such. Ask me the day after tomorrow.
i think i am just lying to myself if i am not asleep already......
you're probably the first person to ever understand "there's a point where everything just sucks SO MUCH that from that point, EVERY SINGLE THING seems hilarious." i love you. thanks.
don't operate heavy machinery under the influence of drugs. not a smart idea.
i wanna go pierce more things. lol that sounds funny. i'm not addicted. it's just kind of fun. don't worry, though, i won't pierce you. it really freaks me out to poke holes through other people. i know, i'm a freak. (in bed.)
hahahaha add "in bed" to the end of anything and it becomes instantly funny.
ferte auxilium! ibam amens! nescio quem dixi. heu.
i don't know what the femine of that word is. i don't care anymore. maybe i'll do my latin in music app.
So lemme get this straight. i get to school early, take a calc test and then go to calc class? Egad. too much mathematics.
Whoa. you know what i did last night (in bed)? (<~~ haha see? funny...oy vey, anyway) so it was midnight and i was tired, but i stayed up to watch nova, cuz i never get to see it at normal people times. and it was on archimedes, and how even though newton and some guy that started with an "l" "invented" calculus, archimedes totally used it but in his mind. like he made all those crazy slices and stuff in his head. he had a crazy mind. so smart. i wish i was crazy like that.
Wake me up before you go go
and other Jamba music to fill my life...
It's funny how in the silence, i can convince myself that all the random noises i hear are really something else, something more important. so every plane flying overhead becomes an alien ship to take me away
Coffee free day #2. Betcha i won't last the day.
